January 1, 2015 Thursday (early am)
I just woke up and it’s still dark outside. I woke up earlier in the night and heard to “Write.” but sorry to say fell back asleep. Upon waking now, I heard, “I would speak with thee concerning the children of the world.” I was in a pretty deep sleep dreaming of a crystal skull that was being cleaned with a Q-tip…
The heaviness of sleep is dissipating as I breathe for the Spirit and the words to flow…
“Oh My son, it is in the wisdom of the Heavens that I would speak with thee. And that ye should know that as ye come unto Me in all earnestness, it is in this that the love of the Heavens will be released unto thee, and thou will be as a guardian of the children. As ye come unto the knowledge of this ye will know that there is a plan, of he who fights against Me, and in this plan of attack is the children or youth of the world. For it is them that he is now focused, to bring them from the ways of righteousness to the ways of the world. For as ye let the world know, that the world of man is becoming ever so immersed in the wickedness of his ways. For idolatry is still rampant upon the earth, but it is not the gods of the past, but the gods of this day, that are so perverse that the world does not see of what they worship. For as a man puts anything before Me it is then that it becomes a god. For in the beginning of times, as My children were close to the ways of maintaining the earth, they were reliant upon the Heavens for weather and food. But as man has moved away from the purity of survival, he has moved away from Me in all his ways. And in this I am not well pleased. And in this are the counsels of Heaven unto the world of man to be heard, but he turneth his ear in not. Oh ye that still hear and know Me, gather yourselves unto Me that ye will know that it is in this that the world will soon wake again unto the God of this world, the true Creator of All. He who has been patient is now about to wake the world unto all understanding, of who is the true God of this world. For soon the earth and mother of all creation will be as a sleeping soul that stirs and in her stirring she will awaken your hearts again. Oh ye that know Me and live in the ways of your world, know that it is of the children or youth that is My greatest concern. For it is of a generation of great indulgences. A generation that is programmed from the beginning through the way of his plan, which is of the attack of the television. For it has become the new paganism, the new idolatry and My people sleepeth in its view. And as ye sleep to the view of its influence, that ever so slightly changes the views of the world and carries My children from, even their beginnings, away from Me.
Awaken, oh world, and see the plan of the wicked one!
Awaken and see the poison that you are slowly feeding your children. For even if ye choose a program that is of a good value, then look to the sponsoring of the commercials that give the children of your breast great want and desire, and in this desire are the seeds of excess and greed, of never having enough which is built into the early stages of the developing mind of this modern man. And it is here that the attack does not stop, but it is in the addiction of the mind to the television itself that ye have fallen into. For the television is becoming the mother and teacher of life. Where is the interaction between the cries of needs? Oh ye world of man , awaken out of the ease of this world and into the light of truth and the ways of pure love. For it is of this world that ye live and it is of this world that ye slowly die. Awaken your hearts again unto Me and in this ye will begin to see the truth as it is, and it is not as ye know it today. As ye live by the programming of the lies of he who programs you through the ways of the world. Cry out ye people of truth and awaken the world of its slumber, a slumber with its eyes wide open to the programming of the world. A world that works only to return to its greatest addiction, the television. The television of his law, his church and his plan to draw you away from all truth, and even Me.
January 2, 2015 Friday (early am)
I am waking up naturally, without my alarm due to another day off from work. As I wake I hear, “Write, I would speak to thee of the love of the nations.”
I gather my pen and paper and breathe for clarity and Spirit…
“Oh My son, of this which I should speak and of this that ye should know, and proclaim to all the world. For in this is the wisdom of the Heavens, for even as the world was created and the Heavens set the firmament in the foreknowledge of these things. It was in the wisdom that the land mass, that ye live, was set aside to be a blessed land, a land of freedom and truth, a land set aside for the word of My truth and the word of My wisdom to flow forth unto all the world. And in this I have had My hand upon the activities of this land and this nation.
But Wo unto this people that sitteth upon the land as a fattened calf ready for slaughter!
For it is because of the iniquities of these that rule and plunder the rights of the peoples of this land, for their own plans of power and wickedness. For as you see the politics of this day, there are hands being shook that are in secret agreements of wickedness, to undermine the good and the right. And in this is the beginning to bring to pass the destruction of their own biddings, because of the wickedness in their hearts and the lies that they commit unto all nations. For he that fighteth against Me, has had a time to prosper and lead many hearts unto the power of this world. And it is a plague that has infected all the world of nations. For great is their wealth and great will be their fall, as the word from My mouth goes forth unto the Heavens and unto the Earth. And in this will the love of the earth hear, My will, and begin to move as she has never moved. And in this, the world of man will know the power of their lies and the working of their wickedness have no power in the Heavens. Nations will fall and rulings will crumble at the feet of these false masters of lies.
Oh My peoples of the Earth, prepare ye for the great shakings of Heaven and Earth. Prepare ye, for that which will bring down the nations of the Earth. Prepare ye, that your hearts will not fail, as the world is brought to its knees, to humble these people of all nations. For why does this world of man seek that which is not his? Why doth he come to Me with false hearts of wickedness and remember Me no more? Because of the wickedness of he that has claimed the anger of God, of he that leads peoples unto his own shame and hidings, in the crevices of time to work his will against Me. For doth not the world of man know the truth of his lies, and how the truth, My truth, is so easily forgotten, because of his wicked manipulations? For as the world of man continues to change and divide, there will be two nations that are brought into the battlefield to war, and it will be of My people that will be of one nation and it will be these that are scattered over the many lands of the Earth, that will carry My will and a good heart, that will come to battle against the prince of all darkness. And in this there will be a great war, as never before seen, and in the battlings will be the servitude of masters. For some will say, ‘Why fighteth for a master not seen? And I say unto you, choose ye this day thy master. For when that day cometh the hearts of man will need to be strong and have a sure knowledge of which they serve and of which they put their allegiances. For there will be no middle ground in that day of life and death and wills of power. Oh foolish world, knoweth not who the true power lays? Know ye not that the power of Heaven has always won over the powers of darkness? Oh ye fooleth thyselves in this, because it looks as if there is no light that ruleth. But can you not see and know that which is unseen? Can you not see that the armies of Heaven wait to destroy? And do you truly think that the God and Creator of All will not win His battles and the final war of hearts? For this is what the battles of all time has been over, the heart. The hearts of good and evil, over the hearts that think that there is no God watching. And patiently waiting to see their true worth, the hearts that are pure and clean that choose the will of light and goodness, in a world that is darkened by the cloud of wickedness, the clouds of… breathing for clarity… the many clouds of sin and vanities of the heart. Oh My children, be as a mother that knows the safety for her children, be ever vigilant, be ever aware of the workings around you. For soon as the world sleepeth, and the world slumbers the angels of My word will come and the cleansing will come unto all peoples, nations and individual. For it is then that ye must know which ye serve and those that have not the balance of goodness, truth and a purity of God in their hearts shall be taken by the sword that is meant to cleanse. For the time soon cometh that the world will not suffer the iniquities of man, but be cleansed of all wickedness. That the feet of the Holy One, shall walk the Earth again, even My feet. And it is in this that the world must and will be cleansed to be a great habitat for all that remain. And it is in this that the world will be changed and the Son of Man ruleth once more, even as Jehovah, the Creator of All.
Oh My children, can you not see, that the day cometh and in this ye will need to know thy heart? Oh ye come unto Me, know Me now. That in that day ye will know love, My love, and ye shall know the truth of these things. For knoweth not My love? Knoweth not, even the love that I have for those that rule in blindness, because of he who is the wicked one of all lies? For soon ye will know of a surety of these things, and let it be in your heart to come unto Me. That ye might know the love, not of man, but of God. Seek ye Me in your hearts and ye shall find Me. For this is the time for all peoples to gather, as they are, and come unto one fold and one Shepherd. Know Me that I might lead thee through that which is to come. Know My voice that I might serve thee in thy needed hour. Know Me and it is then that the world will be ever changed. For surely I cometh and in that hour My love will roll forth unto all nations and the hearts that are pure will receive Me, even as I Am. The Son of God, the Holy One that came unto you and ye knew Me not. Know Me now and live evermore. For it is in this that ye shall have eternal life and be with Me, the Lamb, the Lamb of thy salvation. For see not that My garment is red, and was not this even for thee? Oh Israel, come unto Me and gather ye in all nations and ye shall know My love, even He that sitteth on the right hand of God. For My arm will lift thee and ye shall raise up in My glory and know whom thou art. Lift thy hearts unto Me and know the love of God. Even so, blessed be the King and Father of All.”
Tears are flowing with the Spirit of Love as I can feel it pouring out to all the Earth saying, “Come unto Me.”
January 10, 2015 Saturday (6:34 am)
I woke up before my alarm with a clear mind saying, “Thank you, Father.” It was then that I heard, “Write.” And then hearing a statement that keeps repeating in my mind, “The process of opening has began, the change of mankind.” , as I gather my pen and paper.
Breathing for the Spirit and for the flow of words…
“Welcome My son, as ye come unto Me in thy heart, I come to thee in all ways. And today I come unto thee in thy mind as your heart hears the words of love and the counsels of wisdom. For in this is the beauty and the grace offered. For he that has the Spirit of God is now beginning to know that which is of a new beginning. For as ye continue to come unto Me, ye shall continue to see the changes that are upon mankind and that will continue to change mankind. For in this is the kingdom of the Lord built upon the foundational stone upon stone until the beauty of such a work can and will be conceived. Until the eye of the heart will be able to behold a structure that is radiant and of splendor. For it is in this that My work is accomplished, and it is in this work that I see My glory reflected. For as My children who hear My voice continue to come in praise and thanksgiving, for that which is given, it is then that I can bestow more unto them. And it is now that I bestow more unto thee. For as the belief of the mind and heart is given its worth, it is then that the law of balance begins to be made manifest. It is then that the Heavens open and reveal more unto the wisdom of man, to build the nature of man. And as this is a building of the eternal nature and soul of man, it is of great worth and importance that the process continue to reign forth. Yes, I have used the word ‘reign’ so that ye and others might know of its intention. That ye might understand the eternal nature of this process. For it is only with My voice and command that ye would receive such as ye will soon understand. For has not the Spirit, My Spirit of Love, not awakened the mind unto many of the mysteries and symbols of the creation of man, that is found in the bodies of creation? And it is in these that ye will begin to understand and value the eternal relationship that is given for man. For it is in this pairing and balance that My creation is given the eternal balance and order to progress into the eternities. For in this wisdom is all order and in this is the eternal man made whole, even from the beginning of all creation. For as ye begin to believe these fundamental principles, it is then that the mind and heart can be vessels of light of all wisdom. For it is now that I say unto you, ‘The process of light is beginning to enlighten and give hope to all new beginnings, and it is of this, that the wisdom for man is beginning to come forth.’
For in that day that there is much destruction and change on many levels of earth and man. The veil will be rent and ye shall see, those that are of the Spirit of God, will see the glory in this change and ye shall rejoice unto Me saying, ‘Oh for my God is a God of order and wisdom, for even in this justice unto all mankind is brought because of love.’ And in this ye will understand all that has been veiled in mystery. The mind will begin to understand that which is of the heart and the natural order of love will make a change that is so great and mighty, that the world of man will forever be changed. For as ye then understand that the counsels of Heaven have been for love. Can ye not see, My children of love, that it is of this order that ye are and will be? So open thy hearts now and begin to receive the change that is promised. And as ye do this then ye will understand My laws and counsels that now govern thee. For why would I give thee laws that are viewed unto man as restrictions, but unto My view is the very beginning to open thee unto all that I have? For how can I give the child of no discipline the power of all creation? For in this is the wisdom of law, and order, and discipline. For as ye have heard some say unto thee, ‘That the answer is not in religion, because it is the answer of all violence, and in this there is not a road through religion, and that there is no one way.’ And I say unto them that are of this thinking, ‘There is wisdom as ye view from a single view perspective of man, but if ye could see as God, then ye would know that there are many ways to wisdom and My heart, but there is only one way unto this that I speak. And it is through My heart, and My heart is of love, wisdom, and order. And this is why the order of wisdom has been given, the order of authority has been given, and the order of all creation given in My holy temples that are now upon the earth again to bring mankind into the eternal and holy order of God. For it is within these hallowed walls, that the eternal scope of man is worked out in a spirit of simple beauty, that all might begin to understand the true order of all things. For it has been so even from the beginning until now. For as My feet touch the temple floor of Zion, the earth will know the eternal beauty restored. And it is in this that she will begin to be ever changed, and the hearts of man will begin to understand the true order of peace.
Oh My children, come unto Me now that ye might know Me now and begin to purify thy hearts now. Release thy judgments and the pettiness of a mentality of scarcity, a mentality of loss and of lack, a mentality of division, and come unto the order of love that is not dividing, but beginning to see all things in a unity of the whole of creation. For ye have been blinded and led by the hand and heart of he who fights against Me.
Knoweth now, My son, the fightings for even thee? Knoweth the worth of one soul, then know the worth of a king. For it is in thee that I am, and it is in mankind that will ever be changed because of this value of worth. Know thy worth My children and ye will know thy potential. For this is the answer to all wars and contentions, to know whom thou art. Oh My children, come unto Me that I might open thy minds and hearts unto the true nature and order of God. That ye might know Me as a God and Father of love and not a God and Father of discipline and destruction.
Oh hear Me My children! Hear My pleas and come unto Me in love and then know love.
Of this My son, ye begin to see the wisdom of order, and the narrow way unto My heart.”
I am so amazed on many levels of this writing. It is now a few days after I received the writing and I have been inputting it into the computer and working on the editing (only by giving it punctuation and correct spelling). Prior to last night I had thoughts about withholding it from the compilation of writings, because it seemed when I received it, like a collection of fragmented thoughts. But this morning I awoke before my alarm and as I was laying there in bed pondering all that has been given to me lately, I had the thought to come in and reread this writing. After my morning prayer, with fresh eyes and reading with the Spirit it is of a perfect understanding. An understanding of beauty and the eternal nature of God’s love. Again, I am moved by the depth of His love and His continued pleas for us to come unto Him. Also I should explain, when he talks about, ‘the fightings for even thee’, He is referring to what I have been feeling for the past few days, that I have been under siege. The archers of the advisory have been hitting me with stinging arrows of doubt, my worth, and even belief. All to undermine this work as I am readying to launch the blog. So when the Lord speaks of the worth of a soul, He is speaking of both you and I and our potential, as this witness is about to go forth. A witness of His great love for us, which if it is read and taken in to our hearts, it will begin to dispel the shroud of lies in which we have been misled and deceived. It is my prayer that we will open our hearts and begin to understand our true nature, love.
January 29, 2015 Thursday (before sunrise)
I just woke up and heard a soft, “Write.” That was then backed up by a stronger, “Oh My son I would speak with thee.”
I’m not feeling very clear minded and I am praying for clarity and the flow of the Spirit…
“Oh My son, I would speak with thee that ye should know the wisdom and the love of My heart. That ye should be at peace and of a comfort of will, as ye think of your health. For even in this ye have struggled to know and understand as ye have symptoms of early discomfort in your fighting getting sick. For ye were in the service of My love and exposed thyself in the surroundings of illness of the hospital’s emergency room… breathe and pray My son for the flow of connection as ye struggle, even now for the words of My spirit… Oh My son, ye are in fear of the words that might flow and are lacking faith in this that ye have known to be truth and mind of God. For even page after page ye still fear My love and truth in that which will be said unto thee. For ye would hope for Me to say, ‘Rest.’ And hope to lay the pen down in relief but I say unto thee, ‘Oh ye of little faith, that ye would not be of such faith to know My mind and love.’ Oh ye that are not sufficient in fortitude to be willing to submit in strength and will. For in this I am not well pleased. And in this is My anger brought forth that ye should be of little worth and respect.
“Oh Father I am struggling and I am not sure why. I have little will right now and My mind will not focus and trust, and I do not understand why. Please forgive my weakness. I feel empty and void of Spirit; I keep seeing a ship on the ocean without the wind or currant that hasn’t power and is adrift. Please forgive me.”
I still feel nothing…
It’s now 9:00 in the morning and upon waking again I have been asking for forgiveness and in the asking I hear, “Oh My son, it is because of thy being mortal and weak that I continue to keep thee in My love and heart, and continue My words unto thee. And in this I will ask thee, in wisdom, to hear My words for it is in this wisdom that ye are built up and sanctified in Me. And in this ye should know that it is a patient Heaven and a Heaven of love that continues to abide with man, and even with thee. For Oh My son, have thou not even seen the signs of this, that ye are being built and grown in strength. And it is when ye have thy weakness that ye can see such growth. And it is in this growth of accomplished strength that I am well pleased and have My Spirit to abide with thee. That ye might be strengthened up and made whole, and in this ye will be able to abide in Me and with Me in that day that is meant for every man to be presented in the everlasting covenant before Me. Hear Me, My son, and know that it is in that day that all will be made whole and ye shall know My love. And until that day it is in thy wisdom to stay unto Me through My Holy Spirit, which is thy gift and in this ye shall know all things.”
February 1, 2015 Sunday (4:48 am)
I wake up before my alarm and hear, “Write, My son.” I haven’t had much sleep the last few nights because of staying up late and inputting writings into the computer.
Breathing into my heart and asking for Spirit and clarity…
“Oh My son, breathe into thy heart and feel the word spoken therein that ye might know the truth of all things, that ye might be shown and revealed. For as ye continue to come unto Me in complete submission of will and mind, it is then that ye are worthy to receive all that I have and in this is the knowledge of the workings of even All That Is. For All That Is, is not only a state of completeness but a state of all knowingness, a state of omnipotence. Where there is not want or desire but the pure love of God, that is of the Father. It is of Him and in Him that this is given and blessed, and ye should prepare to receive this gift. For as ye come unto Me in this state of worthiness, ye are well on the path to that which is offered. For man thinketh that perfection is needed, but it is a state of desire that is needed. A state of giving thyself unto Me and in so doing ye come unto Him, the Creator of All, that is achieved because of His very presence. Oh ye that would know the joy therein and ye would let the ways of the world fall from thee and desire only that which is promised upon this path of obedience. For the world of man believes that obedience is required because of a punishing God, but it is needed to be in a state that is able and prepared, a mind that is in a state ready to take upon the Holy Order of Oneness, and in this is the very presence of God, The Father. Oh ye that would only know to desire that ye might walk this path of discipline to prepare. So listen to thy heart and receive that which is written therein, that the world of The Father might open unto thee even in this. Oh My son, soon ye will know the meaning of thy call and in this ye will know of which is spoken for thee to prepare thy mind and heart in a spirit of trust and ease of revealing. For in that day perfection is not required, but the Spirit will fall upon thee in a completeness that you will know the truth of thee to know/experience. For ye will be given much and in this will be the purpose of your preparations and ear unto Me. For fear not these things but further refine thy heart and mind unto a state of oneness, that will be a state to receive that which will fall upon thee. For even as ye know this now ye will know that then, and ye will find a state of completeness that ye have never known. For this is thy calling and thy purpose fulfilled. For in that day there will be much turmoil and the peoples of the earth will wonder of the very existence of life. Yes My son, even as ye have trusted the flow and Spirit of the recent blessings, ye will then be of a trust and flow in that day of which I speak, and ye will know. Fear not thy worthiness, but fear that ye might not be in a state that will be of such a gifting. And in this small amount of concern or fear will it give thee the motivation to stay thy course.
Oh peoples of the earth, know this that I speak, that ye might know that I cometh before I reveal Myself. For I cometh unto thee through the mighty shakings that will befall thee, and the winds of change shall blow a trumpet of change. For if ye know this then ye know which is soon upon thee and ye will fall to your knees and receive Me in that day before I cometh. Be of this knowledge and ye are of the mind of God. Even so, be of good cheer, prepare thy minds and hearts, and be of a state of waiting with not a fear of the future, but of a state of readiness that is in the peace of preparedness. Prepare ye, prepare ye to receive Me even before I come.
Peace unto thee My son and know thy heart.”
February 2, 2015 Monday (5:09 am)
Waking up with my reading light glaring over my face as I fell asleep last night exhausted. I was taking in the light and coming into consciousness when I heard, “Write My son.” And as I questioned I heard, “Yes write, the love of God ye should know.”
Pen in hand and breathing into my heart…
“Yes My son, the love of My heart is that ye should know the wisdom and the love as ye have been in My service and for the pure love of the will of being and doing as ye are. For it is in this that is the pure love of Christ, which is the love that radiates without cause or justification to be of and for all beings and creation. For as ye work in this love it is then that ye will know Me even as I am. For as the will of My purpose is made known ye will be in a state of this grace, and in this ye will know a state of service and joy that comes to those that are of My work and who serve, for that is now who they are. And in this is the gift itself. For when man will see the wisdom and the joy in this, it is then that the world would ever be changed. But as ye have known and experienced with the buffetings of he who knows no peace, while he is loosed and about his business, the hearts of man will be stirred up unto contention and a mind of confusion. So the prize is even greater when ye can find this peace of joy amongst the confusion of him. For in this ye will be blessed. Blessed art thou, oh My son, blessed art thou in this.”
February 5, 2015 Thursday (4:22 am)
I woke up again with the reading light shining above My head and heard a faint, “Write.” Followed by a stronger, “Yes son, write.”
Pen in hand as I clear my mind and breathe into my heart for the flow of words…
“Oh My son, I would that ye should hear My words and know the love and the joy of the fruits of service, and finding My sheep. Amongst those that are ready to hear and know the wisdom of truth and understanding. For as one comes unto Me it is then that I can begin My work and in the depth of their belief and release can open unto them all that I have. For as ye have known the wisdom of this, for did ye not believe? And did ye not think of a God ye not think of a God that would open the veil even for thee? And have ye not seen, and heard, and beheld My wisdom of understanding? For even as ye continue to open and believe even so shall I continue to reveal all that I have. But it is in My wisdom, the wisdom of the Heavens, that ye should learn and behold step upon step in a progressional learning and opening. For as ye take one wisdom and ponder and accept, it is then that more can be added upon the heart and ye can begin to know the wisdom of the mind of God. For even now ye are to understand as ye breathe, now instinctually, into your heart instead of searching in your mind. For continue to breathe and believe and the heart shall not fail thee, but be the gate even unto Me.
Oh My children, learn this wisdom and ye will begin to comprehend the gate unto Me. For the heart is the narrow gate that ye have heard and it is only through the heart that the mind can be enlightened and My world opened unto thee. For behold the libraries of all wisdom and understanding…
I closed my eyes and beheld a field or expanse of crystals. Row upon row and even this was upon a base or world of crystal, and within and about radiated all knowledge being held in streaming light.
…And now you have beheld the source of all understanding and the wisdom therein lies the streaming love of all understanding. For even as ye have beheld this, it is of this that ye begin to understand the source that is carried in the light of love. For as ye begin to understand this ye begin to value the heart and the streaming light of love that is focused therein. Continue to open and continue to have revealed the truth of such opening. Oh My children can you not see the love and understanding is layered within and upon the heart? Can you not begin to understand that the mind is the server of the heart? For ye think that mind is the source of understanding and it is of/in the heart. Open ye therefore unto Me in the heart and all that I have will be yours, even worlds without number and realms without form. Ye have no understanding of all that is there to behold and understand. For the eternities is filled with all possibilities. Think ye upon this and ye will begin to know the scope and grandeur that is before thee. So My son, lift thine own belief and it is then that ye can behold that this is only the beginning of an eternal nature of understanding.”
“Oh My son, ye are full and the limited mind of man cannot take in anymore at this time. For therefore it is line upon line and view upon views that the understanding is stretched unto the mind of comprehension. Release the struggle to grasp all understanding in one moment and allow the building of such endless understanding to build as block upon block the form for the mind to hold, and release again unto the heart. Peace My son, peace.”
February 7, 2015 Saturday (5:45 am)
I just woke after a few hours of sleep because of Valentine’s workload and as I woke I heard, “Write.” My initial inner thought was, “I’m so tired.” But the response from my heart, “Yes Father, thank you, I will write. I am so grateful for the writings.”
With a heart of gratitude I breathe for the flow…
“Oh My son of the morning, ye have said and felt what is upon your heart, and it is in this that My heart is drawn unto thee in a oneness that will be of the eternities. For as man comes unto Me in this, the heart, it is then that I can offer all that I have and am willing to give freely of the bounty that awaits. Oh ye children, come unto Me even as this, and it is in this desire of the heart that the Heavens pull back the veil of forgetfulness and reveal the truth of all things. And in this is the rejoicing of the Heavens in holy gratitude. And in this ye now see the holy order that is given in the uniting of Heaven and earth as the Heavens praise and bridge the distance between the eternal realm of the Father and the duality of man. For as ye receive this, ye know that it is an eternal oneness of worship that shower unto the Father, and the Father unto the Heavens in holy praise and offering. For the eternal offering is of the heart and in this the angels sing and give the pure love that floweth. And as ye have witnessed once more, ye see the holy connection of the heart and in this is the joy of creation. For even as the choirs of man rejoice in praise unto the Father, it is of this that the pureness of the heart is offered unto the Father. Oh ye children of the earth, come unto the Father with a song of praise in thy heart and the heart will be forever His, and in this is the order of worship of the Heavens.
Oh ye world of man, bring a praise unto Him that ye might know Him for that day surely cometh that the Lord of Man will know the heart and what is written there upon. And when the veil is drawn back and the angels of cleansing are loosed it is in the heart that will be their marker of truth, and it is in this that their sword of justice will show the mercy unto them that have the holy love of God written therein. Oh ye that think ye love God and serve two masters, in this ye must choose of which the scale tips. For in that day the scale of justice and love will be viewed openly and in this will be the judgment rendered. Oh ye that call thyselves saints of God and are in a duality of spirit and desire, in that day the Son of Light and Love will know ye not because of the heart that is not known unto Him. Who is the bearer of the light of all truth, the God of this world, even Jehovah. Oh ye world of man, open thy hearts and know.”
As this was spoken my mind was shown a mighty multitude in holy praise and as they sang of their hearts the energy united in one offering that streamed to The Father’s realm. And as I witnessed a knowingness was given that there is a continual stream of worship, and in this we connect as we offer up praise unto The Father. And in this is the uniting of Heaven and the praise of man unto The Father, God of All. I have been a witness of this praise before, but this time I saw my own heart becoming one in the praise and felt the full understanding of such a love of God.
“Yes My son, and in this is thy heart of praise received. Oh My son, receive Me and in this receive The Father in the Holy Order of Oneness.”
February 14, 2015 Saturday (5:30am)
I woke and heard, “Write I would speak with thee.” As I responded, “Yes, Father.” But in my exhaustion I drifted back into sleep. I think only a few minutes have passed as I now hold the pen in apology.
Breathing for clarity and the flow of words…
“It is here in the heart that ye will hear and know the wisdom of the Lord, and it is here that ye should dwell in thy love and devotion. For as ye are in the heart and know the love and wisdom of God, then ye are blessed and receive Me.
It is now that ye should know the love of God, that ye know of which ye stand in that day. For as the earth moves and shutters, ye will know of this love and rejoice in thy heart of this knowingness. For as ye continue to come unto Me, ye will be in the mind of God. Blessed art thou this day to know of such a love. Blessings My son, as ye work and do My labors. Peace My son and know.”
February 16, 2015 Monday (am)
Feels very early in the morning as I wake after letting myself sleep in and natural wake up, after the Valentine’s day weekend. As I am taking in the my awareness of the morning I hear, “Write.” For some reason I am nervous and I hear, “Fear not My son.”
Pen ready as I breathe into My heart…
“Son, oh son fear not the Lord of All Creation, but fear the silence of/in a deafening world and fear the will of he who fights against Me. But fear not the words that flow unto you, as My voice speaks the counsels of love. For as you hear Me now ye shall now Me then, and as ye know Me then ye will be called, ‘son of the morning’ that is even as a saint in the resurrection of the just and the noble ones of whom I am well pleased. For as ye continue to do My will and My bidding in the humbleness of heart ye will know these things and it is then, My son, that ye are made worthy and clean before Me. Oh My son fear not the whims of men’s emotions that might come as judgments against thee, and fear not the words of opposition because of the voice that you carry, but even as ye come unto Me and know these things in them is clarity and wisdom of the voice who leads thee in all righteousness and into a fullness of the morning sun. Meaning that even as ye serve Me, ye will know Me even when I come… Oh My son come back and focus thy mind unto My words and My love. For let not these words of promise send you wondering in fear. You fear so much and in this is his plan to distract and make folly of this natural instinct given unto man. Fear not the love of god and fear not these wisdoms of counsel. For if ye fear Me then ye have no stable footing for the winds that will blow and the storms that toss their might against thee. So fear not and know that I and a host of Mine angels are to sure thee up. And be even as ye know, at thy bidding, as ye continue to come unto Me and serve Me in all righteousness. For son, you have been troubled, of the troubled mind of unclean thoughts that come unto thee in thy sacred times, and I say unto you, ‘Let your mind not be troubled as ye come unto Me in your prayers and ordinances of life. For you seek not these thoughts, let your mind be at ease and know that the agency of man is to have the tormenting of the jackals of the past that are preying on the sacred of the present. For you are right, in your thoughts, that it is a mix of your past and the current influences of the darkness that wants to thwart My will. And in this ye are nipped and tormented, as the jackals that take down their prey in the insistence of torment. But know this My son, that ye are not prey, of the common natural man, but ye are My son. A son of God and in this ye have the will of The Father with thee and for thee. So let not the insistence of this torment throw thee. For as ye continue through this ye will know peace and fear not My judgments of these thoughts that come unsolicited. But be of caution not to add anything unto them, and as ye do this ye are not found unworthy.
Oh My children, know that the end of days is fast approaching and in this is the tormenting of influence in your lives as he tries to wield his power to cause distraction and confusion. But stay true to thy course in the efforts of love and honor as ye come unto Me. And as ye stay thy course and keep thy focus, ye will know My love and in this ye will be blessed, as men and women of honor. Oh ye children know these things that ye may not be distracted from thy course. For even as ye hear of the dropping of My children all around you in their loss of faith and belief, let not the work of his darkness, that slowly creeps into the mind and deceives and corrupts the minds of My children into disbelief. For many will fall around thee as the workings of the world, as given the might of voice, and in this is the agency of freedom. And in this is his workings to take captive My children, all because of a corruption of darkness that has been from the beginning. And in this, do ye not know that the will of darkness is the will of light? For as he continues his fight against Me, it is the will of The Father that is given. For this is a world of opposition and in this is the testing of strength and fortitude, and the darkness that persists is of the will of The Father, and in this are My children known. For endure this for a short season and know the bliss of love for the eternities. So My children know thyselves and know whom thou art. And as ye do this, ye will come unto that which is at the very center of all knowing, the point in which ye know the truth, and from this ye must act. From this very core of knowing, let all of thy actions be and let thy mind rest upon all thy decisions, and let all be built from this core knowingness of truth. For as ye do this ye will weather the winds and the storms that blow and ye will have a point of righteousness and exactness from which all is built, even the symbols of your holy garment that you carry upon thee. For use the symbols of love and know My will that ye stay thy course, build with this exactness and ye shall know Me, even as I am.
Oh My son and children, know of My love and know in thy hearts the love that awaits thee as ye continue to make your way unto me. For the journey is made step upon step. And let thy mind be not overwhelmed in doubt and fear, but in a heart single unto Me, and ye shall not lose that way. Come unto me in this and ye shall know Mine angels that wait to administer My love. Trust and come unto Me and in this ye will know the rest of joy.”
February 19, 2015 Thursday (9:20 am)
I’ve allowed myself to read in bed after waking up and as I was on my knees finishing my morning prayer I heard a soft, “Write.” As I questioned I then heard, “Yes, my son, write.”
So now with pen in hand and breathing for the flow of words to begin…
“Oh My son in as ye have come unto Me in a prayer of submission it is now that I come unto thee in praise. For as ye submit thy will and rest upon My arm of grace it is then that I can give ye all that I have and in this is the joy of the Kingdom of God. For all is given through Him and of Him. Even as ye come through Me unto Him, it is because of His love for His children, that is our creation, that the oneness of His love can be felt. Know this My son of the morning, that ye are made pure through thy prayers of cleansing and in this ye have shown thy will and thy intent of thy heart. For even as ye have seen the mystery of the mind and how much can be hidden, and those things of hiding can influence and even destroy if left unattended. For ye have seen and felt the influences of thy past, and in those dark places allowed the players of he who fights against Me to have a place in thee. And it is now that ye begin to know the wisdom of a pure life. But even as man is left to his own making, even so is this the way unto a pure thinking again. Oh My son, lean on Me and use My arm that is extended and in this ye will not lose thy way. And as to continue to heed and follow thou will know no difference between ye and Me. For as ye continue to release thyself unto Me it is then that the cleansing of Spirit can continue to root out all that is not of Me and in this ye will be made pure to stand with Me before Him, that cannot tolerate the slightest of unworthiness of sin or separation. For as ye then will know the oneness of God and in this ye will be blessed beyond all blessings of His grace. Oh My son, be strong, stand strong as ye begin this phase of thy journey. As ye begin the cleansing and sanctifying process of salvation. For yes I can hear of your questioning mind of baptism and the cleansing that was performed… But as this is a process unto Me and in this is step upon step that ye might be prepared to receive All That Is. And in this ye must do the work of thine own salvation. For yes the way is only through Me and My grace, but that is the first cleansing, and now thou art in the refining of man that he might be found worthy to receive all that can and will be given. For have thou not asked and even offered thy life for the gift of translation to serve Me? And did I not tell thee to tarry here? And in this is the wisdom and the belief that ye should tarry for Me and be ye therefore ready to be changed at My will, and in this ye must prepare the mind and body. And be prepared in all ways, and it is now that ye are experiencing the cleansing process of salvation. Fear not My son, for ye have been in this process and are continuing to be cleansed of all that thou art given to be made pure and clean. And in this ye will be made holy to stand before Me and with Me. That we will approach The Father, even as thou art. Oh My son fear not this process, but be ye therefore blessed that ye have come unto this place, and stand strong as the winds blow against thee. For even as ye stand strong ye shall know Me and the love that is for thee. Know thy will and know My grace, and in this ye will know My arm to steady thee and give thee hope and a sure knowledge of what is. Come unto Me continually and I will give thee strength. Blessed art thou My son and blessed art the Heavens for thy labors of love. Be strong and know this and ye shall soon know all things. Go forth into thy day and be of Me.”
February 21, 2015 Saturday (early am)
Letting myself wake up naturally without my alarm and in so doing hear a soft, “Write.” And of course as usual I question and hear, “Yes, I would speak with thee.”
Breathing into my heart…
“Oh My son, the wisdom of the Lord God of this creation is that the wisdom of the love of the Heavens should be heard and understood pertaining the feelings of love and hurt. For as ye were the subject of focused aggression because of the Spirit and light that ye carry, and in this is the ability to have energy given/focused at you when there is no cause. As ye experience this form of aggression, though subtle, it is still aggression and in this is what you felt, and hid your feelings of hurt, until the same feelings were matched and spoken. For you had taken it in and then your energy became or matched the same. It is a natural response and defense of the human condition. Another way, when this happens, is to block or shield the energy so that it is not absorbed or taken into thy own energy or emotional field. You know several techniques of protection, but I would share with you now the way of the Heavens. And that is to call upon the angels of Heaven in thy defense, and as this is done it not only protects thee, but also counters the energy for a call of justice. For you were among friends and in this love is the feelings of hidden disappointment, feelings of loss, and other emotions that leak into the feelings and appear as last night. When you are among others that are not of such love, and this form of protection is called, it is then that the angels of Heaven will bear witness against the aggressor of My servant and people. And in this is justice served. You question My love, and I say unto you, ‘I love all of My creation, but it is in this that I gather My flock and are the Good Shepherd. For those that know My voice I will give them protection and in this is the love of God. For even as ye know this then ye will be as a sheep without fear and can stand strong, and in evil places know the wisdom of such protection. For last night was not an evil place, but it serves thee well to know and practice among the love so that you know this wisdom among the hatred of the world. Know this wisdom and ye know My love. For it is in this that ye know Me and My justice that will attend My servants of love. Be of good cheer and know the wisdom of this, My love, and know that the service of man is in the wisdom of My protection. So fear not and use thy priesthood to call forth this wisdom and know the wisdom therein. Blessed art you, My son, in this and all wisdom that flows for thy good. Pray unto Me exceedingly and I will attend thee even in this. Blessed be this day of glory as ye witness a soul come unto Me, and in this I am well pleased.”
February 23, 2015 Monday (11:42 pm)
I was just saying my prayers and as I was praying I was told to “Write.”
“Oh My son, in as ye have been on thy knee with words of forgiveness, I come unto thee to say unto thee, ‘Thou art blessed even as ye know that which is not of thy interest and well doing.’ For as ye have gotten lost in the television the past couple of evenings, so it is that ye know and choose thy service.”
It’s now the next morning and I have been asking forgiveness throughout the night and in waking this morning, because last night the flow was impeded. I’m not sure what was going on, sleep was overcoming me, guilt, and the flow became intermingled with my own thoughts and was hard to separate them out. So in all of my asking for forgiveness I hear, “Write, My son, I would speak with thee.”
Praying for clarity, Spirit and flow as I now breathe…
“My son, My son it is through the prayers of thy heart and the guilt of thy mind that I come unto thee now and say, ‘It is in the service that ye are blessed, and it is in thy love, that ye are forgiven.’ For as ye struggle and fight for what is right and true, in a world of opposition, ye find the wisdom of these and all things that have been spoken. The wisdom of the Heavens have poured forth unto thee and will continue to pour forth as ye humble thyself in servitude and obedience. And as ye find yourself in the discipline of these then ye will truly know divine love of He who reigns and dwells, He who is the Master of All made physical, and is the Savior of the World. That ye might come again unto The Father.
Oh ye children of the world, My children and My love, know ye not the worth and value in the wisdom of the Heavens. For if ye know this then ye would humble thyselves in thanksgiving for all that is given. For can ye not see that all that is given is for thee? This world, and this wisdom of knowledge of things to do and overcome, and even Me! For as ye come unto Me, and through Me, it is then that ye can enter back unto that which has truly been given. For can ye not see and know these things that are before the? And have I not given thee every chance to be of Me? For even in thy way is given much, and ye still desire the things of the world over Me. Oh ye hearts that have been given and still go unto the pulls and the draws of the world. For I know that these pulls that are great enticements, and I know ye are of great division in these desires. For as much has been given, the pulls are stronger and it is in these that I speak. For all is a matter of balance. For as ye come unto Me, and the pulls of desire, whether of the heart, mind or body pull at thee, you must find the love of the heart and in this love is the way. And if ye will stay affixed upon this love and stay thy course, ye will not be lost. For as I have shown My prophets of such a path, and even the mists of darkness that can come upon thee as thou walketh this path unto Me. So My children, ever be vigilant and hold onto that which ye know of the heart and in this ye will find your way unto Me and in this ye will be blessed. Oh My Children, can you not see that the things that are given for thy worth, and to build thee in value of self? For it is in these that you will approach The Father and it is in these that ye must know in the heart. And when you know these then ye walk uprightly and before Him as ye continue to come unto Me.
Oh ye children and My son, know thy worth and in this ye will be self-governing, and know of your heart of which is right and true to thy course. For even now can ye not see that as ye falter and waiver it is in this that ye quickly correct thyself unto your course? It is because of this love which ye fear the loss. For once the sweetness is tasted it is above all else and in this is the wisdom to stay thy course and come unto Me.
Peace My son, as ye make the corrections of thy heart, that holds the love of Me. For in this is thy compass and thy square to direct thee upon this path. Be strong and know that all is given, even thy pain, for thee to grow and know this world and thyself. Come unto Me and in this ye will know the love of the heart which will hold thee in all that ye endureth. For in this is the way and the joy for the eternities. Peace and know thy worth and thy value this day.”
March 2, 2015 Monday (3:33 am)
I woke up thinking of the new addition in my life, a rescue cat that is down at my shop, and she will become our new shop cat. I am wondering how she is doing down there for her first night, when I left her she was hiding after being traumatized, being taken from her home environment. I was helping a friend surrender another friend’s cat to the local SPCA, because of medical reasons. And as she was in filling out the paperwork I was trying to give comfort to the ball of fur cowered in the corner of the carrier. I’m not sure if I was projecting myself onto her or if I was empathetic of her fear because of my own fear in my childhood growing up, but as I was trying to soothe her I came to a resolve that I couldn’t put her through more than she has already been put through. So as I walked in and announced it there was a relief and joy felt by all involved. So she is now down at the shop terrified and hiding in her new environment as I offer prayers of comfort for her. As I am asking the angels to attend her I hear, “Write.” Followed by “Write my son, I would speak with thee.”
Breathing for the Spirit and flow with pen primed and ready…
“Oh My son, in as ye have come unto Me in thy prayers and askings of comfort, it is that I come unto thee with the love that is shown. For as ye have met Me in thy actions of love and grace, so it is that the Heavens return that which is given. As you are seeing a mirror of reflection, so it is tending you, the law of balance and order. For in thy early understandings you learned of the teachings of man termed as ‘karma’ and so it is shown unto thee now that you might know and understand the law of balance. The imagined scale is always seeking balance and it is of this that is given. For as the mirror reflects it is shown the energy given is returned, but there is also the component of balance. For as ye have received the wisdom of the past, ‘…as much as ye open or receive, or release it is to that degree the the Heavens can respond in like.’ So My son as ye show the love of heart and sacrifice, it is to that place or degree that the Heavens respond. And so it is that I come unto thee now.
Oh My children of the world, know this and ye begin to know and understand the balance of God. The law of balance is always seeking to the level of given energy. Seek ye therefore love, open thy hearts and it is then that the angels of mercy can attend thee. For it is in these times of hardships that the child closes the heart in hurt and protection, but it is in these times that the arms must open wide and allow the love that is for all to enter. Seek ye Me and ye shall find Me. So it is My son, that I come unto thee because of My love that floweth freely and because of thy heart that opens wide. Oh ye My children, open thy hearts unto Me that I might open all that I have unto thee. Can you not hear My plea? Can you not know My love? Oh My son, it is in these times that I come freely of My will because of the love that abides in thee. For it is in this pure love that there is no sin or separation and it is in this that allows My presence. Receive me even as I am. Blessed art thou in this.”
March 7, 2015 Saturday (10:44 pm)
I was just on my knees saying my evening prayer when I felt a subtle impression to write…
I just woke up with the light glaring in my face with my head down on the paper and bed, where my head dropped into sleep. Feeling guilt and remorse I asked the Father, “Should I still write?” and heard an immediate response, “Yes, you are weak but still worthy.” As I replied, “Thank you Father for your mercy and grace.”
Pen in hand as I breathe and clear my mind from the sleep and await the flow…
“Oh My son, the wisdom of the Heavens is that ye should still hear My voice and know of My love, even in your weakness of mind, fortitude and body. For as you hear My word know this, that I am with thee and for thee even in your weakness of faith and honor. For as ye are still as a child in your learnings and in this is My heart of compassion. Oh ye that are of the body of weakness, but your heart is still in Me, know that ye are loved. For even in this is that ye should know My mind and the wisdom therein. For I ask thee to write that ye and the world might know the wisdom of My mind. For in this ye should know that I am not well pleased because of the craftiness of men, and the nature of politics of men and nations.
And in this is My judgment and wrath kindled unto a judgment of scourge. For as the children of the world are searching for survival, the governments of men are seeking the power of man and not the power of God, and in this is the wrath of My indignation. For as man continues on this path it is surely set for judgments. For even now the earth hears My voice and command and readies herself for My word and in this the lands of the earth will shake, a mighty shaking, and in this will the lands shift into a change that will bring man unto his knees, and in this is My wrath and My love. For as the world sleepeth in pride and ignorance, the earth of obedience hears My voice and command and in this I am well pleased. For it is she that knows Me and is in reverence of My word. Oh man, that ye would be even as your mother that abides in Me. For even as she is polluted in thy wastes and ignorance, ye are love by her and are of the nature too of change. Because ye are as children that know the right from the wrong, but still peruse the craftiness of gain and disobedience, and in this ye shall know My discipline. For even now there are secret combinations that conspire to do as they might because they think they are like unto God. But in this they will be humbled to their knees and shall even quake in their fear as little children.
For as ye hear this know that even as the earth listens and obeys, it is in this that she hears only love. For even as I kindle in Me wrath, is there still not love? And in this it is still the same, for as ye hear this, My word, know that ye should prepare thy hearts and return unto Me and know My love.
Sleep My son, for thy mind is not with Me, but in the exhaustion of thy body.”
March 9, 2015 Monday (2:50 am)
I just woke up with the lights shining in my face as I feel asleep laying on top of my bed, and as I was praying and crawling under the covers I heard to write. As I was asking confirmation to write and saying, “Thy will be done.” I heard again, “Yes, son write.”
Pen in hand as I breathe for the Spirit and the flow of words…
“Oh My son, that ye would know My wisdom and will that ye should be of good cheer and a heart of lightness. For as ye do My will and offer thy will over to Me it is then that ye can hear and obey the wisdom of love shared. For son it is of wisdom to know the strength of My love, for as ye come unto Me in the strength of thy release of, ‘Thy will be done’ I can then guide thee in My ways, which are often different than the ways of man, and in this ye will know My will. For this is the way that We can align and begin to understand the oneness of knowing, doing and being in commune of love. For as ye know the wisdom of this then ye will and can be even as We, and even as I. For thy conversations over dinner were of this very thing, the relationship of the Father and the Son and the many ways to release unto Me. For know this, My son, that ye are blessed to not only hear and write My will but to see and experience the many ways to receive this love and wisdom. For did your heart not feel the love this day in mediation? Did you not feel the love of another world? A world that is hidden from thee and the world? And in this ye know My love which floweth for all peoples. For ye experienced the wisdom of that which is to come and the wisdom that is hidden from man. But soon, very soon My son, the world of man that are of My choosing and favor will know of these that thou didst feel, and experience, and know. For are they not My children, waiting for their time to come forth from their hiding and be gathered as one unto Me? For as the world of man continues to decline in wickedness and his ways continue to fall from My ways, it is in this that the world of wonder will open to those that stay close unto Me to know of such things. For ye are a witness of My love of these My other children in whom I am well pleased, in whom have received the covenant of My promise and My will. And as they have magnified My will in their hearts and it has become My will. They have grown in strength and honor, and have taken on My strength. For as ye felt of their love ye should know that it is of these that carry My love, and honor, and wisdom. For did you not feel of their love and welcome? Did you not know in this, My son, that they have fulfilled that which they have been given? And in this they reach out unto those chosen to be revealed. For in them is the release unto Me and in them is the wonder. For in them is My will made known and in them they carry the wisdom of the earth. And in this they are blessed and upon them they carry My honor and love.
Sleep My son and know that it has been of thy favor to behold such a wonder, that even in this secret is opened unto the love of thy heart which can see and begin to understand. For let me say this, ‘That all of My house shall be gathered and in this is the wisdom of My love.’ And when the eye shall see the beauty and wisdom of such an understanding. For did your heart not continue to feel of them and even know for a surety of them? For in this ye are blessed to know of such love. Rest My son and all will, in time, be revealed unto the wonder of these and all things. Peace My son and know.”
March 11, 2015 Wednesday (4:03 am)
I just woke up and as I was lying there coming out of the sleep world I heard the clearest, “I would that ye should write.”
Pen in hand and asking for the Spirit and flow as I say. “Thy will be done.”
“Oh My son, it is these words that My heart is made soft and it is in this that ye can be blessed to know the mind of God and the wisdom therein. That ye should be of a clear mind and with a soft heart unto Me and in this ye shall hear the things of wisdom and love. For as ye are in the favor and hand of God let ye know that the forces conspire against thee and in this ye should be of a clear mind as ye prepare thy heart and perform thy duties. For as ye are called to lead it is in this that the will of God is upon thee and the will of My hand doth fall against those that murmur and cause dissention among My flock, and cause people to doubt and be of a false mind of truth. For as this is done unto thee, know thyself and know thy heart. And in this ye shall know that the hand of God is for thee and the will is in thee even as ye do this ye are called to be of a heart of devotion and love, as the children of men question and wonder thy will. For even as ye do this ye will be blessed and the foundation of strength that the Lord God hath laid will be of a strength that will cause thee to be of a sure footing for those that murmur and wonder of thee. For even in this ye have heard My cry and My warning.
For whenever one is called to lead and to even speak up with a calling, of such as ye are called , it is then that the wicked one doth stir up the hearts of contention to cause dissention and strife. So that the will of God might be doubted and that that will might be thwarted. But doth he not know that even in this is the wisdom of God and the pure mind of God cannot and will not fall to the craftiness of man. But stand tall and strong, even as the wind blows mighty against those called to be of My will. So be ye strong, My son, and ye will be blessed even in this. Oh that ye should know the love that surrounds thee and sures thee up in this that blows against thee. For as a mountain is of a force of strength against the storms of time, even ye shall stand. Be strong and know. Oh yes, My son, be strong and know that ye are loved and stand in God.
March 15, 2015 Sunday (2:24 am)
I just woke up again with the reading light shining in my face after falling asleep with the intentions to read. I have been waking and dozing for hours and as I would almost become fully conscious I would say a prayer of gratitude and then doze off again. The prayer of thanks from my heart was for a beautiful day and experience attending the temple for baptisms with a group newly returning and recently baptized members of our church ward/congregation. It was truly beautiful and the Spirit was so present. As I was helping with the confirming and baptizing several members of our group, they standing in proxy for the deceased, the Spirit would wash over and through me with it’s warmth and cause my body to react with subtle kriyas and mudras. At one point as I was confirming the Holy Ghost upon one of the members of our group as they acted in proxy I could feel the Spirit so strong that it took my voice away as the emotion of Spirit washed through me. I clearly had the impression that the person I was doing the confirmation for was present and accepting the ordinance being performed. After a full session of ordinance work as we were walking out of the temple I looked up and read above the door, “The house of the Lord” and in reading that I leaned to one of our group members and said, “I feel so clean.” It was like through those holy acts of service that I had been washed within as the Spirit of Purity moved through me. So it was in this spirit of gratitude that I was dozing and waking.
As I finally woke and knelt for my formal bedtime prayer and as I was offering my heart of thanks I was told to write. And with this preface I have been keeping Spirit waiting, but do feel that this explanation continues to bear witness of even the words that are about to flow forth. I now breathe for the Spirit to flow forth in His purity and words as the pen now waits…
“Oh My son, it is of this spirit of gratitude and love that I cannot keep My hand turned from thee, and it is for thee and with thee. For as you have seen and experienced the great blessings of service and in this is My spirit and in this is My love. For as ye laid forth thy heart for others, it was then that thy heart was given witness of the truth of the labors performed. Oh that ye should know the love of these things performed that even all that would receive may receive every ordinance commanded of the life lived, and in this is the beauty of the offering. For as ye have done this service for your fellow brother or sister it is now done unto Me and in this is the love received. Oh My children of love, for thou art receiving the grace of My atonement and in this is the gift given and received. Oh ye that have your feet set upon Mount Zion and perform these acts of service and salvation, do ye not know that ye are saviors among men, My children, and in this are the gifts given and received? Oh the love of Spirit felt that ye would know and act in such love. For even in this are thy gifts laid up unto thee, and it is upon this that as ye stand before God in thy judgment ye shall be made worthy to stand with Me for the eternities to come. Oh ye that serve in this salvation, can ye not know the rippling effect upon the heavens of thy service? For as ye come unto Me in thy service, so I shall come unto thee in thy reward. Oh My son, it is in this that ye are blessed, for this is My work and glory to this very end. For in these acts of service My children receive the blessings promised. And in this promise is the Spirit of Hope, and if you could only know the rejoicing of praise about thee. Oh ye children of light and love know thy good works, and it is in these that ye shall know Me. Oh ye children of the Lord follow your hearts and serve Me. Come unto My house continually and know My love which is upon thee. For it is through these things performed that the chain of salvation is never broken and the glory of exaltation claimed.
Oh My son lay thy tired body down, and it is in this that ye offer unto Me thy day as if on the altar and the day received as an offering unto Me. For in this offering it is a holy offering and it is with Mine own hand that I accept such an offering, and the sleeping world doth not even know. For are ye not a priest of Zion? And are ye not making an offering unto Me? Oh ye that sleep with your eyes wide open and cannot see what is before thee. Can you not know what is at your doorstep and still wonder of My coming? For can ye not see Me even standing before thee about ready to make Myself known? Oh ye sleeping world awaken and know the things that have been spoken are upon thee and in this is the love that have a heart turned unto Me. Oh world of man awaken, awaken from thy slumber and know Me even as I am!”
March 16, 2015 Monday (5:25 am)
I woke up and was pondering the possibilities of a relationship and then all the worries and concerns came to the forefront of my thinking as it was followed by the words, “Write My son, write.” It repeated several times, so here I am with pen in hand as I breathe for the Spirit…
“Oh My son, it is in this that ye fear and it is in this that I come unto thee to know, the Heavens are upon thee and give thee wisdom in all things even these things that are before thee and for thee. For as ye come in all wisdom of this sanctification ye know the love of family, and now I say unto you, ‘Know the love of a woman and helpmate that ye or she should not be alone in this.’ And as ye consider these things, know that ye are and will be blessed in all things. All things of this world and the world to come. For My son, this will be your greatest leap of faith and in this I will sure thee up and it is in this that will become your greatest strength and your greatest power. For as two become one it is as the physical and the spiritual become one and in this ye shall know Me even still, and in these depths of love ye will find Me again. For hath not man been given an covenant unto Me, that as ye loose yourself it is there that ye shall find Me, and in this is your salvation and growth. Oh My son, fear not these things before thee and know that I am with thee in all things of this world and beyond. For the eternities are before thee and the world of wonder will be revealed within these sacred bounds. For as ye ponder these things, know of My love and the strength that will become thee, even in this. For the boy of the past can be at rest, as the man of the moment and future steps into the role of father and patriarch. For it is not of the flesh that one becomes father but of the Spirit. For the price of fatherhood is on many levels and can be of value still. For can you not see, ‘father of the ward’, ‘father of the nation’, and even ‘ father of lies’? For it is all these that the act of creation is given and the act of continued action and guidance given. For it is upon every action that is built, and every thought, and every belief. For the thought is the creative building block of creation, that is sustained by what is in the heart. For as ye first come from the heart, and then focus that up into intention, it is then built upon by thought. And in all of these there is not one that is without the other, and in this are the worlds of wonder revealed. For as the mind becomes the question and the reflection of what is written upon the heart, it is then that the power of creation is manifest unto the power of all light and love. For seek ye first the heart and be of a pure intention and in this is the beauty of all things that come through the mind, heart and Spirit. For even as ye know this then ye will begin to know all things pertaining the things of this world and the world to come. For doth not your future self know the wisdom of this? For hath not the fullness of all things been made manifest by even seeing him? For doth he not even wear the robes of My priesthood? And in this is the wisdom and the love given that ye should know all things of this world and the world to come. So think ye ready to take such a leap of faith and wonder? Can ye know the love that awaits thee in this as ye are blessed in all things? Oh My son of wonder, know the good that is before thee and know the wisdom that will come unto thee as ye question and wonder such an adventure unto Me. For continue to ponder and in this ye shall know the love of God. But be of caution, for with every thought thou can walk a road of fear and in this is the love lost. For walk the road and journey of love and faith, and ye will know the beginnings of truth revealed. Trust thyself and trust the road of wonder that ye are upon and in this ye will know and be blessed even in your concerns. The concerns are valid, but cannot the love of God overcome and remove all obstacles in thy way? For ponder love and let the concerns be of God, even of these things of the flesh.
Oh My son, fear not and protect not thee from the world and the world from thee, but open wide and receive! Blessed art thou son even in this; be of good cheer and know of My love.”
March 19, 2015 Thursday (early am)
I just woke up without my alarm after waking earlier and hearing, “Yes My son, I will speak to thee.” But unfortunately I fell back asleep before I could rouse myself to reach for the light. I have been fasting with our ward missionaries for sanctification, direction and guidance in our serving the Lord. As I just awoke and inquired if He was still wanting to speak with me I heard in reply, “Yes my son, I am a patient God to whom serve Me.”
Pen now ready as I breathe for the flow of His words…
“Yes My son, I am a patient Father unto those of My children that come unto Me in heart and a devotion of love. And it is in this that I have heard your prayers, and it is in this that My hand is upon thee to bless thee with the guidance and counsels of thy doings. For as you seek Me in this, then it is in My heart to seek thee in all that is before thee. So as thou hast asked concerning thy direction and counsels unto thy work before Me, let it be known that in this I am well pleased. For as you lift thyselves upon this altar of offering it is My hand that accepts such an offering of love and it is in this that My sanctification is made known upon thee, and it is in this that the angels of love, praise thee in Me and Me in thee. And all is in the holy purpose of holy union and in this is My mind and heart made known. For as you come and seek direction of service let it be known, for as you serve Me serve Me in love, with a joy of the heart. And as ye do this then ye will be blessed with the love of My hand and the blessings of all prosperity and abundance. For as I have said unto My servants of the past, and I continue in these counsels now, ‘The field is white and ready to harvest. And as ye thrust thy sickles, of faith and love, it is in this that ye will be blessed.’ Be bold, My children. Be of a strength of focus and service, and it is in this that I will gather My lost and wayward. And I will bring unto the hearts that hear thy word the softening of Spirit and in this that My children, that listen and gather unto Me through the Holy Spirit and follow thy direction and teachings, even unto baptisms of water and fire, will then be of Me and for Me and as I surely cometh they will know Me even as I am, even as a God of Love. But woe unto those that turn in knowing My word and My truth in a heart of rejection. For it is of these that will mourn even as the children, My children, have rejected Me of the past will see Me and cry out, ‘Our Master, our Jehovah, why didst we not see the truth before us?’ And so it is, that even then will fall upon their knees with hearts heavy laden, begging for a forgiving hand, and it is in this that I will even lift them up. But I say unto thee, ‘Is it not better to know Me know in love than to know Me then in the pain and the sorrow of the heart?’
Oh My children, seek Me now as ye are doing, lift thine hearts unto Me and offer all of thy energies unto Me, and in this thou will know peace and My love. For what more is there than this? Know Me in this then ye shall know Me in thy heart and hear My direction for thee. Follow Me in thy hearts and know My voice. For if I say, ‘Turn right.’ then turn right. And if I say, ‘Raise thy voice.’ Then in this same faith raise thy voice. And as ye do ye will be filled with My Spirit and the words will be upon the hearts that hear. And in this faith some will be of a spirit to follow, and it is of these that will know Me in love.
Oh My children of love and My Spirit, be not afraid and be not weary, for as thou giveth thine all unto Me, it is then that I can give thee promise, even the Holy Spirit of Promise. And ye shall dwell with Me and ye shall know joy, even a joy that is eternal and everlasting. Therefore My children, seek ye Me first, and it is then that I will seek thee even unto the end of all days. Know this and ye shall know My love and My promise. So thrust thy sickles in many ways through thy voices of love and through thy acts of love, and in this ye will not only be harvesting, the pure, but thou will be purifying thy own heart in My way of service. For service is the way of the Heavens, and it is even in this that I now come unto thee. Oh My children serve Me and know Me even as I am, love. And in this ye shall bind thy heart to Mine and thy joy shall be great. Kneel before Me and know My heart, even in thee.”
March 26, 2015 Thursday (Before dawn)
I just woke up and after walking to the kitchen for a drink of water and feeling the effects of some oral surgery as I returned to my bed I heard, “Write.” I questioned and heard again, “Yes, write My son.”
I’m a little anxious because of my television watching the last couple of days, because of my down time due to the minor surgery.
Praying for Spirit and breathing for clarity and the flow of words…
“Yes My son, it is of the Heavens that ye should write and it is of thee that ye should know the will of God. For inasmuch as ye have seen the wave of Spirit and sanctification, and ye have been of the spirit of hiding because of thy activities; let it be of a comfort for thy mind that ye are still in the favor of God and that ye are still in the spirit of goodness. For fear and hide not and let thy spirit come unto Me even as ye focus on the physical and thy discomfort. For it is in these that I will bless thee and call thee son.
Oh My son, ye have been called to this and ye shall not stray far, so rest thy mind in the concerns of worthiness. But as ye continue to learn, trust ye will then come unto Me even when the spirit of difference calls unto thee. For trust Me in all ways and at all time, and ye will then truly be sanctified. For are not these that come unto Me in need My children? But ye run from Me in thy physical needs because of the fear of asking too much and the fear of not receiving in thy need. And I say unto thee, ‘Am I not your father of goodness and all righteousness?’ And are ye not My son of a humble heart? And in this why would thee run from Me and hide? Because thou still have the pains of a shattered soul. So continue to come unto Me and it is in this that ye will receive My hand and My love, and ye shall be healed. For it is in this that ye are of Me and in Me, and it is of these things that ye will be of a force of good even in thy fearful heart. For will you not see the shattered soul in the mirror of the youth that you have offered to help? Oh My son as ye see thyself in him ye will be of a nature of service and in this ye will not only be helping a son, but helping thyself. Oh ye that are of this heart of service know that as ye serve , ye are healed. For what is done unto one is done unto all. For as ye begin to understand this ye will begin to understand Me and My ways, and the eternal nature of all things. Oh My son and children, know ye not of this? For ye are of this world of separation and divided unto the self for this time of learning, but as ye come unto Me and before Me, and your eyes are truly opened and ye then begin to see not of the world of man but unto the world and ways of God. And in this are your understandings opened, and your mind enlightened and your heart made pure. For understand this and ye see the reason for love and the true nature of God. For how can a man with a broken heart stand before Me and still be broken? See ye this and you know Me. Know Me My children, know Me and ye will be of Me and in this will be thy joy and thy offering. Offer thy heart unto Me continually that ye might know Me even as I am.
Oh My son of the morning, know Me even as I am and ye will know thyself and all that ye run from will be known and ye will know that ye art of Me. So Why run from thyself and why run from Me? Because the ego still fears the loss of self, but can ye be of Me and still be of thee? Yes, My son who is still of an ego mind and of this world of man, understand this and ye begin to know Me even as I am.
Oh My children, come unto Me and let My ways be thy ways and submit thyselves upon the altar of will and ye will begin to know in thy heart the truth of all things, even these things that are not of the natural understanding of man. Be ye then of peace and know Me as I am.
Fear not My son for I am with thee even as ye serve in new ways with the release of the ‘Sisters of love’ and unto the ‘Elders of service.’ Know ye that I am with thee and have sanctified thee, and will continue to be of the good and service, that all My children will know Me even as I call forth. And in this, every individual has an act and service to perform, and in this ye shall know My will. Be not fearful of this change for is not your heart of Me? And ye will know the will of Him who commands all things. So rest thy worries and trust in Me. Even so ye are blessed, rest well and know.”
March 30, 2015 Monday (7:00 am)
I woke up a few minutes ago and heard, “Yes My son, I would speak with thee.” And as a theme as of late… I feel back asleep. Just now waking in apologies and asking for forgiveness,wondering if Father would still speak with me. And as I was asking I heard, “Yes My son, I will always speak with thee.” And in a feeling of gratitude I began to breathe and say a soft prayer for the Spirit…
“Oh My son, it is in this attitude that I come unto thee and it is in this that My hand is upon thee, even in thy weakness of strength and fortitude. For even as ye have had a weakness of body and a weakness of spirit, thou art still blessed in My love. For as you continue to come unto Me, and know Me, and My Spirit; it is in this that ye have been desiring to do right and the way is lit in love and honor. For thy heart is still of Me, and for Me and in this ye are blessed. For did I not hear your askings as ye were in My service and did not the end be of a healing of the heart for she who seeks Me? For did not her heart get touched in love? And in this she will be blessed, and in this is her strength and her lesson of love. For how long has she protected that which will serve her the most? And in this she will be My greatest advocate and servant of peace. For even as she finds the peace of the soul, she will then be as a child unto Me, and be able to be as a child of wonder. For if the world of man could see and know, all would bend their will unto Me and in this give all that they have, even their agency of will. For as one becomes, in his willingness to bend with open arms, it is then that the agency of man becomes his greatest strength and his fortitude becomes his armor in the fight against the winds that will blow. And it is in this fight that will be the fight for his or her salvation. For did I not even set the way and show the struggle before men and women? Oh My daughter of hurt, question not My love and question not My will. For have ye not been called back unto Me? And have ye not seen My hand in thy doings? So why question My love and attention? Why thinketh thee that I would bring such sufferings upon My children in a state of weakness? Can ye not see that the love is around thee and waiting for thee to see and grasp with thy heart? For as ye come into thy heart it is then that worlds of wonder will be revealed, and ye shall know Me as I am. Oh thou that thinketh that the hand of God is smitting thee; can you not see that the hand is stretched forth waiting to be grasped, but it is in thy pain of this world that ye cannot see? For how can one see when the mote of pain has cut thee from thy greatest gift? Come unto Me and let thy mind rest and let thy spirit truly see what is before thee, My hand of love. Oh My child of My love, know that ye have been blessed with a keen intellect, but it must now be balanced in love with the heart and ye shall be brought into a balance that is strong and pure. Oh ye that know this, that balance is the key and path unto Me. For in all creation there has been given gifts and strengths and it is to find the counterweight that will give thee the balance of life, and in this are thy lessons and thy reward. For as man and woman realize this then the lesson is learned with an ease that is a comfort. For know ye not that ye even sat with Me and planned such a blessing? Know ye not that thy lessons are of thee? And in this is thy peace and thy comfort. So My children come unto Me and I will show you great wonders, wonders that you have yet to have revealed. And in this you will have a heart and mind that is of Me, and for Me, and with Me. And in all of this is the oneness of God, which will work for thee both in this life of struggle and in thy reward to come. Know these things and it will comfort the mind and the heart. For in this is the true peace of the soul which man seeketh, but is lost in the ways of the world to find. For come unto Me with an open heart and mind and I will teach thee in all things.
So My children learn this, that the heart is the gate unto Me and it is in this that ye will find Me. Seek ye not thy understandings in the mind, but in thy heart, and ye shall then be of Me and know Me. Blessed art thou that come unto Me in this, for ye shall find Me and thy reward will be great. Oh My children, come unto Me.
And blessed art thou My son, as ye give endlessly in thy offerings of comfort and peace. Know this that as ye give, thy body will continue to be renewed and ye will find the strength to press forward in love. Come unto Me and ye shall always have revealed the peace to give unto those that are of a heart to hear. Open thy mind and thy heart and know the things that are written therein. Be of a peace and know that thou art blessed, peace this day as ye offer love.
For as ye have been asking, ‘What is in thy way to love the actions of thy coworker?’ Let your heart be open and know of her will and in this is thy peace of mind. For what troubles you is that she is of her own will and seeks not to come unto thee. Establish this understanding and it is from there that the door unto peace will be opened. Accept her in her offering and it is then that she will come unto thee in her reform. Peace My son and know that all these workings are for thee to learn and grow in love. Learn thy lesson well and know that all of this gives thee strength.”
March 31, 2015 Tuesday (4:30 am)
“And here is My gospel and My plan that ye should open thy mouths with due diligence, and in this ye shall gather the peoples of each neighborhood unto one household of faith and in this manner ye shall teach a gospel of preparedness and preparation of the things that shall make people strong in the day of My preparation. When the earth shall quake and rumble with My command. And in this way ye shall be calling people unto Me, and in this way all will be prepared that will listen. Let them come together in My name and under this direction that those that will open an ear will hear and come together as a community of goodness and strength. That the will, My will, will be brought forth that the children of men might know the mercy and know the word of caution even before I come. Oh ye that prepare, prepare in all ways from the foundations of the physical to the foundations of the Spirit. That ye might be prepared and know Me even as I am. Come in My love and come in My trust, that this is My will even spoken unto him who hears and knows Me. Oh ye that hear Me, know this that I am Lord and Father, and surely cometh unto the children of men. And in that day many shall perish because of unbelief, unbelief of not only My gospel of truth but also My gospel of preparedness. Listen, oh listen and prepare for that which is soon upon you. For it surely cometh as an awakening and preparation for the day that is surely at hand, when all shall bend their knee and know Me as I am. Oh ye come unto Me and prepare for this that is upon thee and surely cometh. Peace My son and know that I am with thee and upon thee even in this.”
A note… I was awakened and didn’t know why, and as I opened the scriptures they opened to the Book of Mormon, Ether 4:15. And as I read it was if for the first time about His coming. It seemed as if the Heavens wanted me to hear this and it opened my mind. The scriptures and the Lord were revealing unto me, how the mysteries would be revealed again and that signs would follow those that believed as the brother of Jared. As I went to the beginning of the chapter and began to read my mind was opened with my new inspirations of preparedness, that I mentioned to the Bishop. It was then that I was told to write. It felt different like He was going to lay out the things to teach, but what came though was this writing. And now I need to trust as my mind builds upon concerns of presenting this to the Bishop. And perhaps that is why I am blessed with His blessing and the reassurance of peace.
April 4, 2015 Saturday (5:59 am)
I just came in from going outside and seeing the remnant of the Passover blood moon. As I was on my knees saying my morning prayer and pouring my heart out in thanksgiving I heard, “Write My son.”
Breathing for the Spirit as I now abandon my prayer for His word…
“Oh My son of the morning and son of My heart, it is in this thy prayer of the heart that I come unto thee in and of the heart that ye might know the wisdom of My mind and heart in the blessings and signs. For even as ye have seen the sign and wonder, those that are close to Me know the meaning of such a sign. And the signs that are about thee, for even as I laid the foundation of all things and even the world of man, I wrote into the elements, and times, and seasons these things of Heaven and earth. That ye might know that the world, with a heart and mind unto Me, might remember the will of God. And in this sign that ye see is a promise and oath unto My chosen, that I am with them and for them even as they know Me not. For is it not I that directed, even in this, with the hand of My Father? And is it not I that now stands as the Anointed One of the Blood, that ye and all might live and stand blameless again before the Father? For as ye might have the chance/opportunity to have thy sins and imperfections made clean, to even stand before Him. For even in that day that ye stand in an accounting it is because of this, My blood, that ye will be in His presence. And it will be of this that every knee will bow unto Him and for Him, even in their lack of understandings of such. For how can a world created for and by His word not know the depths of His love, and not come unto Him in a love of obedience? But ye are still of a mind of opposition and in this ye know the pulls of polarity and separation. Oh ye that know, redeem thyselves through the blood of offering. And let thy will be My will that ye might stand before Him as a lamb spotless, even as I, and let My blood wash thee clean.
But woe unto those that hearken not unto the call and those that hearken with a half heart, it is those that will mourn and ask, ‘Why?’ And it is of thy own doings that their hearts will be heavy unto them. Oh My children of heart, open unto Me and receive Me, even in your prayers and offerings, and know that I am. Know the signs upon thee and know what was promised even from the beginning of time. And then ye will truly know thyselves and whom thou art. For even in this sign witnessed, is a love that shines upon thee that is offered freely, if ye only bend a knee of understanding and obedience. Submit thy will and ye shall have all that I have, even as the Father giveth freely unto those that are made pure and worthy in My name.
Oh ye Israel, know Me again! For didst thou not know thy own brother and Lord? See this sign and know that Jehovah is for thee and shall bless thee again. Be prepared even in this, and as ye wonder and remember Me, and how I have caused thee to stand even in strength of weakness of thy past. Oh My children, know these things and ye then know Me even as I am. Look to the Heavens and wonder and know the will and covenant that is upon those that are of My name. Even in thy own ignorance, stand strong and know through these things that thy Lord is with thee and for thee again. Behold the mighty wonder and promise, and believe again. And in this open thy hearts and know, even so that I am Lord and God, and even Son, with thy blood anointed. Amen.
Stand ye forth, My son, in thy day and know these things in thy heart and ye will stand before Him and be spotless and pure, because of all offerings made. Blessed art thou to hear and know these things even as I speak them to thee,”
I just finished inputting this writing into the computer and I have been weeping with the Spirit. I am filled with a fullness. A fullness that is in gratitude, awe, and wonderment of His mercy and love as He cries out to us, and for us. I pray that I, we, will turn our hearts to Him and bow before His will and love.
April 8, 2015 Wednesday (4:13 am)
I woke with a thought of gratitude and then became of an unwelcomed energy and started to ask a prayer of protection. It was then that I felt as if I were to write, but with no audio command I set it aside. And again I felt more than heard the message, “Thou hast felt the command. Yes son, write.”
Pen now ready as I breathe for clarity and the flow of Spirit…
“Oh My son, that thou should know the will of the Lord God and of the will of He who commands all things. For as ye now come unto Me, it is a concern of influence of that which caused the to ask of protection and in this ye are well advised of the goodness and mercy which ye have been shown, and of a will that is for thee to know. As ye are in the bosom of thy God, ye are in the protection of Him and the influences that wish thee harm may look and desire, but have no will as ye turn unto Me in thy ways of will and thought. But as ye are of the mind of man, it is in this that ye will wonder and also hear the varied ways of his influence. For this is the way and the law that was even before the foundation was set, and in this ye shall know right from wrong and the many children of thinking and being in a world of opposites. Therefore My son , stay close unto Me and ye shall have no cause to concern thyself in worry or fear. For as the mists rise and fall, ye will have My word and My will, and in this ye are blessed.
Oh My children, ye are given such a blessing and opportunity to have all that I have and yet ye desire less, because of these very influences that lead and distract thy focus and have thee in the mists of opposition. Therefore hold true and strong and ye shall know My word and My will that ye might not lose thy way. Hold strong, My son, even as the will of desire comes before thee, and ye will be blessed. Be ye therefore of good cheer and not of a sadness of that which ye have given up for the will of God. Therefore seek Me in a spirit of thanksgiving and ye shall not want.
Oh ye that hear, know and do be ye of good faith and thanksgiving and ye will be blessed in the bosom of Him that is of all creation and goodness. Blessed art thou son in this.”
“Thank you Father, I will continually give myself to Thee in thanksgiving.”
I might note here that I’ve been having thoughts and desires to watch my favorite television series that is now starting a new season. It has been getting a lot of hype because it has now gone mainstream and has a huge following. As I have been contemplating, I have had thoughts, ‘It’s not that bad.” But I keep coming to the same resolve, that I gave it up in a state of righteousness and I will continue my commitment of sacrifice. And now with these words I understand that I need to do some work on my heart, and give it up in a joy of thanksgiving and give up the attitude of drudgery and hardship. Hmmm, I must hold true and strong in a spirit of thanksgiving.
“Thank you again, Father, for your words of caution and wisdom. May I be blessed with Thy strength.”
April 11. 2015 Saturday (8:57)
I just got home from spending time with dad and as I entered my home I had a strong desire to kneel in prayer and offer my fast unto the Father, in seeking Him. As I was in prayer and offering, pouring out my heart to Him, I was told to write. So without closing I gathered some paper and a pen and am now waiting for the words of My Lord and Master as I breathe for the flow of love…
“Oh My son, thou seeketh Me and in this ye are blessed that the will of thy Father rests upon thy heart. And in this ye shall know His heart in a blessing of love. And in this is the will and the lesson of thy faith. Oh ye that call upon My name and know Me not and know not My will and counsels, but seek the wisdom of an audience that ye might know the wisdom of a blessing… and in this is thy knowledge obtained. For as ye come unto Me in contemplation of such a blessing, know ye this, that the mind must be clear and aligned with the Spirit of peace and love, and in this is the stream from My heart unto thee. For as ye do this, then and only then will ye know the mind and heart of God, and in this ye will be a channel of truth and love. For ye fear the judgments of man and fear not My judgments for as ye are in and of Me. It is then that the mind of God shall flow forth and ye shall be of Me, and I shall be of thee.
Oh ye world of man, that seeketh Me only to wonder as a child that is not of a mind yet to know. Come unto Me with a softened heart and ye shall flow with My love and My Spirit, and ye shall be blessed. Oh My son, question not thy worth, but question thy heart and intention. For ye seeketh the heart of the judgments of man. And in thy fear to submit completely in faith of not knowing and complete trust. But know ye this, that as ye trust one hundred percent in My Spirit, it is then ye will be of Me and My heart. Faith My son faith. Know ye this and ye will then know Me. Seek ye not judgment, but seek ye Me, even in this ye shall find Me.”
Just a note to give you some understanding about this writing. This writing came as a response to a text I received from the Bishop, in which he asked me if I could be available for a blessing for a sister in our ward. And in mixed feelings of nervousness and honor I responded, “Yes, I would be honored.” It was then that I began to wonder if I would be assisting or giving the blessing, and in this wondering came to the conclusion that I had better be prepared for either. And my mind began to wonder what I could say to help a sister whose husband was in a serious accident leaving him severely disabled? What would I say to give her peace and comfort? What blessing vocabulary could ever be enough? And it was in this questioning mind that I received the writing. And it was in the Lord’s wisdom that these words were of utmost importance, as it stopped my questioning mind of ‘what’ to the wisdom of ‘how’. I was seeking the wisdom and words of and for this sister, and it is the Lord that I should be seeking. In my prayer I was seeking the words for her and the fear of performance (wrapped in the opinions of her and the Bishop, than the opinion of the Lord.) So in the writing there was a soft slap to bring me back to my true focus. I never feel too badly about myself when the Lord gives me these ‘little slaps’ , because I always feel the love and I always appreciate the wisdom and the counsel in His love.
Well, it was with this counsel of wisdom that I ceased seeking the words and began to trust and have faith that as I opened unto Him it would come. So I focused upon my heart, preparing my mind and heart for the flow from Him. And it was in this new adjustment that I clear impressions. One of these impressions was that this situation, that we would term as misfortune, was actually agreed to before this life. And it was while I was sitting in the Bishop’s office, with this dear sister, that she began voicing the same words of thought, that this was to give her and her family life lessons. After she had shared I was then able to share also my very same impressions, as her tears streamed it seemed to give her comfort with a second witness. And it was here that she explained that the blessing was for her strength and dealing with his being released in her complete care. She also explained that up until now it had taken a team of nurses to care for him and she was now going to have to should the full weight of responsibility. And it was here that the Bishop asked me to give the blessing. And it was here that my test of faith was confirmed as I and the Bishop laid our hands upon her head. I then sealed a blessing upon her through the authority of Christ, as I trusted and stepped out of the way or the heart connection and words to flow. And it was to my amazement that the words that flowed into my heart and mind were in the first person. For it was as the Lord had promised, the stream of love, God’s mind and the flow from His heart. As He blessed her with the words and blessing that she needed through me, the Lord was directly speaking His heart to hers. During the blessing I was feeling the energy flow and flaring through my body with jolts and I began to tremble as the words and Spirit flowed through me.
I have no recall of those words spoken but I am imprinted with the feeling of the Bishop’s words, after I closed, “Well, I feel good about that.” As the sister stood and turned around with saucer sized eyes and tears streaming down her face as the fullness of the Spirit was present, as I received a fulfillment of a lesson on trust and faith in our dear Lord’s wisdom.
April 20, 2015 Monday (2:00 am)
I was saying my bedtime prayer, after falling while watching television, and now while on my knees and asking for strength to get through these mists of will and fortitude a jolt of energy shot through my body and I am being told to write.
Praying and breathing for Spirit…
“Oh My son, ye are of a mindset of weakness and hiding, and it in in this that ye seek the numbness and in this ye have sought the freedom of a mind that is filled with the judgments of opposition. For as ye wonder on this path and choice, it is in this that ye will find thy way again. It is because of thy heart and service that ye have the forgiveness and the hand of My grace; and it is in this that ye still find My favor. For as a man comes unto Me it is in this process of opening and choosing that ye find the will and strength to be of an open heart to lead and follow thy own truths and awarenesses, that are given. And in time ye will choose to be more of Me and My will, even as the mind and body call out for rest and in the exhaustion of a life of service.
Oh ye My children, come unto Me, and know Me even as I am a Father of love and a forgiving heart if ye will if ye will humble and confess thy weakness. Let your prayers be of a true desire and I will never turn from thee, even in thy weakness and innocent disobedience. But oh ye that forsake My ways and will… tempt Me not. For it is in this that ye will not know My love, but be of a love of discipline. Therefore come unto Me and offer up thy hearts and know My love, even as ye are weak.
Stay upon this path and ye shall know thy strength and even a heart of discipline. Oh ye that seek Me, know Me. Even so ye are and will be blessed. Blessings My son and be of Me.”
April 26, 2015 Sunday (5:17 am)
I just woke up before my alarm from a deep dream state and heard, “Arise and come forth, I would speak with thee.”
Breathing for clarity and the Spirit…
“Oh My son, the Spirit of the Lord is upon thee to hear such words, and it is of thy heart to hear such words. And it is of thy heart to hear My voice and My call that ye should be of a mind to receive My teachings for thee to know My will, and mind, and heart. For in this ye have been called to be of a heart to hear. And it is for this that ye are being groomed, that ye might follow My voice and My command, and be of an obedient heart and mind to receive such a gift. For it is through My will that this gift and call is given that ye might come unto Me, even as I am. For as ye do this ye begin to know the mind of God for thee, and it is in thee to serve and to be as a hand unto God. And in this He is well pleased. And as ye serve, ye will find the peace and the joy of a service. That is for thee to be in a refining fire that will give thee experience and qualify thee for more to be added upon, until thy heart is made pure and your will is one with the Heavens of rejoicing.
Oh My son, know that ye have been called to this great work, in these fulfilling times that ye might bring forth the will and command given, and bring forth the call, My call. For the world to give ear and come before Me, and it is in this that ye and they will be blessed in a righteous manner and in a way that will benefit the will and service of God. For just as you now hear the morning bird singing and calling forth the sun to rise, and what is soon upon the world, and so it is with thee. Ye hear My word and call forth what is soon upon the world of man. For as ye have been called to raise thy voice, let it be known that ye are of a heart and mind of a hiding heart. And I say unto you, ‘Raise thy voice loud and unto those that may hear that ye might be as a witness in that day when the judgments shall fall, that the word was given, and that the warning heard. And those that that will give heed will bend their knee and those that will fall will be of a choice to fall upon the ground and give up their spirit unto that which will come.’ For even as the morning sun is soon upon you, so it is that the Son of Man is soon upon thee and the world, and in this not one will be of a not knowing, and in this will be My joy and the judgments of My Father. Which judgments come through Me and My command to fulfill all righteousness, and to fulfill every word spoken by My prophets of old and even down to thee. For have I not said, ‘That the will of the Father is in Me and I am in Him’? And this is the command from the beginning even until now. And in this all things shall be fulfilled and be as a magnifier, or holy Urim and Thummin, to know and show all truth. For as ye begin to open thy hearts and know, and be as a son or daughter of the Supreme, ye then begin to be as a true believer, and child, and servant of He who commands all things, and in this is the joy that all seeketh. For what man does not know that it is only through submission that ye can know these things? And it is only through thy will becoming the will of God, that ye can be even as I, or even as He who is called Father and King. For it is of the human mind that perceives this as a human ruler, but I say unto you, ‘In the Heavens the Father is supreme and above all things pertaining this order of will, and it is of thee to know that He is a just and loving Father. That is willing to give all, but it is only through submission of the heart that one can know this and be of Him again. For even as you left His presence to know of thyself, it is of His will that ye must return, and it is to be of a mind of righteousness to know these things. For even as ye have come unto Me it is the same as coming unto Him. And as ye refine thyself and be of a circumcised heart and mind it is then that ye shall be made clean unto Him that commands, and it is in this that ye will know Him even as He is. For even as a law is given ye thinketh that it is to punish and confine, but it is given for freedom’s sake. For the world of man sees such laws to confine, but it is through these narrow gates that one must pass to give thee freedom. And in these passings it is refining the will and the desire, and the circumcising the soul. For as a man or woman cometh before Me it is then that this process begins to refine, and cut away or purge that which does not serve thee. And in this is the refining that will give thee great joy, even as ye do the work. For did ye not hear My words unto thee at the temple tour, for even as ye had almost none, did ye not refine thyselves unto Me? And in and by doing My will and service, ye became dedicated to a spirit of service, and not only is serving Me and My children but is serving thee and thy refining. For seek ye Me in all things and ye shall know Me in these things that ye serve. For did not the Spirit speak your name and carry My voice into your knowing? And did you not know My Spirit of blessing, even as you gave witness to the beauty of the world around you? And did you not even know a righteous anger that was followed by a softened heart? For in all of these things did they not speak of Me and did thou not have a softness of joy? For are not these things the way of the Spirit and the way of Me?
So come with thy heart unto Me and ye shall receive Me in a fullness that man cannot even comprehend. For it is only through these narrow gates, called laws of obedience, that ye will receive all things. For come unto Me and receive all that I have and all that the Father is willing to add upon thee. Oh hear Me and bend thy will and knee and receive the joy therein. Be of peace My son and be of a blessing in these words and in these things of Me. Peace.”
April 29, 2015 Wednesday (6:10 am)
Just woke before My alarm and remembering that I heard a prompting to write twice during the night, but before I could exercise my will I was fast back asleep in my exhaustion. And now as I awake I ask the Father if He still wants me to write and I hear, “It is because of the prayer of your heart that I am turned to thee.”
I now breathe for the Spirit and am in a state of gratitude…
“Oh My son, it is in thy prayer of the heart that My heart is turned to thee and it is in this that I speak. For as thou pourst out thy shortcomings of worth and even questioning how to pray in the lack of the heart and in turning to the Spirit for inspiration that the Spirit, My Spirit and gift of love, fell upon thee. And did you not feel the ease of thy words and the beauty of thy invocation unto Me? For it is in this manner that ye have experienced the love of the heart made manifest with the Spirit of inspiration. For it is this spirit that ye have, are blessed, and gifted that magnifies the will and love; gives thee focus and allows the heart to open in eloquence. For as ye experienced this, let it now be thy practice to such form and grace. For as ye have turned thy heart in a spirit of honest humility thou hast been heard and blessed. For even in this ye have learned from the pressure of the press, and in this the wine is made sweet. For even as ye have had the trial of faith and worth, ye have yet turned thy self loathing heart unto Me. And in this ye have begged the help of the angels of Heaven, because of the weight of the yoke. And did not the weight feel lighter, as ye were given the strength and Spirit to bear the weight?
Oh My children hear My words, ‘That even as ye ask to bear My yoke and its weight is of a burden of pressure, let thy voice be raised up unto Me, under the burden of extreme pressure. And in this thy burden will feel the ease and ye shall feel the grace and love of God, as the angels of Heaven ease thy burden for thee to find a sure footing in thy efforts of and for Me. For did not My Father hear My internal plea as I carried My cross to My death/sacrifice, as the burden was assigned to helping hands? For even as the weight is too much to bear let thy voice be raised and ye will find the strength to carry on before thou stumbleth to loose thy salvation. For it is in these times of extreme testing that the will is made pure, even as ye cry out for help in thy weakness and humbleness. For if ye were to be saved from such pain ye would not know the sweetness of the joy of success. For know ye this that I am with thee and for thee, My children, and as ye humble thyselves in a heart and attitude of love ye are always heard. Even as the silence of reverence is given unto thee in honor. For as ye ask and wonder, behold the waiting and quiet miracle that is upon thee. And in this ye will know that ye are love.’
For question not My attendance and question not My love, but question thy ability to receive and recognize such an offering unto thee… upon thy request. For even as ye ask be of a heart and eyes to know thy worth and it is in this that ye will see and know My/Our glory. Know these things and ye know the love and wisdom of thy God and in the Heavens therein. Behold the truth of His glory and ye know the wisdom of such suffering made pure.
Peace unto thee My son and My children as ye turn unto Me in these extreme times of thy lives and know the love of God and behold the beauty therein. Pace and glory be Ours.”
Just a note to help you understand… the night before last I was in complete exhaustion and self-loathing after some impatience at my father’s request for further assistance in running an errand. My impatience being a sign that I was near breaking point with the burden of all that I have been carrying for the last several months, and even questioning my mental and emotional ability to carry on in my physical exhaustion. After a night of hiding from God with food and television and finding myself at bottom again. Just earlier in the day I had read in John Pontius’s book, ‘Triumph of Zion’ that all prayer even personal prayer should be under the direction of the Holy Spirit. With this new knowledge and in my weakened state I said to the Heavens, “Now I don’t even know how to pray.” As I offered a plea for help in my previous evening’s bedtime prayer. And upon waking I felt lighter in the weight of last night and I even felt a lightness in my spirit throughout the rest of my day. Now normally I would have just told myself that ‘sleep always helps’ but I kept a mind of awareness and was in gratitude as I knelt before the Heavens in prayer and asked for the direction of Spirit. And with that request the most beautiful and eloquent prayer poured forth that was of me and yet beyond me. I felt like I was a witness of a combined effort of Spirit and my heart, and it was in all of this that the Heavens just addressed me with this writing.
May 2, 2015 Saturday (6:33 am)
I have woken up twice and heard, “Write My son.” And both times responded with an attitude of willingness but immediately feel back asleep each time. So I am feeling some remorse, but not beating up on myself for my exhaustion and humanness.
Now breathing for clarity and The Spirit as I await the flow of words…
“Oh My son, yes, I would speak to thee of trust. Trust is a primary issue for thee and it is in this that ye are being tested on many levels and in many ways. For as you trust it is then in the lack of trust that situations continue to teach and show thee the way. Even now, did you not trust the wording of the last stream of thought and did you not stumble? Because of thy youth you have a splinter of shame that is evident in all that you think and do, and it is in this that monitors all thought and action. For as a thought comes into play that splinter of awareness is constantly questioning and monitoring thy action and outcome. For even when one is in thy presence, this splinter of awareness is assessing and judging the person and situation, to deem it safe or to deem it a defense situation. So in this exchange of thought, awareness, and judgment come the many lessons of life that is allowing thee to assess and respond. And in this is thy present situation with your employee. For once a situation of non-trust is experienced, you then leave a marker on that person and the trust is broken and the distancing is then put into play… I can hear your thinking of, ‘Is this not normal and even right?’ And I say unto you, ‘Yes for this is the way of the world and the way of man. And this is why there is much contention and strife in the world today, because the way is to shut off and cut off in a natural style or element of protection.’ But let me speak of thee a new way. A way of the Heavens, that will push your boundaries of safety and comfort, but will give thee a new freedom. For in these situations of trust come forth, and they are with individuals or situations that you must have continual dealings, ask thyself, ‘Is this a person of character? And in this character are thy worthy of my trust? Are they worthy of my love? Are they worthy of change? Are they worthy of a new way?’ For in all these questions is the element of self. The ‘self’ that allows them the opportunity to change and the awareness of self that comes back to you, in allowing them the movement to change. And it is in this that is most key. For as trust becomes the issue, you or a person, then freezes that person or situation of non-trust into a frozen or non-fluid situation, and in this there is no room for change and growth. And in this is the element of continual contention and strife, whether it be of individuals or nations. This polarizing is put into place and it then becomes a frozen state of non-movement. And it is in the compounding of situation upon situation (or negative experience) that is then set into law of non-trust. And so it is that separation is created and strife continues, which is of the delight of he who fights against Me. And it is in his pleasure of this separation that he is continually instructing his minions and following to reap much havoc and discord, and it has been this that has been of the history of man. For if it is of separation it is of him, and if it is of uniting it is of the Heavens. For even now I can hear your logic of the ego looking for evidence to discount this in a questioning mind…
Oh My son, it is all a matter of perspective. The feelings of the heart are always present, but the view of the Heavens is of continual flow and the view of the world of man is of loss. Rise and see even as the Heavens.”
May 7, 2015 Thursday (5:50 am)
I woke up after just a few hours of sleep because of Mother’s Day. And as I woke out of a deep sleep I heard a quiet, yet calling voice that repeated three times, “My son, my son awake I would speak with thee.” A voice and call that is so welcomed after all that has transpired. I’m a little apprehensive as I project and wonder of the content of the call to write.
Breathing for trust and the first words to make themselves known…
“Oh My son, My son of the morning and the son of My heart, do you not know the worth and value of thyself? Do you not realize the strength and valor of thy soul and the worth of thy calls that come unto Me in thy sleep thy prayers unto Me? That thou would close the door of the avenue of communication to only know My love again. For as ye called back unto Me again, it is then that My heart was opened once more to thee and the attention of all joy is bound to thee in the righteousness of love. For I can hear and feel your questioning mind and your apprehension as you anticipate an explanation of the cause of such a fall from Me. And even the steps that was leading unto even a fall from salvation. That ye would know the world of complexities of souls, outcomes, and the world of spirit and worth. For have ye not even now seen the remembrance of the parted veil and the workers of worth and inspiration? That are the workers of love and devotion that are one with Me and one in My purpose. For do you not remember the object of use in the quick moment of viewing their work? For it is in just a slight of the intention that ye would receive the calculations of another, and it is in this that ye believed to be for thee. But it is also in this that the process of learning is still in effect, and it is in this that there is a cause and effect, and even the worth of souls is brought unto Me. For even as a thought is given and the intention is in process and devotion of these at My service and understanding. For even in this is learning and even in this is the world of imperfection as the process in a state of learning to be even as I with perfected devotion and attention to detail, are not even now the pieces of revealed truth flowing to you as you remember the times of the parted veil and the witness of My work and My glory? Do you not now understand in the mind the worth of souls and My work? For as you remember these things that are brought before you, do you not now understand the situation of learning and understanding that was revealed by My hand? For even in this ye begin to understand the love of the Heavens in its working form. And it is meant for thee to know of My love once more. For as you begin to understand finite understanding of these viewed images, it brings the best of understandings in the simplest and most effective way for thy understanding. And if ye could know the complexity of even these understandings ye would be of a mind a matured grace. For as ye grow in thy strength again ye will then realize the wisdom of all things pertaining to thee.
So My son, does not all of this work for thee and thy growth and thy understanding? Did this not even bring thee to thy knees in a state of humbleness to teach thee of My love again? For as in this time of growth and question have ye not moved into the growth of thy salvation? For as ye have list in the waters of emotion, even as a ship doth list in the physical waters to its own peril, did ye not list? Did ye not come close to thy own destruction? For as you believed all was hinged upon the grace given through these My words unto thee. Oh My son, look again and see the support and witness of not just one witness/testimony of My love, but see the book of testimony that witnesses of My love and value in thee. Oh can you not see the worth of thy own soul and even in this is the understanding of the work of he who fights against Me. For it was work upon work of his evil designs that even tries to counter My work. And can you not see the spirit of opposition that is at work, that I even welcome and bless? Oh ye children of men open thine eyes and understandings unto Me and I will open the eyes of infancy in thy progression. For even as ye begin to see the complexities of all understanding ye begin to know Me even as I am. Oh ye that would know even this, ye would begin to know and understand thy worth. For My son, open your heart fully again and listen not to the opposition of all understanding. For did not your angel of love speak even of this, My counsels, in ancient times? For what doth not build thee, and strengthen thee, and bring thee unto more light, even the light of all love, My son Jesus Christ, the Alpha and Omega of this world, then know that it is of Me and My world of honor and glory. But understand the opposite and ye begin to know the depth of My work and the complexity of working with that which builds thee and gives thee strength.
Oh My son, My dear son of My heart, welcome back unto My love and My grace. And begin to have the understandings that the mind needs to trust again. Peace My son, even in thy blessings.”
May 13, 2015 Wednesday (4:47 am)
I’m sick with a chest cold and have been coughing and restless all night, after waking and laying here in a worried state about being sick and how I am going to accomplish all that is on my plate for this weekend, I heard a quiet prompting, “Write.” I replied, “I am scared to write, my trust is broken.” And I then heard a loving response, “Trust again, My son, I will not fail thee.” Worried , but willing to obey as I pray for the Spirit and my trust to flow…
“Oh ye of a broken faith, My son of weakness and yet a heart of desire. Can you not see and know thee love, even in this? Even in a faith that is weak, and yet your heart still seeketh Me. Oh ye that would be of a conscious mind of wonder. And awe of the things not seen and the voice not heard by the many, but have been called by He who is the Author of all things. Oh My son I can hear your doubting mind and I say unto thee… “
I lost my trust again. I have been lying here struggling in my mind, I feel broken, even as I can hear promptings to write, to pick up the pen again and to trust. I am now being told to release the mind and to relax into the heart. I am struggling and continue to feel so broken. I can see many implications on many levels, that this is about not only trusting the flow but also healing my internal wound that keeps me in separation and the ‘internal child’ in isolation. As I do this it keeps me from receiving fully because of the fear of being open. As I am in struggle I am hearing, “Oh My son, trust Me and I will show thee hope again.” As I hear this I shift my position because my back and side are hurting and as I flip to rest on my other elbow I am immediately looking at a picture that is on the side of a dehydrator box. I just purchased the dehydrator and had set the box on top of another and I was staring into the eyes of the most innocent toddler, as he is eating a strawberry. His eyes are wide and open, as I transfixed and look into trusting eyes. As I look into those eyes I am thrown into a mental turmoil again as I begin to realize that this is not just about trusting the source of my writings, and the flow… but about trusting me again. And I hear, “Oh My son come unto Me and I will show thee faith and trust again.” I then hear my mind’s rebuttal, “That which is broken is gone and I will never be able to trust again.” It feels like a literal war being fought in my mind as I hear another rebuttal as I get overwhelmed and lost in my thinking mind. I lay the pen down and say, “ Forgive me Father.” And I immediately hear, “Breathe into thy heart, oh My son, breathe into thy heart.” As I begin the breath to release the mind. It feels difficult to breathe through all the weight and congestion that is surrounding my heart. I am beginning to feel nauseous and want to through up as I set the pen down again to lay back and continue to breathe through all of this, as I hear an internal thought come from deep within that wants to give up and die.
My alarm just went off, as I am in a semi sleep state, and feeling like I just want to sleep and hide from life. I know I can’t and have to get up and go to work and get on with my day. But my experience continues to unfold as I am in awe of this process as I now flash back to a Rebirthing session that I had with Elizabeth some twenty-five years ago. She back then facilitated my breathing that took me into my own birth experience. As I am now having difficulty breathing, with being sick, and I flash into memories of being a blue baby and unable to breathe because of the umbilical cord that was wrapped around my neck. Flashing into that session and the memories of being in the incubator and my early struggle at birth. I continue in amazement as I look up into the bright light of my reading lamp directly over my head and flash to the memory of the bright and uncomfortable lights of my birth. As I am laying here in ‘real time’ I feel a scratchy tag attached to my sleeping garment and as I go to adjust it I am flipped back into the scratchy fabric of the swaddling blanket against my newborn skin. And as the congestion of the chest cold makes it hard to breathe I can hear Elizabeth’s voice coach me, “Breathe through it. Stay with it. Breathe.” As I drifted back into a semi sleep state again and having dream like images pop into my mind. I saw a knife cutting a strawberry and I flashed upon my circumcision. And then flashed into seeing a Popeye’s Chicken fast food restaurant and then was taken into memories of a gay bar that was down the street from a chain fast food chicken drive-thru, this very bar that I would occasionally go to seek attention and even love. As my observing mind, in this semi conscious state, flashed on my sometimes addictive cravings for fast food to feed my emotions. And in this state of connecting the dots I could hear in the waking world my alarm going off again. And again the feelings of wanting to hide from the world. My observing, matured mind is grateful for these internal healing journeys, but there is a part of me connected to the natural man that just wants to run, hide and stay in what it knows for survival. But that part of me that is connected to heart and Spirit surges up and I am grateful for the love of God that has shed healing light on what has been hidden deep within myself. And in this love I must now look, process and accept change. I must look at trust and my associations which shut me down and disconnect me from fully expressing who I am. If I can embrace the ‘natural self’ in healing love, that part of me that carries all of these images of experience and all the evidence, not to trust and coupe in a world of separation. As I ponder these things I hear again the same words spoken earlier, “ Come unto Me and I will show you trust.” And now to ponder, as I move into my day, “Can I trust enough that invitation to release unto Him?” I pray that I have the strength. In closing and moving into my day I just reached for a book I have been reading, ‘Journey to the Veil’ and turned to a random page (page 25) and my eyes landed on a paragraph which read… ‘because of your inner strength.’
May 18, 2015 Monday (morning)
Waking up without my alarm, being my day off, and hearing to write. I say unto the Father, “Father I am always willing and wanting to write for Thee, but my trust is shaken and I don’t trust myself or the adversary.” And in response I am told, “I will give thee a sign/token which he cannot know/use.” And with those words I am then told of that which is sacred and from the temple. And with that I am willing to trust and pray that even in this I cannot be deceived.
Praying and breathing for the Spirit, trust and flow…
“Oh My son, in this that ye ask and know it has been given and in this ye can trust. For he that fights against Me knows of such signs, but it is forbidden for him to use, such as to deceive. For it is of a holy and sacred purpose and he knows that the powers of Heaven would destroy him with just a swipe of My hand and he would be of a hurting that would be of his demise. Oh son in this, even all of this, that ye have been through, can ye not see that it has built thee and given thee strength? Can ye not know that I am God and in this is the order of all things? Can ye not know that the Son of Man, even He that is My right hand, even Jesus of Nazareth is before thee and He who is My witness of truth is also with thee? Therefore trust My son, trust again and know that I am with thee and fore thee, even as I have been in thy past and will be even unto the day that you take your last mortal breath. I will lead thee and sanctify thee unto the end of My holy purpose, that ye might know and serve Me even as I am. For have you not seen and experienced the future of thy worth? Have not your strength and beauty been made known to give thee strength and honor? For My hand has been upon thee and for thee, and it is a time of testing and a time of sanctifying. That ye might be prepared for the winds that will blow and in all of this it will give thee a sure footing and a footing of honor, truth and strength for ye to know Me even as I am, and in this ye will be blessed. For it is in this that ye will be blessed for and above all nations, that the word of God will go forth and be received in the manner of even old, and in the manner of My wisdom.
So ye know this, that I am thy God, the Lord of Heaven and Earth and all therein, that ye are of Me and for Me and in this let it be thy witness and thy strength. Oh My son, fear no more and trust in My hand that ye might be made strong unto all men that ye might be My son in all things. For have ye not known all of this to give thee the will and strength that will be thy aid and witness for that day that I call for thy voice? And so it is now to learn from all these things the trust and knowing of thy faith. For have not the very views of Heaven been opened to thee that ye might know all that is before thee and in this it is for thee to believe and gain wisdom. For even in this ye are made sure and strong. Therefore My son, yes, even My son of the morning, in which he that deceives came and it is in this morning that ye stand and are a witness even unto all that ye know. For as ye continue the veil of forgetfulness will fall away and ye will know whom thou art. Even in all of this ye have been blessed to know Me again. Of these things I am and ye will know the wisdom in all of this. Oh My son, trust and know that ye are Mine and that I am for thee again. For even in this is thy testing and forging of strength even unto the metal in the furnace, and so it is with thee. Therefore let the bellows blow and let the embers of Heaven be heated up that the metal will be made pure. That the will of the God of all might be forged into a will of strength, that ye might weald an armament of honor that no man or minion might put asunder. And in this ye will serve Me and stand strong for the battle that is soon upon all nations. But know ye this that ye will not stand alone, for the armies of Heaven are ready to stand upon all whom I have made ready and sanctified. For know ye this and let thy heart and mind be comforted. For even in these things is the will of He that commands all things. Even the course of the planets and the timing of all things, for even in this is thy God and thy Master, even thy Father.
Therefore trust My son and know these things that ye might be strong again and stand with the armies of right and truth. Oh My son, thou art loved. Know this and ye will be made whole.”
“Thank you Father, thank you.”
May 24, 2015 Sunday (5:07 am)
I woke out of deep sleep with a clear, “Oh My son, I would speak with thee.” A little apprehensive after saying the worst bedtime prayer.
Breathing for the Spirit and flow…
“Yes My son, I would speak with thee and for thee that ye should know the wisdom on My heart and that ye should know My love. For even as thou hast had Me in thy heart, and the love of this union was felt, ye should know of the mind the wonder of all things made simple and pure. For even as ye have been experiencing the energies of other realms of light and of other creations, thou should focus upon this creation that ye should remain in the pure mind of He who created all. For even as there are other worlds and other creations let thy focus be of Me and this creation of wonder. For this is thy gift and attention that ye might understand the things of this world and as ye do, so ye shall know My love and thy salvation in this grace of truth and light for ye to know the wisdom therein. For was not the very word of every sermon spoken, speaking to your needs and speaking the words that ye needed to hear to support the mind of wonder and asking? And is this not the way of the Heavens to the mind of the seeker? For are not the answers all about you? And some say the Heavens are silent, but I declare unto all of My children, if they will open their eyes of understanding and hear, and see, and know the truth about them… Oh My children awaken and know that which is written upon the walls of your reality and know the truth of all things!
For even in this ye have still had a mind of wonder, ‘Why would I allow the energies of darkness to have such power to attach and to hold to the energies of man? Even without the knowingness of he who seeks Me?’ And I say unto you, ‘Know this and ye have the wisdom of the ages. For this has been the way of all truth to be of this world of polarities, of energies made exaggerated, that the children of men might learn and grow in wisdom. That ye might learn of the agency given and the freedom of thy choices and actions.’
For even as ye have been of a mind of focus unto Me, can ye not see the entrails of even him who fights against Me becoming stronger and wiser in the ensnarement of even My chosen? For the energy is subtle and bold to even attach and to be of such an influence. But it is in the wisdom of My strength that ye should learn and know the workings of such subtleness. For ye even now question, ‘Why I would allow such subtlies when one is awakening and trying to even grow and please Me?’ And I say, ‘That it is because of even this that ye have the aggression of he who fights against Me. For the closer to the light of All Source that one gets is the fight even made more stronger and more subtle, even in these that ye should know. For as your eyes awaken ye begin to see the things of both worlds and the true fight therein.’
Oh My son and children, awaken and know! Let the sleep of the things of this world fall from thine eyes and see things as they are. For what is your true reality? For as one awakens ye then see the truth and power of all things and ye see the wisdom therein. Oh ye that should see and know such things of wisdom, know that ye are not alone in this and that the armies of Heaven are at your command and will. For even as ye see the depths of darkness, see the eternity of light. For as ye are made pure, ye will know the truth of all things that pertain to your growth into and unto power and wisdom. For My son, behold these things and behold the strength that is therein and behold the struggle of power. For truly the struggle is of only one side. For as ye believe unto Me and all knowledge given, that is when the ease of grace begins. For it is then that the ease of focus begins to be your power and glory. Come unto Me in thy focus and I will come unto thee in My light and the darkness of opposites becomes a sure, but unfocused knowledge of strength. For it is in this that is your true power and strength. Know of both and choose that which ye know.
Oh My children, are ye not light? And are not your realms of your past forgotten light? Then choose that which ye know and I will guide thee to that which will best serve thee. Know this My son, that as your eyes are open ye will see both worlds and the glory therein. Be not of discouragement, but one of wonder to know of the knowledge and will of such things. Know this that I am of thee as ye are of Me, and in this is the truth of all wisdoms. Be ye therefore proud of your associations of wonder and know Me even as I am. You question pride… be ye therefore joyful in such things. Know me and let thy mind wonder and ponder such things and ye will see and know me, even as I am.”
May 31, 2015 Sunday (5:18 am)
I’ve been laying in bed pondering and praying, as I now think of the missionaries and my fast. We have dedicated fasting and prayers for the Spirit to bless and bear witness to an investigator, that the missionaries have been teaching, who is having a hard time opening his heart to God. As I was re-thinking the beginning of our fast, in which we met at the chapel and in kneeling prayer each took a turn in prayer. Each of us offering our hearts and requesting the Lord’s blessing on this work and as I was thinking of our prayers I heard, “Write My son.” It was a quiet request and as I questioned I then heard, “Yes, My son write, I would speak to thee of My heart.”
With pen ready and breathing for the Spirit I await the flow…
“Oh My son, I would speak to thee of love, love of the heart and the mighty prayer of the heart that has spoken by each of thee, as thou knelt as thou knelt in holy prayer and supplication. And it is of great worth that thou hast addressed the beauty of the worth of the soul, and it is of great worth that thou art before Me in mighty prayer of the heart. For how could the Father of All Creation not hear the humbleness of heart and the worthy desire of the asking? For when one is in this state of love for his fellow man it is here that the heart is opened unto holiness and the love that streams for all is focused upon thee and thy intentions of worth. For it is of worth that keeps the soul separate and divided, and it is of worth that is spoken for the soul of this, My son. For all is not as it appears and as the heart is divided, it is of pain and suffering of the past that keeps the heart hidden from Me. And it is of this is of this that the soul must come to accept. For as one has seen and heard the mighty wages of war, it is scaring upon the soul that is not in alliance with Me and in the Spirit of true oneness of the Heavens. For in these devastating acts one is either forced to enjoy acts that corrupts the soul, one must bury and shut off all feeling or one must come closer to Me. And ne of a heart of forgiveness and suffering the acts of humanity. For have not many of my chosen and even holy prophets been men of the sword? And have I not even blessed their endeavors of a righteous heart? For as one comes unto Me and before Me, one is given the worth of life and in this is the spirit of discernment in these extreme times to give guidance and blessing to these very acts of human existence at its best and worst. For as a man is in the guidance of the Spirit is their no consequence? Is their no judgment? For it is with the soul that follows the will of the Lord that the will of the soul is forgiven. For as a heart s turned unto Me it is then in accordance to the law and in this is the redeeming power of love. For it is My love that saves the soul from that which is a cursing and burden, and it is of this that is needed for the soul of My dear son. Know ye not the love that is given and shown? So let thy thoughts and prayers be of servitude and as ye turn thy desires of love unto the Heavens it is then that the answer is given and the Spirit bears witness of all concerned. And in this is the worth of the soul made manifest of such worth. For as the family is of upmost value it is in this that the Spirit is given worth. For can you not see the wisdom of brotherhood in father and son, and son and father? For who is teaching whom and are not the souls of exchange united again to teach these very things?
Oh My son, have faith and lose not thy faith in these things as ye seek the beauty of the Heavens even in this. Be of good cheer and know thy prayers are of great worth and of this ye are blessed. For as thy prayers have been heard know that the Spirit of Good and Love is at work in the stirring the hearts of wonder, and in this the prayer answered unto thee. Be well My son and know.”
June 9, 2015 Tuesday (11:57 pm)
I was just kneeling for my evening prayer and as I finished I heard, “Son I would speak with thee.” So I retrieved my pen and paper on my bed and I am breathing for Spirit and the flow of words…
“Oh my son, in as ye have come unto Me in a mighty prayer of the heart, it is in this that My heart and mind is turned and it is in this that ye are blessed. For as one’s heart is in a state of openness it is then that My Spirit can speak, and it is in this that ye heard My word and will. For as ye have been pondering My return and the reward of souls, ye have wondered the existence of all things pertaining to the signs and the end of days. For as ye have sought such knowledge, let it be known that no man knoweth such things, but those that have a heart unto My Spirit and the promptings of My Spirit that is of one mind and of one purpose. For as the days draw near it is in many ways that the signs are showing bright unto those that have a mind to know and heart to hear. Be of peace My son and continue to ready thyself and in this ye are like the parable of the virgins, that had their oil lamps filled and ready. And so it is… (I am falling asleep. I am so sorry Father!) … ye might prepare thyself in all ways and in all things. Be of a quiet faith and know that as ye are of Me, ye shall know not the price of sin and the…” I keep waking up after my head drops and I am feeling awful about my weakness. Forgive me Father! I am willing to continue but am not wanting to disrespect the heavens. “Sleep My son and know that ye are blessed.”
June 17, 2015 Wednesday (12:56 am)
Just kneeling at my bedside and feeling humble with an open heart, and as I began to voice my prayer and with the first word a burst of energy went up through me and jolted my body. And with that I heard clearly, “Write My son for I can feel your heart.”
Pen ready as I am open, wide open…
“Oh My son of the morning, it is in this that ye are called and it is in this that I have chosen you. That you might come unto Me in such a love that fills the soul with such strength that My hand and heart cannot be stayed. For in this love that ye are blessed is life eternal and in this love is My word unto you. For ye have heard My call and My voice and in this ye have come unto Me, and it is in this response that I then can begin to give you all that I have. For My Father giveth freely unto them that give themselves completely. For in this is the wisdom of all loves and the saving grace that lifts thee up to receive all that is yours. Receive Me and it is then that ye are made pure to receive the Father, and in this the holy union made perfect. For even as a man submits his will it is in this release that the fullness is given. And in this fullness is the hand and blessing of Him who gives freely. So seek ye Me, and find Me with open arms and lye thy head upon My bosom and know that ye are Mine. And in this is the peace of all peace and the soul doth rest in Me.
Come My children, come and behold the wisdom of love. For even as ye do this it is of thee to be before Me and give all that you have, and I will give thee the greatest of My kingdoms, the union of oneness of the eternal bliss of the Father, All that Is. For have you not been promised this even from the beginning?
And it is still in thee to receive. So come forth with great joy as ye begin to witness the change and the joy. Oh ye that withhold not My hand and My embrace because ye feel unworthy. Even as ye embrace Me fully, it is then that the song of joy is heard and the heard is split wide open to receive Me. Blessed art thou, My son, even in this.”
June 20, 2015 Saturday (3:57 am)
I just woke up with the reading light shining in my face, and as I awoke I was in a state of awe and gratitude of an experience that I had last night. I am being told to write and explain it as the heavens will patiently wait. Lets see if the pen can capture the full magnitude and scope of the experience. I was invited to join my friends, the same friends that I meditate with every Wednesday night and my traveling companions to Peru, for dinner and to play cards. As we met at our favorite and most convenient Indian restaurant we had a good time conversing over our meals and as we did the conversation turned to one friend who’s mother was deceased. And in my curious way started to ask about her and he openly shared with each question that I asked. For some reason I was drawn into conversation about her and at one point I could see that he got a little teary as did I as I could feel of their love. He even went on to explain that earlier in the day he was with a friend and pointed out to this friend a woman that looked very much like his mother. And as we took in his words I could feel a stir of spirit and could feel her presence, but I quickly dismissed it as the conversation moved on and I let the feelings pass. Well later in the evening as we were playing cards, out of the blue as we were playing I felt the same stir and released a slow breath as I could feel the energy begin to charge up in my body. As I closed my eyes I continued to feel the presence of spirit build and a couple of large jolts shook through my body lifting me off my chair. And as I started to respond to one of my friend’s question of the energy is when the fully responded to the full force of the energy of love. This force of love took hold of my body and moved through it in an lifting motion as my body began to vibrate and my hands flew into the praise position at my forehead. As the presence was made known my body was vibrating to the point of looking like I was having a seizure, and I could not stop the emotion of love as I openly wept in the pure love that I was feeling. As the energy released my body in a state of calmness I voiced that it was his mother as I opened my eyes and was now in concern of how it must have appeared to the others as I went through the experience and became self conscious. But I reminded myself that I was with friends who have watched me go into this vibration a couple of time over the past years. The odd thing was that when my body was finally calm and I regained my focus I saw Carol looking at me in love and acceptance but it was he who’s mother just visited the room that was laying out the cards for the next hand of cards. And it was with this that I was still trying to regain some composure, that I said in a jovial way to distract from the crazy experience, “Game on.” As I was trying to process why he was without a word and ready to move on and we started playing cards as if nothing had happened. In one way it was kind of nice that it seemed like an every day experience and yet in another so surreal that nobody even acknowledged the experience. As I was still a little dazed, Carol asked a couple of questions about me being a channel, which brought me into conversation and fully into focus again. It was a while into the hand of cards that he explained that before I started to feel the energy he saw or envisioned his mother standing above us in the prayer position as she acknowledged him and he felt her love. With this explanation it helped me to understand why the energy of love was so spontaneous.
So I just woke up and that is why I was in a state of awe and gratitude for the wonderful and yet strange gift of feeling spirit. And it is now that I am being told to write the flow and words from the Heavens…
“Oh My son, it is in this same flow of love that I come to thee to speak, and it is in this love that I say unto thee, ‘As a gift is given and a gift is practiced it is in this way that the Heaven’s of love is made present and made perfect. For as thou felt the pure love and it was in thy space of form thou took upon thyself the holy union of oneness. In this state there is no separation and there was no difference between she, he, or we. For in this pure state of love thou could feel all time and all presence, and it was in this state that thou could feel the Heavens and its present state of union. For in this oneness thou could feel the bond of mother, child and love shared. And in this love thou openly wept the tears of holy joy, a weeping of holy union and in this thou art blessed. Oh My son, wonder/question not of the reality of such things, but wonder at its purity and know the joy of such a gift. For did you not hear her thanks to you as you joined her in her love, and did the body not say enough without words of her presence? Oh My son, be of good cheer and know that ye are one of the Heavens and the Heavens are in you and continue to bless you in such wonder. Know ye not that thou art blessed among men? And in this ye shall know the joy of God.
“Father do you want me to blog about this?”
“Oh My son, for there are things of this world and things that are beyond this world of understanding. And it is in this that ye should omit such an experience, because of the experience is beyond the clear understanding of most. For I can feel your wanting to share to expand the openness of the minds who will read. But trust Me and I will make you wise. Be of good cheer and know that the mind of man will expand and ye will not have to be a teacher of this. Be pure and be clean even in this My son.”
June 24, 2015 Wednesday (2:30 am)
I just woke up with the light shining in my face and as I reached up to turn the light off I heard, “Write My son, I would speak with thee.” The voice came through my mind with a clarity that I found it hard to question. So I immediately reached for the pen and paper and I am now breathing for the flow of Spirit…
“Yes My son, I would speak to thee and with My words come the love of the Heavens and the love of My heart. For as ye have come unto Me asking wisdom of My mind, and in this ye have chosen to follow the way of salvation and in this is the key to all salvation and understanding. For as ye do My will and submit the ways of the world unto that which is of the world, ye then begin to understand the mind of God. For as ye do this, ye release the double mindedness that exists within every mind. For it is of a nature of opposition that I ask thee to lay aside the natural man and know Me as I am. For as ye do this ye become even as I and become one with Me in every way and in every thing of the mind, body, and heart. For as ye become one ye will lose all desire for separation. For it is in the separate mind that ye were born and this is the challenge of man to set aside the self and become the whole, the we, and in this is the true salvation and work. For as one becomes as we, you then see as God and become as God. For this has been My command from the beginning and few have achieved, but those that have, have been blessed unto the salvation of union. For even Enoch was raised unto Me because of the balance of the scale tipped, and in that tipping the joy of exaltation could not be stayed. For it is not a matter of perfection, but of desire. For as one desires to be one with Me, it is then that one begins to release all desire of self and merge with the vastness of the union of love. For can you not even feel the ego within thyself with these very thoughts, becoming fearful of losing identity and self expression. And it is in this that ye understand not and the loss of individuality. But it is not for ye to know or understand of this station of thy progression, but it is of faith and an understanding of the blindness of giving thyself freely and without the desire of self, but in the total offering upon the altar of offering unto Me. And in this willingness to offer unto Me all that ye have that ye then receive all that is given. For even as ye come into the waters of baptism and confess to follow Me, this is the first step of releasing thyself unto Me, and in this holy act is the way slowly opened unto thee. And it is release upon release that the world of man is slowly changed and the scale is finally tipped until the flood of balance slides unto the eternity of everlasting life. For as the quantitative expression of oneness is given ye receive All That Is, and in this is the oneness of God. For now you begin to understand of this that ye pray and ask. For it is in the illusion of loss that ye receive all that I have. For it is in the united mind that one begins to be as God and ye become one in the Holy Order of Oneness, which is to be as God. But fear not My children for it is not in the ways of this world that ye know and it is not of this world that ye receive this, but it is in the desire and willingness to release all that you have that ye begin to come unto Me completely. For have ye not been commanded to do so, and do ye commit to this even in My holy temples? Yet most still cling to the individual and are not ready to release and free fall unto Me. For I am the Father of all life and would I not be there to catch thee, as ye release the ways of this world of duality and opposition. Fall into My arms freely and in this choice ye will know the comfort of completeness, as ye rest your head upon My bosom and be one with Me.
Oh children of love, ye know not whom thou art because of this very separation that ye cannot see past your own desires. With just one choice of release ye begin to fall into My arms. Release and come unto Me.”
Flooding thoughts are flowing into my mind as my mind tries to capture the intention of ‘release’. And I flash and grasp this teaching to Abraham. For it was with the willingness to release everything that he received the blessing of God. And I begin to ask myself, “What or whom is my Isaac?”
July 1, 2015 Wednesday ( 5:07 am)
I just woke up after hiding behind the television until almost two in the morning and as I woke up I was told, “Write.” And I respond, “Father I don’t know if I trust myself to receive, I don’t know if I want to receive.” And I immediately heard in response, “Why ask if you are not willing?” It was with that that I submitted and reached for pen and paper.
I am anxious but more importantly am not wanting to loose my relationship with the Lord. So I begin my breathing for clarity, and the flow and say an extra prayer for trust…
(It is now July 3rd and I might interject a note here so you know what is going on and why all the turmoil. Just about a week ago the U.S. Supreme Court released their ruling on same sex marriage, that it is now not legal to deny marriage rights to people of the same sex. And it has affected me on so many levels that has left me spinning. I feel as if I am in no man’s land where I can’t get a firm footing to become stable. One part of me is so happy that gay people have the same rights and another part of me is in fear that this line of thinking might not be in alignment with the Heavens. So you might now understand why I am hiding out from the Lord in fear of HIS ruling.)
“Oh My son, you dishonor Me and in your fear you tell Me that you are still a small child that needs the attention of a parent, and in this My patience is given freely. For as ye have been asking, ye have yet been hiding and not wanting to hear My word and My will, and in this ye have been in a dishonor of Me and thyself. For as a man cometh before Me and then hides from My word/truth it is in this that the fear of consequence is upon the person asking… and is this not even you? For as this is in thy thinking and fear controls thee, ye are of a state of frozen progression and a solid state of mass that is not in movement and progression. And is this fear not your own damnation? Why thinketh thou that My word doeth not have compassion for all concerned? And why thinketh thou that the way of a situation of strictness? For you heard the commands and the proclamations and supposed that this is of a God that is of no heart. Can you not see and feel of My love, even when you hide, even when you disappoint Me, even when you are in fear of Me and My word? For it is of love that floweth, but it is of the law that must be paid. And it is in My strictness of the past and what is soon upon thee that My children do not understand. For all was written into the ways of the world even before My word moved the firmament. And even before My word created all before thee. And now, even as in the times of Noah man says that he understandeth not the ways of God, and doth subscribe to his own thinkings because of the ways of man and the ways of God are far from thee. Oh My children, you want to know the ways of God and ye receive, and then ye thinketh that ye are above the law and understandings of God. For as I have given thee time and again the way and thou thinketh that it still doth not pertain to thee. That you have progressed beyond and are of now a mature thinking that doth not have to be of a world of obedience, but of a world of self-subscribed thinkings and doings that is for thee to live and be as a child that cryth and defies a parent in protest. And ye are as children as ye think that ye have matured thyself into acceptance of a law made to give freedom, but ye know not the true freedom of man. For if ye desired, truly desired freedom, ye would be as the plow horse that turns when commanded, that obeys every command and in this command is the reward and care given. And are ye not more than a work horse? Are ye not My children that I am willing to give all that I have, if ye would prove thy selves unto Me and be of a humble mind and heart? And in this humility all will be added upon thee and ye will be blessed above all of My creations. And yet ye still will not submit because your ways are not My ways, and ye are blinded by the desires of the flesh more than the desires of the heart.
For Oh yes, My son, I can hear your many questions/objections for ye are trying to protect and give love unto those of certain persuasions. Even in thy hidden askings, ‘Why would you create us in this way and then give an alternative way that is not of the way created?’ Because of creation given. And I say unto you, ‘Because thou asked of Me to test and give thee a life of testing. Because thou came unto Me and said, ‘Oh Lord test me and my will and I will follow thee, even in this.’ And thou knowest not in that innocent state of the world of polarity, and the likeness of opposition, and now ye know of the difficulty given.’ And yes, My creation, doth not know the truth of these things, and that is why they clamor against My ways and My law, and still know not My heart and mind. For it is of a false thinking that thinks that I am a cruel and unjust God, to create these things of opposition for man. And ye think that I don’t care and love all of My children. And ye know nothing of Me. But ye are blinded by the opposition that ye are caught in and ye thinketh then that I am unjust and your hearts are hardened to Me. When in reality it is thee that are unjust because ye now reject Me. But even as the teenager bucks up against the law, of the parents, the laws of the household, are they still not loved even as the laws are enforced? And in this ye are still saying in thy mind of fairness to create against the law. And I will continue in patience to open thy eyes and say unto thee, ‘Of what choice is this creation?’ Did ye not desire life? Did ye not counsel in Me in thy freedom? And did ye not choose thy own testing of experience, and is this not of thy choosing? For why would ye choose and not be given? For it is of thee that has an understanding, but many and most that do not, and it is in this that mercy is given, even My grace of love. And in their ignorance of understanding continue against My will and the laws that were created before the foundations of the world laid. Oh ye, My son, ye have more understanding than most and ye even cannot comprehend. But have ye not come unto Me and tempered thy desire and thy ways, which were of the natural man. And have ye not felt My love and joy, and have ye not even begun to see even as God, the world of wonder that is before thee? And still ye have a hard time because of thy love for thy brothers and sisters caught in the polarity of life, and ye cry out unto the Heavens for fairness. And even in all of this ye are of love, and what thinketh of Me? Where is My heart that is of all love? Where is My heart that has cried with thee? Where is My love that has watched the children of men wound and hurt each other in their lack of understandings? For even those that profess My name are of a thinking of sanctions and punishment. But where is My love, those that cry out and those that seek punishment? Neither know Me, and none know My heart! For can they not see that I am the keeper of the law and in this ye know the weight of what appears as injustice. Ye then harden your hearts unto Me and then reject Me as the parent of the teenager who has to uphold the law for the child to learn. But oh My children, ye are of the creation of the law that ye buck up against. And it is in this that ye buck up against thy self. And ye cry out, ‘But I did not know!’ And in this is My grace given and in this is the law of atonement made that ye can yet come unto Me in a heart of understanding when your eyes are opened. And it is in this that ye continue in thy blindness and flow the desires of the natural creation, and rival against the ways of God. And in this ye stiffen thy necks and are encouraged by the wicked one in a heart of hate and distain, and ye cry out with hearts hardened because of the blindness of fairness, and ye cannot and will not see.
So now, My son, you desire to know because there is no other way for thee, and yet you hide because of the answer of truth. For you seek oneness in Me and yet your heart is turned unto the world in love and understanding. And now thou knowest the mind of God and the heart of God, because of thine eyes are opened and yet your heart wants to protect and succor the blindness in man. And now you know the two edge sword of the law. For as all should have rights that treat one as another in compassion and love, and yet it is a way that is against the law of God, even as mankind cannot see and know because of the blindness of understanding. Oh ye that succor the law and not the ways of God, for ye are blinded in heart and mind because ye know not. And in this is My hand slow to bring judgment because of a lack of understanding, and in this My heart shall stay My hand, because of grace. Oh ye that suffer these things in a world of a lack of compassion, can ye now know compassion? For is this not a statement unto thee of compassion, even in its blindness? Oh ye, then think of the heart of God?”
I am falling asleep and going into dream like images, I am exhausted. Perhaps I am full, or still not wanting to hear and see the mind of God? Forgive Me, Father!
“I am a patient Father for those seeking My heart.”
July 2, 2015 Thursday (9:35 am)
In my exhaustion and fear I shut down yesterday’s writing in the subtle hiding of sleep. I pondered all yesterday and tried still to understand what I could remember of what the Lord had spoken to me, but still not wanting the final answer because how it would effect my world and will I have to change my own thinking? And if so will the world hate me in their blindness? Do I have the strength to stand against the opposition of popular thinking and My own? I continued in my spinning mind, looking for some stability in my shaking world. I came home at 10:00 pm after an exhausting day at work and went straight to the television after paying some bills for dad, as he is out of state spending some time with my sisters. So as I watched and surfed the channels, not landing on the religious channels that I have been watching for the last eight months, as I was looking through the land of late night infomercials I landed upon a program that was focused on gay men, ‘The A List’. I watched with some trepidation and was drawn into my past, even though this was an extreme of even that. But I felt foreign as I viewed a world of judgment and narcissism. A world of living fully the natural man and I was embarrassed, embarrassed that the world viewing this would judge all gay people by this standard. And yet I know it exists and thrives because I have encountered it and even lived parts of it; as I watched in my own judgment and considered the patience of God. Even wondering if I was as Lot’s wife of the Old Testament? Was it not her looking back in desire of her life left that was an offense to God? As I went into the kitchen to get something to drink, it was then that I heard the sinister laugh that I have heard on other occasions. The laugh of he who fights against God, the laugh of him thinking that he has me in his control. And it was with that laugh that shook me out of my stupor and awakened myself to the reality of what was happening and I immediately went into my spare room and turned off the television. And with that decision I thought I would counter this energy and wasted time with inputting some of the writings into the computer. As I re-read and as I typed I could feel my spiritual mindedness come back and I was somewhat feeling my balance again. With it now being extremely late or early in the morning I knelt at my bed and waited for the words of forgiveness to approach the Heavens. And all that came was a statement, a resolve, that came up from a place of strength that has been foreign to me lately. The statement that I have written on a separate piece of paper, that will now become my own personal mantra… “What it takes, I will do it.” I instinctively repeated these words of strength three times and then closed in the name of Christ and the seal was made.
And now as I write this the day after, I just pray that I will have the same clarity and focus of strength. It was in this that I woke and turned to the incomplete writing of yesterday and re-read His words to me. And it was in re-reading the flow of His love that I was prompted to write. So here I am with pen in hand and wondering if He will continue or if I should lay the pen down. Taking a moment to breathe and become clear, and I immediately began to hear the oh so familiar, “Oh My son.” Breathing and praying for strength…
“Thou thinketh that thou art in a place of wrong doing, but can you not see that the forces of opposition are upon thee, and in this was thy lesson learned and in this thou discovered thy strength. For why would I condemn a lesson learned and even a lesson lived that is turned unto Me? For as you felt the past and viewed a life lived… and what did you choose? You think that I am going to say, ‘Me.’ But in all reality you chose yourself, your true self, that was before the world was. And even tapped into the strength of the words spoken, and even promised unto Me. The words carried through the waves of time to be heard again, ‘Father, what it takes, I will do.’ And is this not the words of the soul that walked with Me? And is this not the strength that was hidden deep within thee now? For have thou not proved this to Me by following My counsels given thee that was even declared by My angel and right hand, even Joseph? For thou thinketh in an all or nothing mentality of perfection, but can you not even see now the distance traveled? Can you not even see the dismantling of the natural man from thee and even in thy thinkings? Oh My son, this is why My patience is with thee and for thee. For even as thou flounder in the mists of judgment and opposition, can you not see thy path made pure? Hearken not unto the call of what is natural, but hearken unto the call of valor. Be strong, My son, even as you hear the voice of strength that was, that is and will be. For in all of this is what is, for this, the state of God and the state of man perfected. Be of good cheer and know whom thou art and in this thou will know the way before thee of love and strength. For in all of this, My son, it is not about the world but about you. For are you not as Adam, from the very beginning, in being commanded to not partake of the Tree of Good and Evil? For even in all of this, is this not your tree? And did I not even provide a way even in thy transgression of the law as I did for even My early children? For ye even toil the soil of the physical world in thyself and you work and you strive in the world to leave the natural world behind. And in this are you not finding yourself and working out your salvation? Oh ye that partake know the price of toil, and in this ye find thyself and Me. Oh My children, know Me as I am and ye will know love. Awaken from thy sleep and look again with awakened eyes and see the truth before thee. A truth of love that allows thee to find thy way even in the pain of toil. And as ye toil in the physical, look up and see Me, know Me and be as I am. For come unto Me that I might lift thee from toil and pain and be in all love. For the law that distresses thee, to find thy way in it. Stand strong and know thyself and that thou seeketh holy ground at My feet and in this thou will find thy way through the fears of the mind. For in this ruling is a compassion. And have I not commanded for My children to love one another, but with the law is still the blindness of man as he finds his way through the lesson lived. But still, oh ye that are lost unto thy own lusts and loves of the self, know ye this that every law must be paid. And if ye hearken not unto Me your world will shake, even as My son and servant before Me now, to learn and know thyself. Peace My son, and focus upon thee and thy world and let the world of man be unto itself. For ye will know and be guided in these and all things.”
July 8, 2015 Wednesday (4:03 am)
I woke up with an extreme thirst, so while walking back from the kitchen I heard, “Write.” pass through my mind. I questioning I heard, “Yes, I would speak with thee.”
Breathing for the Spirit, flow and trust…
“Oh My son, it is in the wisdom of My love that ye should hear My voice and know the path of righteousness is before thee, and it is always a choice for thee to walk. It is in an unconscious fear that ye side step along the path, but do not fully commit and walk with a stride of excellence. And in this ye know not the full blessings that await and that are willing to fall upon thee in complete fulfillment, because of this fear that looms just outside your understanding. So ye thought that ye were tired and exhausted, but it is of a psyche of fear that you run to the television and it is of this that ye ran last night. If ye can push through the feeling of exhaustion for just a moment and extend thyself past the physical it is then that ye will know of which I speak. For it is in this that ye know and hide, because of this fear. A fear of fully knowing the mind of God, a fear of full commitment. For ye take half an oath and it is in this that ye falter. For as ye do this it is to the world that ye cling, because of the fear of true release. A release that will cause thee to free-fall and plunge forth with all of thy force and all of thy commitment. And it is of the mind that is even now in judgment of “can’t” and “worth” But know ye not that ye are as most of the world that fear and cling? For ye are not alone in this, for it is of a nature of man to cling to anything is known. To cling to the safety of surety and routine, and in this ye and the world of man self-sabotage in the subconscious of the mind. And ye are clinging to the world of man rather than the unknown of God. Ye would be of a mind of normalcy and be of a ‘safe’ regard, rather than the edge of what the mind perceives as disaster. ‘For will ye be crazy? Will ye be of a mind that others will judge as extreme? Will ye be not of the norm and appear as fanatical? And are ye not already in question by some that know ye in full, that know ye as a world of ‘religious’ and ‘fanatical extremism’? For ye fear to be seen in the world and ye fear now. For it is not only the world of outside, but even thy brethren with the church. For if ye are ‘too’ of any which way, ye will be seen. And in being seen ye will be of a vulnerability of being hurt, and of emotional and mental criticism, and ye will be seen. And if this is thy path, thy path is one of torment and pain. But I say unto thee, ‘Yes, some will despise thee, because it is the nature to be of envy of any that excel, because of the over-riding fear of the mass to release and embrace fully.’ And this is the answer to all the misgivings of mankind. This is why there is so much destruction and pain causing reaction, why there is so much marital disappointments, why there is so much infidelity and sabotage in the relationships of man. Because of this very fear, the fear of fully embracing and excelling. For it has been and will always be in the psyche of the natural man. For if ye fully embrace excellence ye will be outside the norm and in so doing ye will loose favor of the norm. And be of an exception and receive the critical thinking of the norm observed. And in so doing, man fears man more than God. For even in this which ye think, thy desire is fear, that hold thee back. And I say unto thee, ‘Fear not and be of a mind of freedom, true freedom.’ For if ye be of this, it is of a nature of excellence, and ye will come unto me in a completeness that the Spirit of God will fully be able to embrace thee and show thee the freedom from life. And the veils of this world will fall away before thee. And even in knowing this can you not feel/hear the fear of losing thy footing of normalcy? Fear of not being of the norm? For it is part of the group psyche and what keeps most and many from exerting into excellence. For most on this path of excellence eventually come upon this point, and it is at this point that many choose a normal life that is safe unto the masses. But I say unto thee, ‘To push past the subconscious fear and truly know whom thou art.’ Come unto Me fully and let the embrace of God be felt. And can you not even hear the workings of the ego that fears and holds the norm of preservation? For it is of the past of experience that forms the laws of which the ego feels that it must abide for safety and survival. And it is this part of the psyche that subscribes unto itself to be safe.
Oh My son, know ye this that ye are of God and for God, and in this the mind must release and trust now in Me. And as ye do this ye will know the true wisdom of all things. For continue to release unto Me and know My love. For as the child is learning to walk does he have to trust in the outstretched hands unto him, to know the realm of uncertainty? And yet it is of desire that is instinctual that allows him to push beyond the crawl and into the development of all wonder that is beyond himself. And this is always the true case and circumstance of learning and development. For it is always pushing and releasing unto the known into the unknown that causes the mind to know and develop. So My son, ye are at an developmental stage to push past the boundaries of the norm and into the unknown. Will ye continue to grow and develop, or will ye be as a mass consciousness of, ‘This is enough.’ Oh ye world of man awaken unto the reality of thy progression. For ye are much more than this, for ye are of the Gods and in this ye are as God. If ye will just release and trust unto the arms outstretched and willing to catch thee in thy uncertainty and even fear. Release and come unto Me. And ye ask how? And I say unto thee, ‘Push past the self-sabotage unto the small daily releases.’ And in this ye will find it easy to fully release; day upon day a practice of release. For would ye be safe to release and give unto being seen in feeding and caring for the homeless? Of speaking up and voicing thy wants and thinkings? Even in the presence of opposition?
Fear ye not man, but release unto Me.”
July 11, 2015 Saturday (6:33 am)
I’ve woken up twice before my alarm and each time I woke up in a state of gratitude and saying, “Thank you Father.” And just now with the second “Thank you” I heard, “Write, My son I will be brief.” (Because my alarm is going to sound soon and I will have to rush off to work.)
Breathing for clarity and Spirit…
“Oh My son, in this that is of the heart, I speak and say, ‘That it is of this that is felt that is of great worth. For it is in the state of gratitude that I can then give the opened veil and a wisdom of mind and body that ye may know all things concerning Heaven and earth. And in these things that are the mysteries to man is the knowledge of wisdom of the Heavens. Yes, I can hear your asking mind, and I say unto you and part the veil of wisdom that ye might know the things of myth and truth, for much has happened upon the earth and it is a small account of history that you have been given. For other histories have not been given to keep them, the world, in a simple state of wonder and progression, but it is soon that ye have a sure knowledge of the worlds of beyond and the interaction of societies and wonders. For even in My word do they keep their oath, and in this they are watchers, and listen, and learn that the world of man might learn unto themselves and not look unto the wisdom and knowledge of others, but unto Me. For there are many theories and questionings, and even in these are not the wisdom of wonder kept from thee (the world)? That the judgments of man might be made pure unto himself. For you are close to capturing in your own truth, the knowledge of these things. But let it be said, “That it is in My way and My time that all will be revealed.” And it is of those like yourselves that begin to wonder and seek, that the truth is given. For even now the secrets of man is in a sure knowledge of other worlds, but it is because of the greed of man that these things are kept from thee and ye are left as a questioning mind to wonder. But I say unto thee, “Question no more the existence, but question the meaning. And in this is the building blocks of knowledge and truth.” Seek Me first, and then all knowledge will be added and the truth of all things shown. Therefore My son, be of a light heart and know of these things that are of an opening of all truth pertaining this world. For it is in My simple gospel that is the key and mystery for most, but those that are seekers, ask and in their obedience it is given.”
This writing is in response to an experience that I had in my Wednesday night meditation group. (Well if you have read this far you are along for the ride so I might as well share with you.) Our facilitator , ‘C’, led us into a mediation and as she did I connected with the most incredible light beings. They were humanoid in appearance but were very tall and carried the most amazing energy of love. They encircled me in a way that seemed to create a formation, a formation that created a lifting as my spirit body was lifted within this formation of light. As I lifted with them I heard them communicate within my mind and repeat several times, “Ascend, ascend, ascend.” And as I heard those words we picked up speed and to my amazement it felt like on other occasions when I have traveled through a portal. The rushing sound mixed with the blur of transport, it was then that I we slowed and I was gazing into their world of crystal and light. And I was overwhelmed with the most intense feelings of love. I was in total awe and amazement. As I gazed it seemed like I was layered with information and it was shown unto me that we were very close to the dwelling place of God, which was a galactic step to the left. It was then that I was returned with the same rushing of movement and sound and I was back again in the room with the other members of our class, as I struggled to contain my tears of the experience of love. My heart was so filled from my experience that I could not contain the love, and I swiveled in the office type desk chair that I was seated in our group circle, and as I had my back to my group mates, I released that which I could not contain and sobbed with sound and an intensity that shook my body. A love so pure that I could not contain the experience. A love so pure that it flowed from me and into the world.
July 18, 2015 Saturday (2:01 am)
I just finished saying my evening bedtime prayer and as I was closing I had the thought to write. As I asked for confirmation I heard a more clear and distinct, “Yes My son I would speak with thee.”
Praying now for clarity, strength, and the Spirit as I breathe. And as I do I can feel my crown and third eye chakras becoming enlivened.
“Oh My son, it is of thee and for thee that I speak, and it is in the wisdom of the Heavens that there should know and write the things upon the heart. For it is in the heart that I dwell, and it is in the heart that I speak and thou knowest Me in this, and thou knowest Me in all ways and in all things. For as thou knowest this then ye know the witness of the Spirit, That I am King and Lord of Hosts, and the Everlasting Light, and in this ye doth know and even desire to proclaim.
Oh ye of great wisdom know this and ye then know thy path and thy freedom. For can ye not even hear the counter thought of he who fights against Me in defiance of such statements of My honor and My grace? Can ye not know his subtle ways trying to always counter that which is truth and light? For as a thought of truth is given it is a subtle voice that calls for denial and defiance in even the denial of thy heart. And in this if ye should say, ‘Cast thee off, oh wicked one!’, and as thou casteth off this son of perdition then thou will know more peace and in this is wisdom. Get thee rest My son and know that ye are blessed and in thy heart to know these things and to hear the words of love.”
Continued (6:45 am)
Just woke up in a state of gratitude and apologetic for my falling asleep, last night, as I was writing. That is why I was pretty much dismissed in a loving way and told to sleep. As I was now waking I was told to write, and He would continue. Hoping for His patience and my clarity of mind, and of course the Spirit… breathing with pen ready…
“Yes My son it is of patience that the word continues, for I know the imperfect body and its demands. And I know your willing heart. For as ye continue to come unto Me ye are in a state of learning to receive, and learn to hear and know and understand My will and desire for thee. And in this you will be blessed for as the Spirit guides continue to practice the mind of obedience and learn to practice the ear of clarity. For it is in these that ye will know and understand the things of the heart which is of Me. For even as ye do this I will bless thee and continue to give unto thee line upon line all understandings. For as ye show thy obedience then ye show the willingness of spirit and the maturity of soul to take upon thee more understanding of the mind of God. For know this and ye will be of a good place and a good standing when the winds blow and the torrents of pressure come for thee. For as a man standeth in that day, of which I speak, he will need to stand strong and in alignment of Spirit for the soul to withstand such temptations to falter. Be not fearful, My son, for I know thee and it is of a heart of strength that ye are found. For this is the way of growth and finding the strength of whom thou art. For align not with the weakness of boyhood, but with the soul of the warrior of strength and love. The soul aspect/part that is for thee to know and be. For as thou continues to come unto Me in a spirit of meekness and honor thou will continue/automatically begin to align with the soul purpose and in this ye will find thyself again. Be bold, be strong and be of a heart of love, and in this ye will be of a purpose of Spirit and a spirit of honor. In which the angels of Heaven will not turn from thee and the armies of Heaven will fight for thee, and in this art thou not comforted? To know of this and ye shall not falter in thy purposes and ways? For as the Lord God of All commands the hosts of Heaven, He will surely be with thee, even in this. For as ye find thyself, fear not the words of strength and comfort, but fear the alignment broken and the word not fulfilled. Be of good cheer My son, for have ye not seen the outcome of all these things. And have ye not seen the person of honor and of the priesthood robes? Be strong and be bold in the ways of the Spirit. Peace, My son, peace.”
July 24, 2015 Friday (12:15 am)
I was just on my knees giving thanks and as I was asking for blessings a large jolt of energy blasted through me and I heard, “Write.” So I immediately got up, gathered a pen and some paper. I am breathing for the Spirit and words to flow…
“Oh My son of the morning, it is with this that I speak and in this that I share the wisdom of a prayer of thanksgiving and an open heart. For it is in this that ye have been given this blessing. For even as ye pen the words spoken it is of great wisdom to those that hearken and hear, for as the Lord speaketh of the mouth, some know the wisdom of the heart, and others know the strength of knowing but it is of the heart that I will give thee strength and show thee the will of mind and body. Oh My son thou art depleted in all ways of the mental and physical, for your pen is dragging across the paper and thy head is dropping in exhaustion. Sleep and My words will be for thee in a space and time for thee to hear and understand. Rest, My son, rest.”
Continued (6:15 am)
Its now later in the morning after some sleep and as I woke I heard to write …
“Oh My son it is of the body and heart that I know and understand, and it is of the heart that I speak for thee to know. For as I have sent the love of the Heavens unto all man and inasmuch as only some respond it is of those that hear and know Me that will be called Mine. For even as the Shepherd calleth forth the followers of His voice, are those closest to Him, and the doers of the word, and of the interior worth of My comfort. For ye thinketh that ye understand not these words, but as ye ponder ye will know the grace of God. For the grace is for all but the doers, the few, will receive My most interior parts of My heart or Kingdom. Receive Me and ye will know this of which I speak. And as know this then ye know the beauty of all things.
For My son Thou seeketh the wisdom to know thy words to speak, and I say unto thee, ‘Open thy mouth and ponder no more the things of knowledge, but put thy arm upon the Lord and ye shall be filled. Oh that ye should be as a servant of peace in thy words and in thy actions. Be of a spirit of service and attunement and Spirit, My Spirit of Promise, will fill thee with wisdom. Be ye therefore of Me and I will be in thee that the wisdom of truth will flow. Rest unto Me in a mind of peace and know these things.”
July 28, 2015 Tuesday (6:28 am)
I just woke up to my alarm, as I was waking I was in a state of gratitude and thanking the Father for all and it was then that I heard, “A heart of gratitude, I cannot stay the gifts to shower upon thee.” And next I heard, “Write.”
Breathing for the Spirit and the flow of words…
“Oh My son, I have heard your grateful heart and hath blessed thee accordingly, that ye might receive the fullness of My gifts that ye might know Me, even as I am. For as ye continue to come unto Me, offering all that you have, I can then come unto thee with all that I have and in time ye will have a house of fullness and abundance. The gifts will pour forth from thee and ye will be of a praise that will sing forth a choir of hosts, that the worlds will know thee even as I know thee as a heart of pure love. Continue in thy progression and as ye do ye will be of good cheer and good tidings for the world to see and know. For even as ye have received, your fullness will be of a waterfall of rushing waters and the flow will be continual, without limit and boundary. For the flow will give forth much yield and will nourish those that choose and wish to partake. Just as ye have chosen to partake of My living waters, ye too will become part of the flow of living water to nourish and publish peace. For as a flow of peace is upon the changed world, the inhabitants therein will flourish in wisdom and love. And the windows and veils of Heaven will be opened and the joy will be great.
So My son come unto Me continually with a heart of gratitude and ye will be blessed. For this is My hope and desire of all mankind, but even in this patience is tried and My heart made weary as the souls of man continue to linger in the mire of filth and corruption. But know ye this that the day of cleansing is coming and the hearts of man will be ever changed. For as he who fights against Me is in his present glory, this will be his greatest triumph, as he is able to send forth much effort and will to influence the hearts of man. But it will soon be changed, and he will have had his time and his glory, and then the chains of his own making will bind himself to the world of his own creation. For truly this is a world of self creation and that which one creates is his or her heaven or hell.
Oh world of My desire, open thy hearts and choose the glory of God. And as ye do this ye will be of a heart and creation that will ever bless thee in the goodness that is ever flowing forth from My love. For My heart is the source of all goodness and sweet is the taste of these living waters. Seek ye Me and ye shall never thirst and thy mouth and soul will be even as I, made perfect. Come oh come and partake of the sweetness of My love.
Blessed art thou My son, continue to partake and be blessed with the continued opening of the veils and mysteries of which are of Me. Peace unto you My son that continues to know My hand. Peace.”
“Oh Father, bless me and help me to be strong in thee, even as the adversary is working with his might. Help me to overcome, help me to bless others with thy word and comfort. That they might know of their own the sweetness of thy joy. Give me the strength to speak thy words and bring them unto thy living waters. Bless me, Father, and make me strong in thee I pray.”
August 1, 2015 Saturday (6:24 am)
I just woke up with an immediate hope and prayer for the blog that was just launched. As I prayed a simple phrase came through in my prayer, “…on the wings of the dove…” and with that prayer I heard, “Write.”
Feeling exhausted and groggy, but still praying and breathing for the clarity of Spirit as I wait for the flow to begin…
“Yes My son, I do want to speak My words, and My love, and My wisdom that ye should know that it is of a great worth and a great value that ye have followed My word and intention, that ye have done My will and bidding. For it is in this that ye shall be blessed and it is in this that the love of all nations shall look unto the words as a source of freedom, and light, and truth. That the love of God will be as a mark unto those that read with heart and the Spirit will be as a dove unto those that open unto Me. For even as this is of Me and the will hast been given and followed unto the end. For it is now that the flow for which it is given hast been released and the wisdom, My wisdom, for the one can be applied for the many. Even as ye have released the words of truth and honor it is now to fly forth to all nations to be a witness of Me, and My love and coming. For even as a man believeth upon My name they still think that the world is forever still and that the world will not affect them and I say, ‘Soon all will be affected and all will soon know that the things that have been spoken doth come forth with the rage of rushing waters and the truths of all prophets are fulfilled unto even the last word. For let the word of My truth be fulfilled and in this is My coming and My love. For even as there is much destruction/devastation, but as it is so let the truth of My love be as a blanket of comfort for those that know and await the signs given and fulfilled. For those that look to the Heavens with waiting eyes will see and those that believe not will only be as a blind man in the streets wandering from touch to touch lost and afraid. But for those that have built their lives upon My word will know and be as a friend unto Me and it is then that the Spirit of Truth will call forth to arise and be not afraid and their hearts shall be free in the mists of great confusion and calamities. So fear not My friends and children, fear not the days of tribulation that quickly cometh, for in those that have been prepared, those that know Me, will be a peace that will be as a comforting mother to a wounded child. Come forth unto Me now and know Me that ye might have such a peace when the winds of change blow against thee. For not only will the winds blow physically, but they will blow against thy soul. And unto this many will fall away and yet the truth doth still stand, that it is I to whom hath called and ye would not listen and hear My call of love.
Oh ye that are of a hardening heart that is caught in the web of lies, of he that fights against Me, for he doth surely stir up the hearts and the pain of thy pasts, and doth use it to cover the wounded heart in the lies of the mind. And doth use that which is buried deep and hidden to be of a hurt that doth destroy. For what cause of righteous truth would take you away from Me? What honor would set you free into a world that doth only bring hurt and pain? For mothers and fathers do you let your children play in unsafe places? Do you let the beasts of the world that devour and corrupt willingly come unto them? Then why think ye that I, the Father of all love would be not a better parent than ye, and desire thy safety and thy protection? Think ye better than I? And yet thou thinketh that I send forth laws to restrict and wound the mind and heart, but ye that are wounded and hurt see only the world of pain. And I say unto thee, ‘Lift thine eyes from thy own pain and be of a heart that can see and hear the call of love to return to the safety of truth.’ Oh ye that have been hurt and wounded, ye think and see of a world of pain and restriction, and it is only these things that ye see. But heal thyself and ye will see the hand of loving Parents that only seek the guiding love of truth. Be ye children that obey a Parent of guidance for the loving welfare of a lost child. Come forth from the darkness of embitterment and have a light and truthful heart again. Lay down thy burdens upon Me and be of an open heart, and I will lead thee unto truths of righteousness that will set thee free. Come and return unto Me and I will be as a Father that only knows waiting love to wrap thee in. Let thy hearts soften and let thy bodies know again My arms of love. Oh ye that are lost, seek Me again and know Me as thou never hath in a full love of not only the heart, but of the mind and soul. For cast off thy burdens of pain and lay them at My feet and I will take them up and ye shall ever be blessed. Oh My children hear of My plea and My love, seek ye the wisdom of the heart and not the wisdom of a wound that still festers. Oh ye that hear, ’Come unto Me again.” And know the love of My arm and My whisper of truth in thy ear, and be of a light heart and mind that will bring thee joy. For thou thinketh of freedom, but the freedom that thou seeketh and desireth is not of the mind, but of the heart. And how can the heart be felt in the pain carried? Bring thy pain unto Me and I will heal thee as a loving Parent in truth and love.”
August 3, 2015 Thursday (7:55am)
I was just on my knees saying my morning prayer and as I was giving thanks for our Father’s patience I had an impression to write. And it was followed by a stronger impression with the words, “You are asking of patience…”
Breathing now for Spirit and the flow of the pen…
“Oh My son, ye are asking for patience and I say unto thee, ‘It is of this that ye are welcomed unto Me, and it is of this that is love.’ For as a child is unto Me in thought and response, it is then that My heart is filled with love and it is then that the love that continually floweth flows forth with the understanding of the world in which ye live. For it is of My creation and it is of My will that all are brought unto the understanding of all things, and it is of this cause that the progression of man is made manifest. That as ye were My creation of light and intelligence. That it is of a higher density of light that the glorified body will be able to manifest, and it is in this that all things are added upon. And it is in this that ye will progress unto, not only salvation, but glory of all that I have. So come unto Me in unison and ye shall be as a light that flickereth not, that the light of the Eternal shall shine through thee and in this the glory of man will be made known. For as ye have been created of Me, it is that ye will be glorified of Me, and in this it will be a joyous day as the judgments of man are brought unto his own and the glory of man brought unto Me. For it is of such that I wish to give freely, but it is not of My will, but of the will of the law. The law that all must abide and be judged/given/bestowed fairly. For how can I be a just and fair God/Father if I give unto some and not unto others? For then ye would say that I am not God. For how can I be divided? And it is in this that I am the keeper of the law. And in this, the scale of justice, is given its do and worth. For as ye come unto Me and ye are given every chance to be given more, then ye will be of thy own choosing, and in this will be the justice given. For as a man saith, ‘But I did not know.’ And it is because of these words unto Me that every chance of knowing will be given even beyond this of life and death. For can you not see that the scale is eternal and the judgments therein are given into the eternities? But as a man knoweth and understands in a fullness, it is then that he will be added upon and it is in this that the glory given. For in keeping the first estate, all have and will be added upon and in this is My glory given. But it is coming unto Me, and be as I, that ye will receive the fullness of glory that is of the eternities. For what manner of Godhood is not given unto My children of obedience? And I say, ‘That those that have proven themselves in obedience and with the will of the heart.’ It is of those that the glory will be great and the heaven of the celestial will be of great worth and of great glory. But it is in this that they have chosen and obeyed even unto adding upon themselves My glory.
For My children, can ye not see that all is not of My will, but of the creation of thee. For it is My will that ye would come unto Me that all things can be added upon thee. And for this cause I am likened unto a lighthouse that shineth brightly the light of warning and the light of direction that ye would journey safely unto Me. And it is the same as the horn that bloweth in the fog that calls unto thee to change thy course and travel safely. And it is of these that I call forth and continually give thee word and guidance, through My Holy Spirit, even He that is of Me that serveth man with a diligence that is to bring them home safely. For it is of this service that ye are given freely. For how would I be just to give unto only a few? For it is of this gift that manifests all truth and in which is the guidance of thy journey. For come unto Me, My children, and ye will not only have his words of truth, but ye will be given My words as the relationship is brought into a oneness of being. For it is of this that is My greatest glory that ye should be as Me and I of thee. And in this is the glory of man and in his glory is My glory and in this the joy is beyond the realms of knowing. For what man can comprehend the joy of God? For ye know not, and it is of thee if ye would only come unto Me freely with all of thy heart, mind and endurance. For it is of this strength of endurance that I speak and will be thy greatest challenge. For the natural man is changed in this process of endurance, and ye are brought even before Me and given glory as ye achieve. For ye question this and I say again, ‘It is truly thy doing that will bring thee unto this progression.’ For as the world of My belief speaks of grace, but it is thy speak of only one aspect of salvation. Yes, for all that accept My truth will receive this gift of salvation, but it still is not exaltation, and it is in this that requires true obedience. For it is likened, for man to understand this by saying, ‘That as man worketh for the king of all his days then it is given his reward. But those that work for their own glory and worth will be given only a portion of the wealth. But he that endureth all of his days unto service will be brought unto the king and shall be given his reward of riches, but also the kingdom of his own. Of this he will go and learn even as the king of his making. And in this is the glory eternal and made perfect.’ For what man that understandeth this truth would be of a choosing to keep only the desire to be of himself? It is a man/woman that knoweth not the worth before them, and looketh not unto the king but unto themselves. Therefore My children, look unto Me thy King and not follow thy own thoughts unto self and in this ye will be guided unto the truth of all things. Oh My children, of My heart, look unto Me, come unto Me and ye will be guided as a ship unto safety and ye shall be guided home, even unto Me. And then ye will receive Me with open arms and know the love eternal. Which glory is for all My children that come unto Me and be one in Me.
Blessed art thou son, even in this as ye not only now come unto Me, but begin to be one with Me.”
August 6, 2015 Thursday (am)
I just woke up naturally, as I am taking half of the day off, and as I woke I had a prayer of thanks in my heart and mind. It was as I was thanking the Father for my rest that I heard, “Write.” And quickly followed by, “I would speak with thee, for it is crucial for the body to receive rest, even when thou art in My service.”
Breathing for His words to continue to flow…
“Oh My son thou art of Me and in Me, and it is of this that thou have and art blessed for the sleep/rest received in the last several days has been but little, because of thy desires to serve, learn, and be of the work of the Spirit. For even as ye serve Me, ye must attend to the physical needs of the body. For as thou art of Me, thou art of yet not a perfected body, and in this the body of the natural man needs the attention given for the endurance of this race. Oh for ye have been blessed inasmuch as ye are of the blessing of Joseph (the linage) and art in the endurance of service. For as ye serve Me ye are of the blessings of your linage and in this there is a gifting of the body as well as the spirit. For My son ye need to walk and let the body rest that thou might not be weary. And in this is the wisdom and My love. Be strong My son, even as the winds begin to blow against My church and people. Be strong as the wicked one stirs the hearts unto a spirit that despises the pure and simple, the mystery of Spirit and the wondrous blessings that has been rot upon man. For as the spirit of change pushes upon the boundaries of this peace and calm there will be the whisperings of strife and disharmony even as the Spirit begins to outpour with greater strength to prepare the hearts of the many. For My people know My voice and can feel the season of change soon to be upon man. And so it is, the wicked one, uses his influence to stir the hearts and minds against Me and My doings, but doth he not know the prophecies fulfilled? Yes! And in this he is of great courage and presses forward trying to thwart the human heart of love. So be strong My son and My people, that ye might endure the storm that quickly approaches.
For even as My Joseph (Smith) attempted the politics of man, it is now that My servants and leaders are making similar rulings that will bring displeasure upon My people and in this have you not even heard the murmuring heart within? For what is not known is that all of this must be laid down to fulfill all that is to come and be fulfilled. So murmur not even of what appears to be of a course of disharmony to a world of shifting sands. For even as there is a desire for peace and to appease the world of man it will not be so. For there is no peace in the hearts that carry not My Spirit. For the negative heart that spews the hatred of strife, counters the peace that might be felt in their hearts. For the words you read were from the vipers of hell and in this the poison spread. Seek ye no more of an understanding of the opposition in reading their words of poison. For can ye still not hear and know their intent? For what is given the mind is what influences the soul, therefore feast not on the negative but secure the Spirit of Heaven and know the wisdom therein. For can you not still feel the negative within? Therefore be of a good cheer and worry not for as ye focus upon Me and My Spirit of love and truth the negative will dissipate as a morning mist in the heat of the sun. So focus upon Me and let the world rumble in turmoil, and prepare the heart in strength of My Spirit. For man does not need to know the details of murmuring, but that the world is soon changed and the winds will soon blow. Be bold, be strong in thy strength and belief in Me and in this, and thy heart will be made strong to endure what is upon thee. Blessings My son of peace.”
A note of explanation…I stayed up late last night reading some articles about the church historians releasing pictures of the ‘writer’s manuscript’ of the Book of Mormon and of the ‘seer stone’ that Joseph Smith used in helping him translate some of the Book of Mormon. I had goggled the press release and came upon the first article of ‘The Guardian Newspaper’ and read after the article some of the comments. And wow, I wasn’t surprised but I was taken back by all of the negativity. I then went to the church site and read the article there, and then felt of some peace as it was beautifully explained. The same information but presented in a spirit of peace, and I could have certainly feel the difference. I often feel that it is good to know the ‘take’ of the world on an idea, but lesson learned… not to read the poison. Thank you Heavens!
August 14, 2015 Friday (5:29 am)
I just woke up and heard, immediately as I woke, “Enlightenment is yours, if you write.”
With a prayer in my heart I now hold the pen…
“The joy of wisdom belongs to he who is connected to the voice and wisdom that freely flows. To believe is the key to the open Heavens, and it is in thy belief and willing heart that ye receive. For as a man/woman cometh before God, it is then that the hand of God can groom and guide, and the wisdom floweth liberally. For even in this is the freedom of choice and the freedom of experience. For some choose to follow the dictates of the world, and he who is connected to My voice, follows Me. Which is not of the world but of the eternal path of salvation, which is for all that will be even as thou and circumcise the heart in a righteous manner. For as one is of righteousness, one is not of perfection, but of a heart that is of the way unto that which will lead to eternal wisdom and glory. For even as the world is of its own making and freedom of agency, so they choose and in the many choices of freedom that brings them unto the life made. For I can hear the questioning mind, ‘But I was of the world and choosing of another way and why am I now of Thee?’ And I say unto thee, ‘That is was of a heart of desire that ye sought Me, even as you wandered in the ways of the world. Even as you were at death’s door knocking for release, and did you not choose to serve in your release. For your words to Me, ‘Let me be the love and shade of a tree that others might find peace.’ And it was your broken heart of life that lead you to the desperation of taking your own life. And it is in these times that there is no hope that the heavens weep in the blindness of the hurting and broken. For son, you now proclaim the hope that love floweth liberally and the love knows no judgment. For even as ye heard My voice the love was poured unto thee to rebuild the tares of a heart that could not hold the love that flows to all. For even as a bucket of holes the love poured out as water lost. And now My son, ye knoweth the love of the Heavens and ye are overflowing as the wisdom poureth forth in such abundance that ye cannot even contain. For it is in the obedient heart that whispers, ‘Thy will be done.’ That opens the liberal flow unto pouring water. And it is in time that the mind will be as one with All That Is and ye shall know true wisdom and peace on a scale that is eternal. Therefore question not thy worth or value, but question, ‘How can I serve, oh Lord?’ For as thou giveth freely all is opened.
Oh ye that seek Me in a world that is ever more changed unto the ways of self. That seeks no more the wisdom of the Heavens, but believeth upon their own arrogance of power and control. For in this error of thinking ye shall know judgment that will reign liberally as a storm soon approaches the world of man, that will humble and take down the mighty of a heart of arrogance. So be ready My children of the word, be ready and stay close, because the signs are in the breeze that now begins to move the leaves so that you might know and make ready. For as one is in tune with the word and voice, one will be able to hear the rustling leaves of the approaching storm that will be as a mighty wind of judgment to humble an ever changing world. But in this storm will be a change that will destroy the landscape, for change. But it will be of a cry out to those that are not of an hardening heart, and most will not hear. Oh ye that hear, hearken unto the voice that speaks to the heart, and know Me, and turn the heart unto My ways and ye shall find Me.
So My son, continue to raise thy voice unto a deafened world and be as a witness unto these, My children of pain and disobedience. For their hearts deny the pain which hardens layer upon layer unto its only ways of the world that is for them to know. Oh My children come unto Me, harden not thy hearts but feel that which has kept the running to the glimmer of man.”
August 27, 2015 Thursday (1:48 am)
I woke up because of the heat, I had forgotten to turn down the thermostat. As I was walking down the hallway back to my bedroom, I had a quiet impression to write. It almost seemed more of a questioning thought. So as I was asking I heard, “Should thou know the thoughts of My heart?”
Pen and paper ready as I breathe for the flow from His heart…
“Oh ye that would hear, and know, and listen to the flow that is of Me. That ye might know the wisdom of the pen, that ye might know the wisdom of all knowing love. For as thou writeth, My son, thou knoweth the truth therein, and receive Me even as I am. For it is in the heart that floweth all truth and wisdom. And I say unto thee, ‘That as a man thinketh, so is he, and as a child thinketh so is he, and as a woman thinketh so is she. And as the ox lie in waste and the plow standeth without work, and the hen knoweth not the day from the night, it is in this season of undoing and rest that the wisdom of love shall fall upon those hearing and knowing. For in that day the wisdom shall flow only unto those of a heart turned unto Me. And in this day of confusion for man and animal will there be a change unto all that are of Me. Because it will be in their hearts to know Me, even as thou knowest Me now. For as the heart heareth then ye shall know the wisdom for thee and ye shall be guided unto the truth of wisdom.”
Oh Father it is hard, even now to trust the words that flow, how will I trust in that day?
“Oh My son, it will be as a crystal sounding, of such clarity that it will be as a sure understanding. For in that day the wisdom will be unto a sure knowing and ye will be as a wisdom of My word. For now is My wisdom…
I’m really struggling with this writing. Several times I have wanted to put the pen down, but I’m not wanting to disrespect the Heavens. “Oh Father help me, help me.”
“Rest My son in thy struggle. Rest and I will come to thee.”
Continued (6:13 am)
Just waking up and now hearing…
“Son, I would speak with thee; trust and I will lead thee. For now son it is of worth to know and continue as ye hear My words, and follow with pen and love. For as I was saying, it will be of great worth to have this gift of the heart to be as a clarity when men shall wonder and be of uncertainty. For those that know Me, and My voice, will be of a surety. And in these times of calamity and confusion will come My sounding voice like a sounding crystal of love to cut through and be known. For as one hears and follows, will be the blessings given and heard. For in this, My son, is the gift and the blessing. So be of good cheer and continue to come unto Me, that ye may know the sound of clarity in that day. Be of peace and ye shall be blessed.”
September 1, 2015 Tuesday (3:16 am)
I just woke up and I immediately felt and then heard, “Write.” And then heard, as I was feeling some hesitancy and resistance, “Son I would speak with thee of love.” I’m not really sure why there is this wave of resistance, but will always obey and desire not to offend Him.
Breathing for trust and the flow, as I ask for forgiveness…
“Yes My son, I would speak of love and it is of the ego mind that is in fear of the flow of the words, and the ability to continually hear the truth and love that flows unto thee. For the mind questions how there can be more, after so much of the words that have been bestowed. And I say unto the questioning and fearing mind, ‘Though My love and wisdom is endless, and ye are of an endless need to sure up the mind of fear. For is this not the same mind that has been in wonder? And questioning thy voice and temperament, even unto raising thy voice in a state of excited disturbance, a voice of frustration, a voice of fervor? And it is now that ye fear being outside the ‘norm’ as I had spoken, being outside the norm of acceptance. Oh My son, for this is only the beginning of such a fear. For what better place to raise thy voice in strength and zeal of thy conviction, For it is in the words spoken that is of thy heart and thy witness unto Me, and in this is the fear and this is thy love shown unto Me. For have I not been saying unto thee, ‘Raise thy voice and be bold’? And is this not even thy actions and thy counsels unto the ward?
Oh My children of love, ye fear the acceptance of man more than ye fear God. And in this is a concern and a question. For it is in this concern that ye must know and understand, that it is a common concern through the ages of man, and it is still of the human condition to fear. For as a man is in fear of being outside the ‘norm’ it is then that he taps into and unspoken and even unconscious fear that has been passed down in the psyche, that if ye are too different, too unnatural, too outside the norm of beliefs and actions, thy very life is in jeopardy. For it has been in the history of man and so therefore it is written into thy very emotional DNA. And in this is the example of an evolutionary process that continues to be a force of good that keeps the natural man in a check and balance in its progression, and yet a cause of fear that is of great control for these speaking My word and My will. For My son, thou were and are not the first that have encountered such a fear of the psyche.
For My son thou art tired and need thy rest, but I say unto thee, ‘Continue to speak up even if the raw emotion of such conviction feels strange and foreign unto thee.’ For it is bringing up much unconscious fears of acceptance. For did thy mother not even have such fear? And did you not even hear that very same fear voiced within thy father, even this day? Oh My children can ye not see the need for acceptance of this very norm that I have been speaking? And now you can begin to understand the questioning mind of fear. But I now say unto thee, ‘ Fear not the loving hands that are outstretched unto thee , and question not the trust that it takes to take those first steps of a trust that takes thee outside the norm of acceptance.’ For it is in this that ye will find thyself of love and in My heart as ye begin to break the binds of social and emotional acceptance, and take a path less traveled unto Me. For My path is not a path of ease, for those connected to fears of acceptance. But it is a path that will give thee the acceptance that will give thee all. So continue to breath through the internal fears and come unto Me, and ye will find great joy. And ye reach outside to your brothers of love (the full time missionaries) and feed their own fears of acceptance. Now you begin to see the underscoring of such a fear and the countering need therein, love. Speak love in all you do and then ye will know the true intent of the heart. Which is the countering weight of balance that is always swaying in the human condition of experience. Rest My son and be of peace.”
September 9, 2015 Wednesday (1:41 am)
I just got home after working late at the shop and have been trying to unwind before going to bed. As I was on my knees praying I heard an impression to write, and then I had a visual of the pen and paper in my mind’s eye. The pen was writing out on the paper, “Write My son I would speak to thee.”
I am now breathing for clarity of mind and the Spirit…
“Yes My son, I would speak with thee and in this is My will and My word that ye should know that which is pleasing of Me and that which ye would be of a mind to change. For even as ye have come unto Me with an open heart it is of importance that ye should know that as ye are of Me and in this is a comfort or familiarity that is of less common…
Again I am having a hard time staying focused and getting a clear transmission of thought. I just want to set the pen down, but am not wanting to offend and I now am being encouraged to press forward and stay with it in hopes that I will follow it through. I am going to take a couple of minutes and breathe for the Spirit and move through this.
As I was breathing I was told to continue…
“Yes My son for as ye are of a nature of resistance, and in this is also the exhaustion of the mind and body, which does not serve thee. But be ye told that the will of the Father is upon you and in this is the…
Sleep My son and ye will know of these things. “
Father, forgive me.
Continued (7:07 am)
As I was waking up late, I was lying in bed and thinking of some work projects, all I have on my plate and of last night’s writing. Dispersed in between my thoughts was my asking for forgiveness for last night’s lack of focus during the writing. So I crawled out of bed and as I was on my knees again I started to pray and I began to have disrupting thought after disrupting thought. So much so that I couldn’t even get a sentence out to apologize. And in my frustration I called upon the Heavens and used the Lord’s name, Jesus Christ, to cast away the spirit of disruption. It was then as I continued my words to The Father that I was told, “Write.”
Having some hesitation but beginning to breathe for clarity, fortitude and the Spirit…
“Yes My son, as you now see the wisdom of thy words of authority, and in this you see the spirit of contention and disruption. For as ye have and continue to conquer the foes, of he who fights against Me, you begin to see and understand the forces and their ways. For they are of a cunning nature and it is in these ways that they use all that they have to try to thwart the wills of man, to put down their swords of truth and light and to be of a spirit of defeat. But I say unto you and all My children, ‘Be not discouraged but fight through your feelings of doubt and fear, frustration and discouragement, of surrender and defeat and know that all of these are the darkness of he who fights against Me. Cast off and out all contentious spirits that wish to do thee harm and to show thee no mercy.’ For in this wisdom, as ye use the name of authority, even My name Jesus Christ, ye will see the softening of strikes against thee. And it is still in thy use and will that ye cast off and out that the peace will descend upon thee.
For oh My son, if I had spared you from this would, ye have had such a wisdom?And now you know My children, all that is of a spirit that does not promote My light and Spirit is not of Me and is of he who fights and continues to try to thwart My will. Oh how glorious the light of victory as your mind is opened unto understanding and wisdom. If ye will know and use this wisdom to press through your trials, and use My name and My authority to clear thy souls of such an energy of effort. For even now can you not see and feel the lightness of spirit? Can ye not now know the wisdom of such an experience of wisdom? Oh ye continue to come unto Me and press through and us Mine armies of authority in which are willing to fight thy battles if ye will just ask and use thy will of faith. For it is in this asking of determined will that will send forth the angels of mercy and clear the way of such a force of disruption of light and good.
Oh My son and children, the joy of such victory as the windows of understanding open unto thee and ye begin to understand the love and mercy of God. To allow thee experience, and in the experience received and fought is the understanding of such things. For it is in all thy experience that ye can use for joy if ye press through to the Spirit of Love. For ye now know the balance of all experience. Therefore take up your swords of faith and hope and let them shine forth the love of God and nothing will stand thy way. For the victory is Ours and the joy is to be birthed through triumph after triumph as ye learn thy worth and power. For are ye not My children? And are ye not of a power of all love and wisdom? So therefore carry not your heads in defeat, but look to the Heavens and give thanks for the love of God that provides such wisdom of progression and the joy of understanding that leads you back unto the light of eternal love. So come unto Me in all of this and ye will know Me even as I am. Peace, My son, peace unto the victorious!”
Just a note… as I was entering this into the computer I could feel the same seething energy that I have encountered on other occasions. This energy now made my hair stand on end and made me shudder, and as I have done and continue to do I called upon the powers of Heaven and asked for the protection of those holy armies that the Lord just mentioned. And as I did I could feel a rescue of warmth and strength, and another victory for the Heavens.
September 13, 2015 Sunday (10:35 pm)
As I was lying on my bed and contemplating my day I had an impression to write. It was then that I crawled onto my knees for my evening prayer and was thanking the Lord for His love and mercy. As I acknowledged my gratitude for His answering my morning prayers of supplication. In my morning prayer I was asking if He would help me draw close to Him and receive His Spirit. I was asking because I have felt some distance within me, nothing I could put my finger on, but just a separation. And today while going through my Sunday meetings I had outpouring after outpouring of the Spirit as He answered my earlier supplications. And now as I finish my prayer I hear, “Yes son, I would speak with thee.” So now I clear the way with my breathing and open my heart to His words…
“Oh My son, ye that are of My heart and ye that are of My blessing. For even as ye have come unto Me in mighty supplications of desire, and it was in thy desire that the petition was brought before Me and in this ye received thy desires. Oh My son, ye have been of a mind and heart of obedience, and in this ye have been found worthy for this blessing, Even the hand of the Lord, My hand, and ye have been blessed with the bounties of Heaven, and ye have seen the beauty therein. For as ye continue to come unto Me in a mind of obedience ye have known My hand even in these things. Oh My son, for your eyes are heavy with the slumber of sleep. Rest and I will speak with thee as you wake.”
Now continued at 5:58 am
“Oh ye that come unto Me with thy heart, for in this is the mercy of God, and in this is the wisdom of the Heavens…
Oh My son, waste not thy words of the vanity of weakness but shake off thy weakness and offer thy strength unto Me. For as you come unto Me in an attitude of strength and offering Me a humble heart, it is then that I can use thee And it is then that ye can serve Me best. For as a man or woman come unto Me and are consumed in guilt of weakness it is of a worth that is lacking, and it is of a wisdom of mind that takes the energy of weakness to be overcome. Feel thy remorse and then offer Me thy strength and grovel not in thy weakness before Me. For it is of a warrior’s strength that will serve Me, in the battles to come, and it is of this strength that the heart of love will shine forth the truth of wisdom. Oh My children, armor thyselves with My virtues of strength, and ye are then ready to serve. For as your hearts are protected and open then the Holy One of Israel will lead thee forward unto victory. For in this ye will have all strength of Heaven behind thee and ye cannot fail. For this is the day to prepare thyself for tomorrow will soon shine the judgments of love, and in this is the wisdom and the judgments fulfilled. For all the words of My prophets must be fulfilled to receive Me and in these are the signs given, and in these is the wisdom brought forth in an attitude of love that flows unto all nations. A love that is calling forth My words of love and warning of that which is soon upon thee. Oh children hear My cry out unto thee and soften thy hearts with a passion of submission and ye will know this wisdom that floweth forth for thee. Come unto Me and be My sheep and the shepherd shall use the staff to guide thee and ye shall be of a protection that will be for thy good and honor. For as ye come unto Me, it is then that I can serve thee in the love that floweth freely unto those that know Me and I know their humble hearts given to serve. Come forth out of your hiddings and know Me. Receive Me, and I will lead thee unto ways of strength, honor and righteousness.”
September 16, 2015 Wednesday (6:48 am)
I have been pushing the snooze on my alarm trying to push back time and in resistance to get going into my work day. This morning I have been reading and contemplating, and as I just re-read a past writing from just a few days ago, that is still lying on the bed next to me, I heard, “Write My son, I will be brief.”
Breathing and praying to open and hear the words that flow of the Spirit…
“Yes My son, I will be of a brevity that will serve thee and be of a guidance for thee. For as ye have wondered of thy disobedient mind I say unto thee, ‘Be of good cheer for it is of great strength and discipline that ye have ever come this far in thy growth and submission unto Me. Grovel not in the lowliness of weakness, but know that ye are of a command and strength that will serve thee. Know that the minions of he who fights against Me continues to test thee and in trying to hamper thy progress. For did you not feel the spirit of dissention, and did you not cast it out and forth? Therefore see these things as victories and not as weakness, that ye are of a lowly stature. For did ye not respond with thy spirit of strength and fortitude? See these things from a victor’s eye and ye will be of a framework of strength. For can ye not see that the way before thee unto My house is before thee and that the opposition is fighting to thwart the Spirit of Goodness. Seek ye therefore Me in all that you do and your temple trip of service will be received with a grace and beauty that will resound through the Heavens of love. See ye that are aware with vigilant eyes that ye might know and receive the things of the Spirit of Love and in this ye shall know My love of completeness. For in this is My wisdom and My blessing. Peace as ye go forth My son.”
September 18, 2015 Friday (10:08 pm)
I was falling asleep as I was inputting the last couple of writings that I have received and so I decided to go to bed. As I was on my knees beginning my bedtime prayer of gratitude I had an impression to write and then I heard a stronger, “Write My son.” I continued my prayer thinking that I would finish my prayer and then focus on the writing when I heard, “Now My son.” So I immediately got up and gathered my pen and paper and began to breathe for clarity, strength and the flow of Spirit…
“Yes, My son in as… (with just those few words my head dropped and I was asleep in my exhaustion)
Continued Saturday early am
Yes, once more I fell asleep in my exhaustion as the pen was dragging across the paper and I was told to sleep. It is now morning and as I woke up naturally without my alarm I was lying in bed pondering and decided to pray and see if the Lord wanted me to continue with last night’s writing. So I crawled out of bed and was upon my knees again offering up my thanks unto the Father when I heard, “Yes write, I know thy mind and heart, write and I will speak with thee.”
Breathing now with the pen in my hand and clearing the mind for the words of Spirit…
“Oh My son, it is of great worth and love that the words of My heart are known of thee and for thee, and it is of great value to know My love. For as ye come unto Me in a completeness of heart then ye will know Me even as I am. For it is for thee to know and ponder the righteousness of all things. For as the will of God is made manifest in the ways of Spirit and in the ways of Heaven, the earth will hear. And the rocks, even unto the depths of her bowels will she mourn, and she will show the world of man that the command of her Master, and Creator is the same as her Lover. For she knowest My voice and she calls forth for her redemption. And it is because of this love that I hear her and know her, even as I know all of My creation and in this is the great love of the power of God. For what God of creation doth not know and understand His creation? For even as she cries out My name and offers herself unto Me it is of this that I come unto her in the time of that which has been given. For the Father of All Creation knowest the times and the seasons of all evolution and it is soon time for the process of this change to come and fulfill all that has been spoken. For know ye not of the great and small prophets throughout time that have spoken the words and visions given? And it is in this they will see as a witness the manifestation of that which they were only told/shown, and in this is the great closure of one dispensation into the next. And the glory of man shall fall away unto the glory of the Father, and in this is the glory of love in which love will reign again and the beauty of all things restored. For as man has had this time to prove himself unto the Father, the God of our creation, it is now time for the world of man to know and rest in its process of ever changing light. For the light of man will be added upon and in this is the glory of God. And all wisdom will flow as the waters from the earth. And those that partake will know the joy of everlasting waters of truth and eternal life.
Therefore My children press forward in these times of light and darkness, and know that the opposition of all things. For soon the world of man will know light again and in this light is the Holy Order of God. And he will reign once more in all things, and He will make manifest His will in the wisdom of His love.
Oh ye that can hear My voice, come unto Me even the Christ of this world, and I will mark thee even as My own. And in this mark will be the Holy Sign of Heaven in which the angels will bow and know the love of God. For in this day the call is given and in that day the wisdom revealed. So come, come unto Me and know Me even as I am. Oh ye that can hear and know these things, raise forth thy voice as the trump of the Heavens and declare My love and My coming. For in this is the word of Heaven made manifest in a world that is ever becoming darkened unto the ways of Heaven; showing the great contrast of light and this contrast is the beauty of all things spoken. Receive Me and receive the Father and in this ye will not fail. For even as the Father hath decreed it so.
Oh world of man fall upon thy knees and know Me, and know the love that floweth forth from and unto the Father of All Creation.”
September 20, 2015 Sunday (4:212 am)
I stayed up until 1:15 am inputting the last writing and just woke up with the words, “Oh My son, it is of thee to write the beauty of the words.”
Breathing for clarity and endurance…
“Yes My son, for the beauty of the Heavens shines forth because of thy work performed and inasmuch as ye have done the bidding of the Lord it is of thee to reap the blessings of the harvest. For the beauty of the Heavens reigns forth for those of service. For if one could open enough to see that which that which shines upon the soul of service. For as ye spoke of the lightness of spirit, after the performance of the work given, so it is in the subtleness of observation that ye could feel the energy of light. For as one opens to the awareness of Spirit then one can see the effects of the blessing given. Therefore My son, ye have the gift of sensitivity of energy received as the joy was felt in the reception of the service given. For when the soul of man opens sufficient enough then ye can know of the subtleness of energies felt… Yes My son, let the words flow to thee as ye are pulling for the words, and it is of the ease to just relax and receive. For as ye do this then ye will be of such a mind to receive with the ease of love and the blessing/gift will be given with the wisdom given. For it is in this that ye will be of the greatest service. For behold the service of man is given in small steps taken in the progression of evolvement. For even as ye receive Me and in so doing ye receive the blessings of light. And in so doing ye are evolved unto the lightness of change which is on these very subtle energies spoken. For the evolutionary process of progression is formed line upon line and experience upon experience, and word upon word. For it is in these simple and small ways that the child learns to walk with step upon step, and so it is with the evolution of change.
Oh ye that could see with opened eyes, ye would see the progress of learning and adapting to the energy of light. For is it not the openness of light that evolves the baby to toddler, and the toddler to child, and the progress continues to even adulthood and beyond. For is this not evident in the continual progress of your sciences and inventions of creation, the continual pushing of boundaries? Therefore My son, is shown the subtleness of the energy and so it is even upon the spiritual natures of progression.
So lift up thy hearts of joy and know the joy of the Heavens in which is a joy of energy/light given and received. Oh ye that could see, ye would see the love of God that flows liberally. So open thy heart, oh children of the Lord, and receive the light of love that floweth unto thee.
Rest My son, and know the beauty of the Heavens shines forth in the work performed and the light that emanates continually, is of even those energies witnessed at the gates and ye even wondered of reality. Therefore know the reality of sight given and know of these subtle things of the Spirit. Blessings My son, Blessings My son, blessings.”
September 22, 2015 Tuesday (5:07 am)
I woke up and heard, “Write son, I would speak with thee.” And my immediate response was, “Yes Father, I will write for thee with all the love that I have.” And the words shot back, “This is the meaning of love.”
Breathing to clear the sleep and waiting for the Spirit to take over…
“Oh My son of the morning, ye have spoken the meaning of love and in this is My arm evermore revealed that ye may know the wisdom and the love of He who guides thee. That ye might come unto Me in all ways and in all things as ye continue to be of a lesson of obedience. For it is of the mind that continues in the ways of this world and in the ways of survival of self. For as ye continue to discipline the mind be of good cheer and know that all is not lost in the random thinkings that are shot through the thinkings of thought and reaction. For often the mind is triggered through the different ways of sensing and perceiving. For have you not had the memories of the pleasant come forth that brings the pleasures of thought and remembrance? And it is even in this that the same senses can trigger the same ways of thinkings of the things that ye would seek to control and tame. Even as the wild horse of the corral seeks to still have the freedom and independence of the former life lived, even as it knows the freedom of thought. So the mind or brain runs the things given and programmed. So in this ye can see the wisdom of that which it is given. For it is better to have never tasted the grasses of the wilderness, than to have to try to erase the memory of the experience. For even now as ye curb the thoughts of experience and desire ye are found in the complexity of expression. For ye wondered why, even in My holy house that ye would still have such a struggle, and it is because of the programming of the mind. But even as ye were in an attitude of disgust, the mind was in the wrestle of wills. And it was in this disturbance that ye should not be overcome with guilt and shame, but dismiss and move on. Dismiss and move on is the continual process of change. Know ye that it is beyond control and in time the mind will lessen in this process of offering up which it knows as remembrance. For ye have wondered and thought in wisdom of the mighty change that will come in the resurrection, and even in the translation of the body. And it is in this that the mind also will be made perfect unto Me and ye will have no more of this struggle made present. Can ye not see that it is still given so ye truly have choice? So choose ye Me continually and ye will reap the blessings of a strong mind that will match the strength of the heart.
Oh ye My children, press forward in the ways of salvation, in a world that would ever change thee into that which is natural. For the Spirit of God and the man that is of the Spirit doth not entertain the world, but the kingdom of all love, even the kingdom of God. And in this are the many disciplines of the natural unto Spirit. So be of good cheer and know that ye are of the path of Spirit when the struggle is present. Therefore press on and be ye not of a critical mind but of a mind of thanksgiving to be in such struggle. For ye are not asked to be perfect yet, but to be of an intention and purpose that is set upon the ways of Spirit and love. And in this is the atonement, My blessing of love, given the distance to transform that which was, to that which is and will be perfection. Be ye therefore of love and gentleness as ye continue to press forward. And in these times that ye return to love, ye will reap love.
Blessed art thou son even in these very struggles given; for ye can now see the ways of the world and the influences therein. Know that the love of God abides in thee, and that as ye struggle ye are blessed. Release and come unto Me continually that ye might have peace.”
September 25, 2015 Friday (4:59 am)
This morning has been a struggle, when I went to bed I felt a dampening spirit even after going out with the missionaries and helping teach a wonderful family. In last night’s prayer I even prayed for help and then in waking this morning I thought I heard a very weak, “Write.” It didn’t have the strength as it normally does so it put me in some hesitation and uncertainty. In my contemplation I started to fall back asleep when a much stronger voice of clarity came through telling me to write. So breathing for the Spirit and clarity…
“Oh My son, there is a spirit of contention about thee, that ye must cast off and out… My mind is wondering why and how this could be as I lay the pen down to do as I have been instructed. I just used His holy name and my priesthood power and authority to cast off and away this spirit of contention. I have many questions running through my mind. As I was using my will, I asked and called forth the angels of Heaven to help me. And as I did I had a physical jolt of energy run through my body as I felt their presence and heard, “We stand by whom is of the Lord.” Even now I feel a companionship as I write, and I am in a state of gratitude, even as my mind is flooded with questions and uncertainty. And in this questioning state I hear, “Write My son and I will speak to thee. As I reply, “Yes, Father, yes.”
Oh My son, in this the wisdom of the Heavens ye have witnessed this the casting of wills, and the will of thyself to be called forth. For as ye have been taught and know of the agency of will and the freedom of choice. For even of the scale of balance have I not instructed you? … Oh Father, my mind is in a state of questioning, forgive me. Let me try to calm my mind so that I can hear Thee with ease.
“Oh My son, it is in this that ye are beginning to see and understand through the experience of wills. For as ye awaken to the complexity, ye begin to understand what others are asleep to, and do not even conceive. For ye have been blessed to have been led to this My servant of whom is teaching thee the wisdom of disconnecting of energies and severing all ties of disingenuous spirit. For even as ye awaken ye begin to see the wisdom. For years ago ye would have just accepted the dampening feeling and would have wondered why and moved forward without further questioning, but I now say unto thee, “O My children, awaken from this that ye know not. Awaken from thy slumber of innocence.” For as ye have witnessed and seen now know and awaken. For when ye read My holy scriptures, are not the words of authority used in casting out? Is not the witness of serving with authority? For can ye not now begin to see the wisdom of this? Oh My son your mind is flooded with questions of how and why when ye are serving Me, when ye are putting forth thy will to come unto Me. And ye begin to see and feel the magnitude and scope of this wisdom of truth. For can ye not now see that this is truly a battleground of wills? And can ye now begin to understand that as ye come unto Me the intensity is made manifest? For in the past ye would have dismissed all of this as just a feeling and continued in ignorance, and now you begin to understand ‘attachment’. For years ago you were of a mind of black and white of hearing of darkness and only thinking of only one understanding, of possession. But ye now begin to open to the view and understanding of that which is before thee.
I was told, “Look and behold’… and I saw not specific people, but could see how people are literally surrounded with energies or spirits of both light and dark that are not of the same dimensional plane, but are each on their own plane as they surround us. And as this moment of vision continued the full understanding, that we are always at choice of what we are choosing. As I ask, “But Father, I wasn’t seeking or even knowingly choosing the darkness, why would I have the influence if I wasn’t seeking it?
“Because, My son, ye are of the scale of balance, the scale of justice. For have I not spoken of this, have I not instructed thee of these very things? And in My patience I teach thee again, and in My love will teach thee further. For My son, as one comes unto Me it is then that the love shines forth and it is given unto thee and ye begin to carry/take on more light. And in this is a draw of attention and notice to not only the dimension of light and goodness, but also the dimension of he who fights against Me. For it is in this light carried that draws the focus, like a moth is drawn to the light in the darkness. For as the light of love, My light, shines forth in thee ye are then subject to more witness, and in this ye are buffeted.
Oh My children, awaken and know this and ye begin to understand, thy minds will be of an acuteness that will witness the ebb and flow of energy from all dimensions. For ye must first awaken to the energy fields of creation and dimension. And in so doing, ye begin to see as a blind man in the dark, with senses developed. For in this sensing is the wisdom of light and in this is the wisdom of truth; for as ye begin to understand this then the complexity of life opens to thee. For the greatest majority of man lives life simply and in a view of innocent ignorance, but as ye awaken ye begin to perceive the greater realities. Oh ye, My children, fear not these perceptions of awareness, fear not that which is for thee to know. For awaken and see the wonder and beauty of the complexity of all existence. For even as My creation awaken from a limited view, it is then that ye become enlightened to the true understanding of all things.
So My son, seek Me, dwell in Me and ye have nothing to fear. For did not My very servants of light and love come unto thee to serve and protect? And are they not still watching over thee as ye write and learn of such understandings? Oh My children and son, get not bogged down in thy understandings, but just begin to witness the ebb and flow of feelings/moods of what is seen as energy and ye will begin to witness the other realms of your existence. Be ye not of fear. For have ye not survived thus far lived, and will ye not continue? But be of good cheer as ye continually come unto Me, and in so doing ye choose Me and My will. And in so doing ye make a stand of wills. For is this not truly about agency? And are ye not truly always in a state of freedom and creation? Therefore, choose and create in this beautiful world of complex freedom. Choose you this day in whom thou wilt serve and begin to understand light and love.
Fear not, My son, fear not and know that I am with thee and for thee, even as ye awaken to this wisdom. For are ye not a seeker of all understanding? So come unto Me and seek My Spirit that ye might continue in wisdom. Use thy awareness and ye will open to the wisdom about thee. Therefore, stay steadfast and firmly planted in the Spirit of Love and ye shall know no concern. Rest thy mind and know that I am God.”
September 27, 2015 Sunday (5:31 am)
I just woke up with a dream fresh on my mind, this dream was about a previous writing that I had received where the Lord spoke of implementing a neighborhood preparedness plan. In my dream our new Elder’s quorum president called me over to his home and was asking me if I wanted to move out of my home into a new location within the ward. As he was explaining I looked about the room where he was working and it appeared that he was mapping out details on saran wrap, being used as overlays on many maps scattered about the room as he was marking them with a red orange pen. He was showing me the space available to move, in which I then asked him if he was redesigning the boundaries of the ward and stake. When he explained that he was called by the Stake President to mark the members living locations and that they were trying lay out where the members lived and were spread out every two blocks from each other. It was then that it clicked in my mind, still being in my dream, as I remembered my previous writing about setting up neighborhood preparedness groups on each member’s street. In my dream as I was mentally putting the two pieces of information together the Elder’s quorum president saw that I was mentally processing something and asked if I would share it with him. I hem-hawed and then said, “Yes, because my Bishop just released me to be able to share openly my writings.” So I shared with him the previous writing and the Lord’s plan of preparedness, and we were both streaming tears as we were touched by the Spirit and of the synchronicity of the two independent plans coming together. He then thanked me for sharing and that it helped him in formulating his plan. So as I was remembering the dream, in my non-dream reality I heard, “Write My son and I will bless you.” The Lord referring to my lack of sleep, because of my working on inputting the writings and going to bed at nearly 1:00 am. So here I am with pen in hand and keeping the Lord waiting, but in actuality I feel the patience of the Heavens and that they want me to record these prefaces that I do because that they weave together the understanding of the writings.
Breathing for Spirit as my alarm goes off to get ready for my 7:30 ward correlation meeting, refocusing as I breathe to bring forth the words of the Spirit…
“Yes My son, I would speak to thee and in speaking is the blessing to help thee in thy efforts both spiritually and mentally. For as ye have been called forth and heard My words, the words of My efforts to bring preparedness, and in this ye have just been given a dream to bring forth unto thee again. And in this is the command to be of good cheer and be of a blessing. For in the preparedness id the command to share forth thy word of warning to ready themselves for which is quickly upon you, and as ye receive these two, let it be said, ‘That the word of the Lord goeth forth unto all peoples through these two ways by the impressions and revelations given unto My people individually.’ And also My word is implemented through the planned efforts of My councils of My church. And ye are of both. Oh My son, ye are of a love and light that giveth thee the word, and in this is the word given to not only strengthen thee but to be given to strengthen others, and in this is My word given. So be of good cheer and know that My hand is upon thee and is for thee these things that ye might bless others even when they will not give thee heed. For did not all My prophets of the past call out and were received only by some? Therefore My son, receive the few and know that it is of these few that the word will bless for the wisdom of the Heavens is to be of a preparedness of that which is to come. Press forward My son and share that which will serve thee and in so doing serve the whole. For as My word goes forth it is then that ye are given the blessings of this calling of Me. Receive Me and know these things of My heart and mind of peace. Go forth My son into thy Sabbath day and receive Me even therein.”
Thank you Father, thank you.
September 29, 2015 Tuesday (5:24 am)
I woke and then drifted back into sleep, but as I woke the first time I heard, “Write.” And then in my drifting in and out of sleep I heard, “My judgments will be unseen as a warning.” And it was then that I came out of my stupor and even now am trying to be clear in my exhaustion.
Praying and breathing for Spirit…
“Relax My son, and come unto Me. The mind is tight as ye are trying to receive the words of counsels and it is in this tightness that ye choke the flow and the stream of Spirit that is willing to flow liberally unto thee. For it is has been and will be My promise to man, that if he seeketh Me with an intent heart I will then seek him. And so it has been with thee and My word floweth forth like a spring out of the mountain of God. And in this is the to replenish that which will give the wisdom and life even unto living waters. Oh My son, ye are of fear in this counsel and ye are lacking in trust because of the knowledge of this day and all the expectations given. And so I say unto thee, ‘Relax thy concerns and fears of receiving My word and the correctness therein. For your concerns of My word being correct is a shame and a sore upon thee that never healeth as ye remain in this state of fearing the precepts of man more than the love and word of God, but it is of thee that is natural in ways and in coming before Me. And I say, ‘Relax thy concerns, for as I speak so it is and I will give thee this… For as man continues to draw from Me and the division of light and dark is made plain to the eye ye begin to see that which is of man and that which is of God. And in this is the process for all to see and receive the truth of his or her own heart, and in this is the dividing and sifting out of that which is for thee to witness. For yes, I can hear thy mind for even as ye were discussing with the person of yesterday the belief of unbelief, for this is the state when the acceptance is given into every belief and into the acceptance of every path given as a path unto Me. For this is the new religion called ‘spirituality’, in the words ‘I am not religious but I am spiritual.’ For even were these not your very own words as ye avoided My word and My commitment and My judgments? For have you not heard this now repeatedly from others, and is it now seen as ye now see? For this is the new spiritualism and the new tolerance from man. But I say unto thee, ‘Let man choose this day whom he will serve and in this new tolerance is the deception of truth, is the new belief of unbelief. For as man/woman say that they love freely in their hearts it is then that ye know that ye are deceived. For My word is a strict word and My love is the only love that can transcend all belief. For are ye God to be able to love so freely? But even in this ye love and are given unto the efforts of freedom and the heart. For even in these words spoken is the attempt to manifest such a love and ye are blessed, but it is in this unbelief that ye are not. For the heart and mind of such is wanting to be loving and accepting of all ways of tolerance and truth; but what is truth? For truth is not an individual thing but a knowledge that comes forth from Me, even the Creator and Father. For ye say, ‘Truth is individual’ and this is the lie of he who fights against Me. For all are wanting to love and accept, but are ye accepting Me and My word? My word being the way of all truth. For in this love is the lie and in this is the deception of My children. For would ye say unto thy children, ‘Believe what you may and I will accept all of your actions as your truth?’ Oh this is a weak parent. For it is the role of the parent, and the responsibility and covenant, that as ye bring forth life to teach, guide, and correct; and so it is with Me and all of My creation. For what good parent accepts any behavior from the growing and learning child? For it is only through mentoring and showing of such love that ye can be called parent, for anything less is just the birth giver. And I say unto thee, ‘That the birth givers of this world will know great sorrow.’ But in My love, which is a pure love, even beyond My judgments of discipline I will continue to guide and nurture all that come before Me. For all the world has a golden standard of compassion and in this is the basic standard which all will be judged. For even in this is My judgment likened unto the parent who is guiding and teaching. And unto the law given is the law upbraided. So come unto Me in thy own truth and I will then teach ye more until there is but one truth and one law throughout the world. Which will not come until that day in which the world beholds My glory and My judgments/wrath of My love, for it is a pure love that judgeth and in this is the law given and the law made manifest. For it is My law and ye shall know of which it is made.
So My son, ye still wonder of the judgments of this day, and I say unto thee, ‘Is not man still straying far from Me, and are not the intents of man upon gain and greed? Are not the people disgusted with their governments? Are not the peoples of the earth warring and killing, and still dividing and conquering? Are not the peoples seeking gain over others at the expense of another? And ye wonder of My judgments?
Oh My world of man, knoweth not thy Father? Knoweth not My voice that calleth unto thee? But ye continue to hear the voice that even deceiveth even the good of Mine own, and in this is the dividing and the gathering. For let this be and in this will be the dividing of man, and in this ye will see clearly the dividing of man. But what of My word and truth? Ye will only see and understand with the shaking and judgments of the law broken, and ye will soon know these. For first the unseen which will shake your worlds of finance and then ye will know the judgments of the seen which will shake your physical worlds which will shake and bring down the worlds of man and unto a humbling of man. Oh ye My children what will it take but this to hear My voice again? To come unto Me again? So look unto thy financial worlds which ye have built that will soon topple as My judgments are made known, as they shake your worlds of disbelief. Then ye will know the shakings of My word. Oh My children prepare ye, prepare ye for the entire world of man will shake as never before and ye will be humbled, even upon thy knees, and I will know not most. But those that know My name and know Me even as I am shall then hear My words of comfort as My love seeketh the ears and the hearts of they that know Me, and these that know Me are prepared even unto the virgins of oil. So take ye this day and put up into thy storehouses the truth of God and ye shall be prepared and know Me even as I am. Oh ye love the world more than your Father and soon ye shall know Me as both. For My courts will be set upon the mounts of the mountains and My word will be the word of love that will be the world of man. But first ye will see the breakdown of this world that ye know and in this is the preparation of this that is to come.
Oh My children seek Me in your hearts and know Me even as I am. Oh My son, this day shall be quiet but soon the rumblings of change will show the world of man, that will topple as a child’s blocks. Seek ye therefore Me and I will guide thee through this peace in thy hearts even as the world of man crumbles and falls… know this and ye will know love. Peace and My love for thee as ye make ready for My word to be fulfilled.”
October 4, 2015 Conference Sunday (6:38 am)
I just woke up and heard a clear, “Write My son.” And in response, “ Yes Father.” Followed by my hearing, “The goodness of man.”
Breathing for clarity and the Spirit…
“Oh My son, the goodness of man is in the way that one views from the external the whole of all creation. And as the world of man begins to deteriorate it is because of this very thing that is forgotten, and the view is of the individual acts of disobedience and those things that are of a heinous nature that gives the notice of the world. But as you see as I see you still behold the beauty of the creation. For in the view of God is the sweetness of the creation and the beauty of the individual acts of kindness that still shows the eternal aspect of goodness that is the true nature of man. For in these is My heart warmed unto compassion and mercy for in them is the law weighed against the heart, and the judgment is made of a way of love. For let it be known that the Father of All Creation loveth His children, and the creation of this that will soon be a world of turmoil. For even as this will be the state of man, the state of Heaven is of love, peace, and joy. For the state of God is embraced in the knowledge of eternity and in this all joy is embraced because of this wisdom. For if a man sees as God, the view would be seen as all healing, for that which is of great pain is of great joy. And that which is of a knowledge of extreme is brought into balance. And the world of man is healed in this view, and the world of pain is softened in the eternal light of love. For that which is of the most horrific, is of a healed and nurtured place. For the eternal love of this creation healeth all wounds and in this is the healing of the world of man. For mourn not in the death of one or the many, but mourn ye the lost soul that does not understand the nature of God and seeks solace in the world of the unknown and ignorant. Oh ye world of man that seeketh not Me and My ways, but seeketh the judgments of action. For can ye not see that the beauty of thy creation is beyond the doing and is in thy heart. For if ye could truly see this then ye would return to the ways of the heart, for within the heart is the true nature that is covered and buried in the actions of the physical world. For even in thy most heinous of souls is the pure seed of which I speak. Therefore ye see the love of God for the creation. But even as I speak of this purity of creation the scale of balance cannot ignore the injustices of the action, and the world therein. For as ye begin to see as God, ye will begin to see all injustices and actions as a fluid state of movement. And as ye are of a single dimensional mental state, the heart state of God sees the fluidity of creation. For as you view the external act one can also see the many layers of multileveled energy of the soul. For as I, the Creator of All, can view the fluidness of each and every individual and in this view is the beauty of all My creation. So know ye this, as ye come into this next phase of judgment, for as the scale of balance is tipped and the judgments are brought forth, therein is still the love of God. For as ye know this then ye will endure that which is beyond thy understanding. For doth not man cry out, ‘If there was a God why would He allow such pain and injustice!’? And I say unto thee of such pain, ‘Because of this very love.’
Oh ye blind men who cannot see the beauty about thee. Oh ye wicked men that cannot feel the love of God about thee. Oh ye wounded souls of man that cannot see beyond the pain of the wound. For as I walked this very world, ye knew Me not. And as I felt your pain ye perceived Me not. And as I took the burden of all of this, so that ye would have the return made possible, ye understand not. But still is the love of God, for what loving parent does not love the child still of a mind of no understanding, but of the joy of pure emotion? Therefore know ye this, that the love of God knoweth this same purity of emotion, even as ye experience the turmoil of action and balance. Therefore seek Me, seek the love that can heal all pain. Seek ye the view of God that will bring thee joy. And in this is the heart brought into the light of love and ye know no pain, but know the pure love of the Father of All Creation. Oh ye that cannot see the states of God, ye know nothing. But only as a blind man sees grasping for the physical world of certainty. Know ye not that all certainty is found in the heart and needeth not the evidence of the world to show thee the way? So move into thy heart and know this of which I seek, and then know Me even as I am.
Peace unto you My son, as ye seek the peace of the world, but seek ye the heart and ye will then know the peace in a world of chaos. Therein is your true answer of your seeking. And in this is the mind made discipline to the heart. For the heart ruleth the mind in the Heavens of Creation. Open unto this and ye open unto the streaming love of All That Is… pure joy.”
October 6, 2015 Tuesday (3:25 am)
I woke up as I fell asleep on top of my covers as I was writing a text. As I was awake I decided to offer my bedtime prayer, in which after I was laying there again trying to fall back to sleep. I then decided that maybe continuing my reading of the Book of Mormon might lull my mind into a state of rest. And as I turned out the light I heard, “Write My son.” The message was quiet and subtle and as I was about to dismiss it I heard a stronger, “I beseech thee My son, write.”
So here I am with pen in hand as I breathe and prepare for the words of the Spirit…
“Oh My son of the morning, ye have heard My cry and ye have a heart of willingness to hear the words of My heart. For it is in these words that ye might find thy salvation and the truth of that which is to come. For as a man/woman knoweth Me it is then that I will know them, and they will have eternal life even beyond salvation. For all of My children shall receive salvation, but only those that know Me shall have eternal life. Which is the blessing of the Father that dwelleth above all and knoweth the wisdom of all things, both in Heaven and earth. And the truth of all things that reign above and within that which hath been given and created. For it is in His wisdom that the power of man be made whole, and it is in this knowledge that man is given such a gift. But ye that are of Me knoweth the truths therein and receive all truth of these things through the manifestation of the Spirit. Which is My companion and guide that has been commissioned by the Father to be a witness of Me and to be the witness of all salvation that leadeth a few unto Him. For it is in his wisdom that some say, that the kingdom of Heaven is theirs because of the acceptance of My name and I say unto them, ‘Behold all truth cometh through Me but it is of Me that ye find Him (The Father), but it is in Me that ye find eternal life.’ For as ye dwell in Me it is then that I dwell in you, and the wisdom of thy name is written upon My heart and ye are then a part of Me. For it is only upon thy name and the works of goodness that ye have all the Father hath for thee. So come unto Me, My son and children, that the Spirit of Salvation even My Holy Spirit of Promise might speak thy name unto Me. And in so doing giveth the eternal life and the glory above all glories. For as a man cometh unto Me it is then that the refining of his soul and purpose becomes Mine. And as the Spirit prepares him for Me, it is then that I prepare him/her for the Father. And in so doing the Lamb’s blood is used to cleanse and make ready the soul to be of a strength to endure the very light of love that recieveth all glory and is all glory. For some thinketh that this is automatic. But I say unto thee, ‘Ye must be prepared to receive the Father.’ For ye of His creation are no more perfect in Him and would even be consumed in His very presence, because of all righteousness. And it is in this that I make three right again to return unto Him. Oh ye that shall desire of Him and know not these truths. For as the truth remains a mystery, man will slowly awaken for the growth and salvation of all.
Therefore come before Me, kneel upon thy knees and plead an oath of salvation, and I will then find thee and make thee Mine own. For what better gift than the mercy of the Father through My blood of Promise. Oh hear ye My children, My plea and promise unto thee, and know that I am.
Peace, My son, and know these things even in thy own imperfections made perfect.”
October 12, 2015 Monday (7:40 am)
It is a holiday today, and I am off work. After some favorite study time while waking up and still in bed I decided to offer a prayer of thanks, and while I was still on my knees in the middle of my words of thanks a jolt of energy shot through me and I heard, “Write, write now.” Getting immediately up from my knees without any closure to my prayer I gathered my pen and paper and am breathing for clarity of Spirit…
“Oh My son, it is in the wisdom of the Heavens that ye should write the words, the words of love and the words of warning. For it is only because of this love that I speak and call out for the hearts of My children to come unto Me, to search Me and find Me. For when I hear their cry unto Me it is then that I, the Good Shepherd, hear the cry out and find the one. And in this the love and the bond of the Shepherd and the flock; for as the flock knoweth the will of the Shepherd with His hand, so shall My children know the ways to go and the ways to turn. Let not thy minds be caught up in the fears of men., but succor unto Me and I will give thee peace. I will give thee the will of My hand and the bidding of My command that ye should know the truth of all things. Trust not in the ideas of men, but in the word of God spoken in thy hearts and minds. Trust the will of the Father and ye shall know Me and My command. For in his wisdom, that ye should not be afraid, but bring/offer thy love up unto Me and in this is the joy that ye knoweth and will reap. Seek Me in all that ye do and I will show thee the way and the word will sound in thy heart and mind. For I hear the concerns, ‘If I only knew what to do?’ And I say, ‘Seek Me and ye shall know the wisdom of the way and the journey of the truth.’ For some call unto Me but listen not, and some forge forward with no thought, but I say, ‘Seek Me in all that you do and ye will have My arm and My command and in this is My love.’ So My son, seek Me and know the wisdom that abideth in thee, and speak My words and know My command. For as ye know and do My will, then ye will know and be as the sheep of the Shepherd and the protection of My arm will be for thee. Therefore seek the Shepherd and know the comfort of peace. Seek ye Me and I will dwell in you.
You question weapons of protection, and if it gives thee peace of mind, but I say, ‘Seek Me and ye will know the flame of protection which the mighty Angels of Heaven will protect with all honor. Therefore seek Me in all ways and the hand will be upon thee to know true peace.”
October 15, 2015 Thursday (2:27 am)
I just woke up and heard, “Write, My son.” And as I responded with, “Yes Father.” I heard, “I will send to thee the most beautiful of words.”
Breathing for Spirit and clarity…
“Yes My son, ye have heard the will of the Father and in this is the kingdom and the words of salvation that come unto thee of the heart. And in this is the love of God to the heart of man. For as ye begin to understand the love of God, and the mind of God, then ye begin to know the heart of He who created all things of which ye know. For as she the mother of thy creation calls unto Me, it is then that I come unto her in her wisdom of glories, and in this is the knowledge of the unification of the wisdom and heart of God. For as she cries out, I cannot stay My hand, nor My ear, nor My heart and in this is the beauty of My love. For as I come unto her in My promise, I come unto her in My love. For she awaits My feet and blessed is that day when the Creator of All stands upon the ground of all salvation, and in it she will sing forth with a burst of love, that the whole earth will shake in her rapture of beauty. And she will know Me as I am and I will give unto her that which she hath been promised since the beginning of time. Even unto those times that I whispered My love, and she took form, and it was within that first whisper that the love was bound into the very dust, into the very particles of nature, and she knew Me as no other. For it was in this very radiance of creation that My love became manifest. And the union of love took form, and spirit became life, and the wisdom of the Father was given its birth and creation. And in this is the will of the Father made manifest and all love was given it’s manifestation of life, and wisdom. And the word was given form, and the voice of creation was given its physical sound, and as I spoke all obeyed as the beginning of life was given form. And as I spoke that first utterance of love, the Heavens of Spirit gave a shout of praise, and in this was the glory of man. And ye were of a light that burst forth that united Heaven and creation in a bond that shall never be broken. And it was in those first intelligences of obedience that she became Mine and I hers, and she was born with My word and command. And I wept in the glory of that which was made manifest, the beauty and glory of the Father made perfect. For even as ye write these words, ye cannot capture the essence of all emotion and love except ye know the complete joy of union. As ye know this, then ye know the wonder and the glory of My love, Our love, and in this is the everlasting joy of Our bond. For as she cries out for the Bridegroom, she awaits My feet to grace her again and in this is the union made perfect and she is complete; for the Master of All Creation has returned evermore. And as she begins to fulfill her creation and change, she then knows of her perfection to be made manifest and is caught up in her joy. Oh ye that can only imagine such a beauty will know the complete love of God, and in this is the love made complete.
Oh ye world of man, know ye not that the time has come for she to receive that which she so patiently been awaiting? And ye will witness the beauty of perfection of creation, as she takes on her glory. For that which has served its purpose will be made perfect, even as the body of man is made perfect. Even so is the mother of creation given its perfection. And in this is eternal joy as the particles of intelligence shines forth and is made radiant. And in this the Holy Father of All Creation will see the beauty and all glory will be made perfect. And in this day the glory of the Heavens will be as one. Oh ye world of man, ye cannot even comprehend such a love. And in this love ye will know Me and love Me as I am.
Oh My son, rest and be assured that in this is the peace of all glories, and ye will be of a glory of love that ye only now glimpse. So be of good cheer and be of a heart of love as ye know Me now and will soon know Me again. Even so amen.”
October 22, 2015 Thursday (4:17 am)
I just woke up and heard, “Write, oh ye that hear My words, write.” As I was coming into a more clear mind, “I will speak of the affairs of man and the goodness of man.”
Breathing for clarity, the Spirit and waiting for the flow of words to begin…
“Oh My son, ye pray for the Spirit, My Spirit, and the clarity of words and reception; and ye hear Me and know Me now. And ye can feel the love that floweth unto thee. For I have heard your many prayers of gratitude for My love and these very words that flow from My lips unto thine ear, and ye know Me as…
I am stopped in my flow because I am in resistance to write the next word that I heard. I am struggling within my mind and I hear nothing but silence. The word is hanging there before me, for the pen to write… “no other.” As the pen writes the words I begin to hear again, “Oh My son, you question our relationship. You question how this could be, and I now say unto you, ‘Question not My word and My flow unto thee.’ For when ye question this very relationship and the fact of this word (‘no other’) ye take it to be very literal and fear the implications. Breathe My son breathe and clear the mind. For ye have fallen unto the very questioning of mind and the overwhelming thoughts of responsibility, and the grand nature of what comes before thee so naturally. For ye question, ‘Why me?’ And I say unto thee, ‘Calm the mind that is in an overwhelming state of interpretation.’ For ye think in as ‘no other’ that ye are the only one and I say unto thee, ‘There are many that have heard Me and even write My words, but there is no other that has the internal complexity flavor of a questioning mind. And in thy struggles are the very natures of Me revealed. For even in this very struggle of your fear and personality, do I not explain and calm thee, and in so being a loving parent to a fearful child? And is this not revealing My very nature? For many see Me as only the God of law and the God of fate, and is this not even the God of love? For the maverick felt the surge of fear and became what is termed, from thy past, ‘spooked.’ For do ye not remember this term as ye would calm an animal in fear with the assuring voice and stroke of thy hand? Oh My son, your internal nature of fear is of no difference, and it is in this that ye receive the calming voice of command. For even I that commands all things has the very nature of patience to the fear of the heart. And so the very nature of parenting is revealed. And I say unto thee, ‘Ye are like no other.’ Therefore relax the mind of judgment and fear, and hear the words unto thee.
Oh My son, thy mind is still in a state of unease. So rest and come unto Me in a calm state, and ye will then receive the words and counsels of My heart. And now the maverick spooks with even the thoughts of disappointing the Master. And I say, ‘Calm the mind in these fears as the internal winds blow and are like the very nature of the maverick. Calm the mind and be as a warrior of discipline and it is then ye will be able to hear Me again. Fear not My love, but calm the internal winds that blow and ‘spook’ thy very nature… another lesson of discipline.”
October 23, 2015 Friday (5:24 am)
I just woke up before my alarm and I immediately was told to ‘Write.’ I am going to have to work late into the night this evening so I asked, “Father will You bless me with strength to be able to work late into the evening?” And I heard an immediate, “Yes son, I will bless you.”
Breathing for Spirit and the flow…
“Oh My son of the morning, ye have received Me and My word and in this ye are blessed. For My word even came unto thee yesterday, and ye obeyed in feeding the homeless man on the bench. And ye fought through thy fears and objections of thought to obey My command, and in this ye are blessed. For it is in these simple commands that ye learn obedience and the sound of My command in the life lived. And in this ye will know My voice as ye will need to be of a keen ear to hear for your safety and the safety of others. For as ye learn and do, ye are of Me and I am with thee in all ways. Oh ye that will listen, listen. And ye that will listen, obey. And in this ye will have wisdom in the time that will be for thee to know. For My Spirit will bear witness for thee to follow and in this is the learning of the Shepherd’s voice and command as he watches over His sheep.
Oh My son, ye are of a gentle mind in the dealings of the objections and contentions between the sisters of disagreement. Be bold in standing for My truth of forgiveness and peace. For in these simple times ye will have the opportunity to learn, and in this ye will know the power of these lessons. For how is one to live the order of uniting when one is in contention? For it will take much work of the personality to come from a heart of love in the ways of uniting, and it is in these times that ye will be required to be of a pure heart. For how can one choose to enter My city with a heart of contention that despises one and another? For allow the contentions to pass and know of a goodness that is within each and every. For when ye are asked to have a pure heart, what does this mean? It means to release those things that offend thee. It means to focus on the good in the other and in despising not another’s actions because of injustice. For this has been the challenge from the beginning of time and even to this day, and this is the very thing that has destroyed the ability to be a Zion people, a people of Me. For as I spoke of the focus of man upon the one/single dimensional aspect, where God sees in totality (October 4, 2015 writing), this view will be your saving aide as ye begin to come together and have the conflicts that the natural man brings into gathering. Oh ye that can learn this view will have a more simple existence and will be able to achieve the peace and joy as ye bump up against one still learning to control the ways of the natural. So be of good cheer and see the good in the negative and be of a heart that is pure without guile and malice. For ye can even see the offense of last week that could grow and fester into an open wound if allowed to do so. For allow that which is of an offense to pass and feed not into it, but see all souls of man in a progressive state of learning, and as ye see the negative in the eternal view of fluidity you will see the healing of all. So hold not unto the negativity of the moment and see into the eternities of joy and healing. And in this simple shift of perception ye will be of an ability to be pure of heart, that is able to master this world of contentions and polarities. Embrace this standard now and ye will embrace joy instead of pain, and ye will be of a heart of God. See and know this wisdom and it will serve thee into the eternities.
So even now ye can see the joy of My existence as ye ask forgiveness for being distracted in your focus. For I could say, ‘Ye are an offense before God.’ But it is in the wisdom of My view that I know your heart and the ways of the natural mind of a undisciplined state, and it is in this view of understanding and see with a purity of sight, that I release thee to only embrace thee again. So let this be thy practice and ye will begin to see the joy that exists beyond the way of the natural man and into the ways of a pure heart and mind. So be of good cheer and allow thyself to not be of a mind of perfection, but of a heart of intention that is focused unto Me. And in this doing ye shall be blessed.
So lift thy eyes and hearts unto Me and be of a goodness that only exists in the beauty of what is of God, that is God. And in this beauty is the release of all pain and suffering. Be of good cheer and come unto Me, even so amen.”
As I tapped the snooze on my alarm again, I heard, “Come unto Me in all ways and I will come unto thee in all things.”
October 29, 2015 Thursday (5:29 am)
I just woke and as I was rearranging my pillow to fall back asleep I heard, “Write My son.” As I responded, “Yes Father.” I then heard, “The light of love…”
Breathing for clarity and Spirit as I get the pen and paper…
“Oh My son, ye are blessed to hear and bear these words of love and it is in My heart that I speak of such things. For just as ye are hearing My words the light of love surrounds thee and shines forth from Mine eyes and ye are blessed. For as ye know the searching love of Mine eyes, ye also know the hand of comfort and the gaze of peace. So be ye therefore sure of this love as ye struggle in the world of polarity and difference, as ye sort out the truth from the lie in the conflicts about thee. For as you hold such pain, be forewarned, to release it again, and again, and again. For it serves thee not to hold and endure the pain of others; and as most do not even know that they are the carriers of the energetic pain from the emotions and stories about the one that is the bearer, and the receiver, of the shared experiences. Be as ye receive and feel another’s pain and disappointments, it is of the goodness of man to share but not hold. For it is in the wisdom of the Heavens to continually release that which is a shared experience. For those of an empathic nature, it is the work of the soul to feel and continually release the energy received. For have you not heard story upon story of negativity as the sisters of contention have shared their stories of discord? And have you not felt the pain of thy mother and father? And have ye not taken in the stories of death and unease? And in all of these, do ye not feel along with the person’s experience, and are ye not the receiver of the energy of pain, whether it be anger, or sadness and grief? Oh then hear Me now and know the goodness in the love shared, but it is of the most wisdom that I could dispel to have you release such emotion. Your exhaustion and worry is the energy carried. Therefore release it unto Me, the Master of All, and I then can dispense and dispel all energy shared. Allow Me and My love to shed and disperse the energy received, and as ye do this the lightness of being will shine again in your eyes and the soul shall radiate love again. Oh ye that are the partakers of shared experience, receive this love and counsel, and shine again.
So be ye of good cheer and shine again the light of love, that flows freely from He who loves thee and watches for thy good. Be wise and know My love, My children of pain. Rest My son, rest in the love of God.”
“Thank you, Father.”
* Just a note… I now know the heavy weight of the real spirit of contention. As I tried to defuse a situation between two sister members of my ward/congregation, as I attempted to mediate with love. The energy of story upon story and emotion upon emotion was overwhelming and overtook and attached onto my energetic body of spirit. I tried to release this energy myself with command and exercising my personal tools, but it was of no avail as I continued to feel the weight and see through a negitive perspective. Finally as I was meeting up with the full time missionaries I found wisdom in asking for a blessing, so that I might be able to bear witness of Christ without the negitivity that glommed my light. And it was only with this priesthood power that was conferred by hands laid upon my head in a blessing that the energy physically left my body with jolt after jolt of release. I am eternally grateful for two worthy eighteen year olds that not only carried the light but power of God. As I now have another sure witness of the two great forces at work in our lives.
November 2, 2015 Wednesday (6:05 am)
This morning I allowed myself to wake up naturally and as I did I heard, “Write My son and I will speak with thee.”
Breathing and clearing the sleep for the flow of Spirit…
“Oh My son, ye are blessed to hear and know My voice. For in the beginning of time the man knew Me as I am and walked with Me as I am, and in this the father of all man was blessed. And in this was the beginning and the end. For as a man/woman knoweth the sins of a world of knowledge and experience then is the veil drawn, because of this reason, to be of a cause of learning and to be of a freedom to discover for thyself, that which was planned from the beginning. So as man walked with Me, it is now the creation of man and purpose fulfilled. For even as all spirit was before Me, it is now that one must learn, and grow, and desire. And in this desire is the heart. For the heart is the seat of the soul and it is here that is the beginning of the return. For as the heart finds love then ye know the path, and it is a path of completeness. For as man walks such a path it is known of which he is made and developed. For as the love is discovered it is then that it is added upon, until ye find Me. For whatever the circumstance, if the love is added upon, it is My promise and desire that he will come unto Me. For some ask and say, ‘But what of no knowledge of truth of this world?’ And I say, ‘There is always love.’ Even for those of an abused beginning, there is the opportunity at some point for the choice to be of love. For as a man/woman chooses love over death it is then that it can be added upon. For what is the desire of the heart then ye find your truth, unto death or unto life. For if ye choose life, it is then a basis of love and My understandings can be added upon this base of the eternities. But if it is death, it is a path of the spirit which rejects the love and clings to the world of man. But there is still love, My love, and the sorrow flows as a river unto him. For unto him is the separation of God. And in this My heart grieves in the peace of all knowing/knowledge. So ye men and women of the physical, choose wisely that I might add upon thee all that I have and know, and in this is eternal life and the freedom of all love. For it is of love that is the basis/foundation upon which all is built. For the pure love of the Heavens is the foundational stone in which all can be added, and in this more light given until the light of man shines as even I, and the sun is dim in such a view. For it is light upon light that is the shaping of man into the eternities. And it is in this world of contrasts and darkness that ye must find the light of love to be added upon. For when ye choose light over darkness ye are given more light/understanding until ye hold enough wisdom for the Spirit, My Spirit, to begin to shape and mold and work with thee as ye take on more and more understanding. For some seek and stay, and in this is the pause of progression. But as ye seek more in desire ye then allow the freedom to be engaged, and it is in thy desire that the Spirit of Holiness can add upon thee more light. And in this is the progression given its purpose, of more light. For seek ye Me in thy heart, desire Me in thyself, and ye shall be added upon until ye find Me. And as ye do this it is then that ye will know Me as I am. Oh ye that love the Lord more than self it is in this that ye shall find Me, and We shall then be one. Oh ye that seek Me, seek Me in love. And ye that know Me will know Me only in this pure light. For allow My pure light to shine within thee and it will be the seed of pure truth.
Oh blessed man, know Me as I am and receive the light that floweth liberally. Oh ye My son, know Me and receive this word which is light eternal, and in this is all understanding and truth. Peace My son, and be of good cheer, even as ye learn through these most difficult lessons of this time. Choose light and ye choose love, and in this ye choose Me. Even so, amen.
Oh ye peoples of the world, hear My words and begin to choose Me. And in this ye will only tremble with joy as ye receive Me, for surely I cometh and the hour is soon approaching that ye will mourn the sorrows of sin and separation. Come unto Me and receive Me in this day, and begin to receive all that I have. Shine forth thy desire and I will find thee in the darkness of a world soon changed, even as it is spoken.”
November 6, 2015 Friday (3:55 am)
I am trying to come out of a deep sleep into some clarity, because I heard Father waking me with the words, “Write I would speak with thee.” I can feel the fog of sleep lifting as I write.
Breathing for the clarity of Spirit to come as I pray and ask for the flow of His love…
“Oh My son, ye are blessed to be of a mind to hear and receive the good tidings of joy. For as ye receive My word ye are of a heart to humble thyself and be of a heart of service for thee and of those who might be of a nature to hear My words and take in My love. For as ye have spoken in this ye know My love and the correctness of these things that come before thee. So be of good cheer to still hear Me as ye struggle with thy own focus and discipline. For ye come unto Me in thy prayers seeking and asking with a mind that is overwhelmed in the many things of this world, and ye are troubled in thy lack of focus and thy worthiness. And it is in these concerns that still speaks of your desire. For as ye are reading of My past children (Alma in the Book of Mormon), ye are reading of the ebb and flow of Spirit and desire, because of the very minds and hearts of My children. For it is of a nature to be of this very flow and it is the struggle to move through these very times that pull and push the spirit of obedience. For if ye could see from My view/perspective ye would see a world of flowing energy, of which all are a part. And ye would see the varied influences of Heaven and earth and what ye cannot even know, the energy of he who fights against Me. And in this view ye would know and understand the mind and flow of great influence. So ye can now know it is because of great desire that turns the influences down as you dial into the frequency desired. Just as you change the station of your radio with a push of a button, and then need to fine tune when there is interference. So it is ye push the button of desire to the desired thought or wave of influence. For ye have many times to push the change of influence. For as ye are of a stream of desire, it is often ye are pushed and buffeted to be of another, and it is even Heaven that will use its influence to even plead with the mind of many to, ‘Come unto Me.” For your own mind is even enlightened as ye now see yesterday with more clarity as ye can see the many times of influences, that ye are buffeted.
Oh ye that are of the Refiner’s Fire, know ye My love? And know ye that it is because of thy will, to come unto Me, that ye are even buffeted by he who fights against Me. And in this struggle ye learn the strength of will, fortitude and desire. So think ye not that ye are not worthy, for even as ye are buffeted in these many ways and things, now that the price of sin is being paid with thy own sweat and tears. But it is My blood, My holy offering, that creates the leap of distance that is a great distance for ye to know Me and the Father again. For ye wonder of these things and I say unto thee, ‘That the mind of he who has given into the things and ways of this world is like what is now termed vinyl or in past terms record. For the grooves have been played and known. And it is of the mind to replace with yet another set of grooves to play, but even as the old grooves are familiar, and it is of this that the evil one uses the grooves of familiarity and the past of influence with ease and desire.’ For this is of many subjects from sin unto weakness. For have ye not been buffeted in worth of self? And how easy it is to slip into the old grooves and hear the past words of that particular groove of recording? For yes as ye think of yesterday, ye can see more clearly the many, many times that the needle of the mind had been skipped into another groove of thought/influence, and ye now know of which I speak. And this is the term ‘Price of sin.’ For if ye have less grooves of experience and thought then ye would have less to be buffeted with. But the mind is layered with many records and in this is the ever influence of varied desire and opportunity to overcome. For is not all sin separation? And when ye think sin, ye think of grievous things on a scale of magnitude, but I say unto you, ‘ Is not the lack of worth, separation? And is not over worth again separation? Is not the greed, coveting and lack of gratitude separation? For ye of no sin, is there not one? Nay. So be not hard on the self who have the wage of sin upon thee, for all carry some form thereof. And it is in this that the partaking of the fruit was brought upon the heads of man, and in this ye are proven.
So be of a clear mind of knowing, the price is being paid in the influences of this very world. So be of good cheer, for ye have choice when one groove is skipping into another. Ye can simply lift the needle to play the groove of desire, and in this ye know the desire of the heart.
Oh My son, be not discouraged but know it is because of thy worth that ye are buffeted and influenced. And it is upon choice and perseverance that ye win the fight and know the worth of self. So press on and battle through the opportunity of choice, and ye will know whom thou art. Know Me and know My love, even in this that causes thee to stagger in fatigue. Therefore call upon Me and the angels of Heaven and ye will be held up in thy battle of wills. Be strong and press forward in My love.”
November 8, 2015 Sunday (4:15 am)
I just woke up to the sound of the cat crunching on her dry food (which is in another room). After her crunching had ended, I laid there in the early morning silence as I tried to return to my sleep when I heard, “Write My son, I would speak to thee on being ‘gay’.” As I turned on the light and gathered the pen and paper I replied, “Yes Father, I will write as you command for the world and myself, but I am nervous to hear Thy words.”
Breathing for the flow of Spirit…
“Oh ye that seeketh the wisdom of the world but seek not the wisdom and knowing of thy God; ye are as children and know nothing. For if ye had wisdom ye would seek Me, and know Me. Then ye would know of My love, but in thy blindness ye know nothing but the silence of the Spirit and the clamoring of a world that clamors after the thought of man seeking a love without God. For it is in this that My heart knows the wisdom of love, and in this is the knowledge of man made into a judgment of honor and humility. For if ye could see as I see ye would know the wisdom of all things, even the wisdom of being ‘gay’ in a world of the forbidden tree of the knowledge of commands. And did not Eve partake? And yet she bore the weight and price and still liveth unto the cost of death. And in this is the cause of rejoicing, even as she knew the price. As a man/woman knoweth themselves then they have a choice of knowing the wisdom of the world through Me or the wisdom of the world through a life of silence. And now the clamoring of a world the receives the ideas of their own progression/evolution, but without My mind and heart.
Oh My son, ye fear the knowledge of God because it is not of man and the populace view of the world. For if ye could see ye would see the love of God extended unto all of My creation. For if ye knew My love then ye would know My wisdom and mind. And of this ye are still blind, because ye fear God over the world. And ye seek silence to remain of a state of ignorance. But I say, ‘Seek Me in all things and ye will know Me, even as I am.’
Oh Father, there is a pushing and pulling away, I want to hear but fear because of the unexplained coming through me and the judgment of any differences. Help me in my struggle as I fear and yet have a curious mind of the word.
“Oh ye hypocrite of the mind, as ye say one thing and feel another. And in this thing I can still feel and know your heart of intention and speak unto that which is of a love that desires Me. For as ye still continue to come unto Me in a humbleness of love, then ye still hear My words and begin to know Me even as I know you in this state of fear. Oh ye know My love because ye seek Me, even above the desire of the world of the natural man. But it is a world that clamors because they know nothing of Me and still follow the ideals of a world caught in the thinking of the world still blind unto the ways of God. Because if it were through Me they would see and know the true wisdom of love. For as ye have struggled in this very dilemma of a split nature. Ye then know of this struggle between the natural man, that is of this world, and the true self which is of a world of light and all truth and knowledge. And yet man struggles because of this very same unconscious fear of wanting to choose a world of desire over the world of complete love. For the world of man is like the Pharisees, of the old world of man, that tries to trick the Lord of Heaven into a falseness of the law and truth, and it was I that even spoke both unto them. For I giveth the law to break the law of…”
Oh Father, again I fear and am in a mind of swarming words and fears.
I just laid the pen down to get a clear mind, and as I did so I have been in a semi sleep state because of my exhaustion; still being caught in my fear and now I feel unworthy of His clarity. Feeling that I have made this about me and not the purity of His word. This starts a spiraling effect because now I feel unworthy, a spiraling that I must stop because it takes me into non-trust and a spiraling to where I have been before which leads to separation.
“Oh Father, help me as I am in a struggle of love and fear! Help me to be free of my own limiting prison. Help me to trust upon Thy arm and not fear, which leads me into separation. I seek Thy love and would be lost at this point without Thee and Thy word. Oh Father forgive me and draw back not Thy love! I pray for Thy patience with my being caught in my self-struggle.
“Oh My son, thy time is short, for thy commitments. I hear thy heart and know thy desire and I draw back not My love nor My word. For in thee is the struggle of man, and in this is a pureness of desire. Even as ye struggle with thy own self-defeating behavior ye are Mine and I am in thee and with thee to help thee move through this struggle of trust. And as ye lean upon Me and Mine arm extended, then ye begin to know a love that ye have never known, and in this ye experience a love so pure that ye will be made whole again. Oh My son of My heart, fear not My love made pure in thee. Rest thy weary mind and know these things which have been spoken will not be withdrawn from thee. But ye will be as My children that wandered for forty years because of their unworthiness. Fear not My son ye/we have not forty years to teach these very lessons of obedience and trust. Go forth into thy day and know My love in thy heart turned unto Me.”
Oh Father, thank you!
November 11, 2015 Tuesday (5:38 am)
I was in a half waking state when I spoke in my mind, “Father, I love Thee.” And in response I heard, “Write, I will speak with thee; you need to trust again.”
Pen and paper gathered from my bedside and breathing for clarity, trust, and the Spirit…
“Oh My son, thou art here and My words flow unto thee with the ease of breath and in this ye are blessed and loved. For as thou hast seen and experienced the flow is predicated upon thy faith and willingness to receive, and in this is thy love for the Heavens shown and in this is the love of the Heavens received. For in these words is the relationship of the Lord of Hosts and the Lord of All Creation, even Me Jesus, of the atoning sacrifice. For weren’t you even questioned last night ‘Who is speaking?’ And now the Spirit bears the truth of this through even these words of confirmation. And as ye continue to open thy mind and heart unto Me, it is then that I can work the glory of miracles that change a wounded heart and in this is the wounding made whole and in this is the healing of all mankind. For as the world of man comes unto Me, the wounds of all will be of a changed position and the heart will shine only the love that freely floweth unto all of My creation. For if thou could see again thou would see the streaming love about thee, and in this energy of love thou would (missed word ) the heart of acceptance unto all that can allow and receive. For it is not of if and when, but how much one can take into the whole of creation. And as man, even ye, take upon My name ye then begin to receive the flow of eternal life that changes thee from the natural man into the eternal man, and in this every woman, child and man are blessed in this very love.
For come unto Me and open thy heart and in this opening ye shall receive that which is for thee to receive, and in this is thy healing and blessing. For did not the truth of thy Beloved (Elizabeth) words just ring forth in thy mind… ‘Love brings up anything unlike its self.’ ? And did you not even know this from thy past attempts to heal the unworthiness within thee? The very pain that causes thee to turn from Me and hide in thy life of sin or separation. And is this not even the case from the beginning of man, with thy mother and father of all creation? For in their truth of knowledge was their separation. For in their sin of partaking was the command broken and thus the unworthiness of life began and ye are likened unto them as ye are born unto the world of separation. And thus all mankind receives the unworthiness of this life lived that ye might know for thyself the bitterness and the sweet and the varied views of the world of polarity or opposites. And so here you are in the mix of varied emotions, feelings, thoughts, actions and experiences and then engaging with others in their own experiences of these. And it is in this variety that ye receive the lessons of life, which ye choose to come to receive. Therefore, why would a loving Father of compassion and grace allow such hardship, but as to learn? Learn from yourself and from each other, even in the many conflicts of war of the wills of each individual. For as ye come unto Me, it is then that I can lead thee through and into the brightness of eternal love. And it is in this that changes the heart that then begins to radiate and shine the love of God, and in this is the Father of All Creation pleased. For it is in this that ye are proven and it is in this that ye are blessed, even unto the anointing of eternal life which is beyond immortality. For this is the way of all creation, and in this is the way of the evolution of man. Light upon light will ye then light up unto Me and shine even as I, and in this is the glory of mankind.
Oh ye that believe not upon My word, know ye not the truth before thee? And it is in this freedom of choice that ye are given to receive. And if ye were of a wisdom of Heaven ye would choose the light of love, My light, that will be for all to receive once they have a heart open unto Me, and in this is the blessing given. Oh My children, open thy hearts and receive that which is waiting if ye only do so. For in this is the healing of man that opens the gate and brings him/her into the eternities. So hence is My love given freely unto them that will receive Me. And is it not better to receive Me now and take upon thee the light of love and healing? Yea, open thy hearts and receive Me.
Lay back My son, and receive this very love.”
“Oh Father, thank you!”
“Continue to receive and ye will shine with the glory which is of Me.”
As I laid back I began to breathe with intention and opened my heart, and as I did I had image after image which seemed more dream-like filter through my mind. These images were not making sense and not seeming of a spiritual nature, which I would expect to have feelings or thoughts of a spiritual nature. But as I continued to breathe, I saw, heard, and experienced my Elizabeth kneel beside me and say, “Oh W.” As if encouraging me to breathe and continue on; and then she was gone, as I continued to experience these types of non-connected images. I then felt my feet begin to tingle with energy, and then move up my body (which is odd because the flow is usually reversed). And then the tingling energy flowed from my head downward, until my hands were full of energy and were flowing with the observed energy, which seemed to be streaming through and from me. And it was in this state of flowing that I heard, “This is like a seed that is planted… let it continue to grow.” And it was in this flowing state that I was in an amazement of love, which seemed to be more of a physical nature that was without the overwhelming emotions that I often feel with the Spirit. I received the impression that I could let this energy flow and to connect in with it on a continual basis and it would be a growing of light. And it was then that I heard His words, “Continue to receive and ye will shine with the glory which is of Me.”
I am left with wonder and awe, but not overwhelmed. Again like I have said in the past, ‘like it was an everyday experience’ And I am left with a deep peace, and a heart of gratitude.
“Thank you Father for your mercy and love.”
November 20, 2015 Friday (6:07 am)
I just woke up before my alarm and my first words/thoughts were, “Father I love Thee and follow Thee.” It was a moment or two later that I heard, “Write My son and I will continue to speak of love. For it is in the continued abstaining from joy that brings you the blessings of My wisdom.”
I am breathing for Spirit and clarity as I flash onto the phone call from the Stake President asking me to counsel a Bishop who is working with a young gay member of his ward. The last day or so I have been pondering and asking for the words of support to speak, as I now return to my breathing and await the Lord’s counsel…
“It is in the wisdom of the Heavens that ye should hear My words and know the wisdom of My love. For as ye continue to follow My wisdom and be of an abstinence of the joy of man, then ye know the wisdom of the blessings that flow unto thee and ye know the wisdom of My love. For as ye have been given the gift of life and creation, it is in these that some give the opportunity to expand, and some are given the wisdom to build such wisdom in the realms beyond and in this is the love made manifest. For the world of the natural man would and does see this as a flaw of doctrine. ‘For why would ye not seek the joy and pleasure of self and others? Why would ye not know the boundless love of union?’ And I say unto thee, ‘Because ye know not Me and the wisdom of that which ye use, the powers of creation, and ye see the gift as an obstacle of omittance and ye know not the wisdom of all that is given. For some see it as just a source of pleasure, and some see it as an opportunity to expand their love of another, while others view it as an opportunity to serve in giving life to another. And I say, ‘Unto all these thinkings is truth and wisdom, but it is I that giveth each command, and blessing predicated therein.’ And in these is the blessing of salvation given, and in this is the blessing of exhalation revealed.
Oh world of man, ye seek the wisdom of self, which has always been, and in this limitation ye know that the love of God is not with thee. But is of a silence as ye proceed in discovery of self, and move further and further from Me. For as ye are led, as a bull that is ringed, by he who fights against Me. For as he leads thee unto thine own understandings of pleasure and freedom. But I say unto thee, ‘The freedom of man is not in the freedom of self-expression against God, but in the obeying heart that is willing to lay aside the things of this world to give heed to the ways of God.’ For in this is taught true wisdom and the heart is fed according to the containment of self desire and a freedom of a world of opposites/polarities. For as ye heard Me say, ‘That ye are as Eve, and still it is so.’ For in thy choice is the blessings given, and as ye choose between the love of God and the love of self, ye are given the opportunity to choose that which has always been the wisdom of the command. For some say that it is because of the very choice of Eve man exists. But I say unto thee, ’Eve was given the blessings and the commands, and in this she was given the gift of knowledge of a world of opposites. For as she was given choice, she was in full awareness of the choice of which she was to give/bless man. And in this was the command broken that the world of polarity might be given its opportunity to be a schooling of thee and all of man. And in this ye are given choice, and the opportunity to bring upon thee the blessings and the learnings. For if the young man of choice (the young gay member) is made to obey, do I have a love of the heart? Nay. And it is in this that he is bruised because of the desires of self over the desires to be of Me. For throughout all of the scriptures, given unto man as a learning of obedience, is the learning of person upon person who is in the learning of obedience. From thy holy parents of the garden unto Noah, Abraham, down to the wisdoms of Solomon. And in these and beyond is the continued opposition manifest. And as all seek Me, they then are bumping up against these very same issues of obedience. For as soon as ye learn this, then ye know the wisdom of true freedom. For the world of man sees freedom as a lesson of self and the indulgences therein, but it is in a wisdom of God and man united that the true freedom begins. For as Eve blessed thee with choice ye are now given the opportunity to partake of self or to partake of God, and in this is the basis of all. For as ye are witnessing thy own understanding of these things ye are seeing and knowing the pre-counsel of a life chosen and ye are perceiving the truth of this wisdom. For as ye were angered in thy confusion of a split of desires, ye lashed out thine anger towards Me and My law. And ye could not see the fullness of wisdom, that these very lessons are of thy own creation. That it was because of thine very own choice that the world around thee was pained and bruising. For in this was the chosen birth of thyself, and the birthing of thy true desire displayed unto thee, and a gift unto Me. For have ye not offered thy life upon the altar, Mine altar, the altar of sacrifice? And are not all given this same alter? For some have chosen a life of ease and the ignorance of no knowledge, that gives the surety of My blessings. And some have chosen the complexity of life in many varied forms to test and prove themselves unto Me. And ye and your brother of hope (the young gay member) are of this very same lesson of obedience. For when Abraham had the knife drawn was he not of this very testing? Oh ye world of man, can ye see not thy own creation? And ye cry out unto Me in thy pain as ye think that it is of My choosing for thee to suffer thy burdens.
Oh ye that are blind, choose ye Me. Let the blindfold of veiling fall away and let thine eyes be awakened to the truth and beauty of this understanding, and temper thy railing against Me. For it is in this knowledge of freedom that loosens the binds that ye are self-bound, and allows the heart the freedom of love again. For if the world of man could see even this wisdom, ye would find love again. Oh hearts of man, open to this truth and seek Me, come unto Me and ye will find Me. And the outpouring will be worth thy suffering and lack. For as ye offer what ye have been given upon Mine altar, ye offer Me an opportunity to give thee all that I have. And as ye learn the varied lessons of a life chosen, ye learn the true wisdom of the Heavens which the world of clamoring cannot even imagine. Oh ye that sacrifice much will ye receive all that I have, which ye will be of a reward for thy bruising and suffering. For it is through My holy sacrifice for all that even your way is made clear to the wealth that awaits. For ask ye this, ‘Was I not bruised for thee?’ And as I offered Myself unto the Father, I offered My all and the gift was accepted unto the glory of man. And as ye offer thine own offering unto the Father, so is the offering of sacrifice complete, and the blessings of glory are given unto thee as ye cannot even know.
So rest thy worried minds in the peace of knowing this wisdom, and ye know of My love which the Father of All Creation will honor and bless thee with a greatness of eternity, even life eternal the greatest of all. Be of good cheer My children and continue to come unto Me in thy offerings of wisdom.”
November 25, 2015 Wednesday (5:27 am)
I went to bed at 2:00 am, because I picked up my niece from the airport and her flight was delayed. I have had only a couple hours sleep when I heard, in a half waking state, “Write My son, I would speak with thee.” After hearing His call I was willing but in my exhaustion fell back asleep. Again I was willing but had concerns for my health with my lack of sleep. So here I am a short time later showing the Lord my willingness to follow His word and command at any price.
I am breathing to clear the way for His Spirit and word…
“Oh My son, I would that ye would hear and follow My word, inasmuch as ye know the love of the Heavens. And in this love is the continual knowledge of wisdom that ye would know the peace that comes in doing the will and following the command. For let thy concerns of health be quieted, because My hand is on thee, and for thee, and in this are the blessings of God made available. Oh My son, ye are of the blessing of righteousness, and with this is the wisdom of love. The love of the Savior of Mankind, calls out to thee to be of good cheer in the ways of righteousness as ye live the commanded life and be of a witness of truth that is of a good and happy countenance. For as ye bring the light of love into thee ye should also bring forth an attitude of love to fill thee and make thee whole. Even in thy weakness of the stresses of life and as ye willfully bring forth this word of light, let thy own light shine of the truth that ye hold. For be of good cheer and know this in thy heart and let the change of My goodness carry that which is upon thy shoulders and mind, that it might be sloughed off. For call upon My name and cast off and out all that is not of love. For as ye have experiences of emotions of anger and disappointment let these emotions be released in the name of He who commands all things. For as you allow these emotions to continue to plague thy heart, for as ye have them release them unto Me and I will take them from thee that ye might return to the light of love that serves thee best.
Oh My son, hear these words that the light might shine more brightly in thee and ye might carry the weight of My love, which is light, and ye carry the light instead of the darkness of thy emotions. Know this that the adversary of darkness fights for thee and is placing situation after situation to bring thee down and give thee the weight of darkness, that ye might be drawn away from Me and the light of love.
So as ye encounter these varied experiences of emotion, let thy mind turn to Me and use thy sword of truth and power to fight through to the release of the weight and carry only light which will change thee for the good. Allow this truth to lay the holy blocks of salvation and ye shall find a new life in Me. Rest thy head and know My love as I bless thee in My love and command, for ye are blessed.”
November 28, 2015 Saturday (7:48 am)
Waking up after going to bed at 3:00 am because of my work schedule and getting up just a little while ago to let the cat out. I’ve had such little sleep but I still woke in a state of gratitude and asking for the Lord’s help with going back to sleep. As I was in this state of gratitude I heard, “Write My son, I will be brief for your time.” ( The Lord is saying this because I have another set-up this morning and have to soon get going so I am not late.)
Breathing for clarity and the Spirit…
“For it is in the wisdom, My son, That ye heard My words and know My counsels of this that ye encountered at thy workplace. That ye should know the wisdom of working with such energy and devotion of the one, of many, that work for the will of he who fights against Me. For ye have encountered the strange and the workings of mischief that ye might be of a state of fear and a state of disruption. But as ye encounter such energy ye know the workings of unrest and unease as ye grow close unto Me. And in this is the disruption of peace and security of a connection of Spirit. But he who is of this encounter is of little nuisance and is like a fly that is buzzing thee to annoyance. So be of no fear that is fed upon and the energy that is desired. For if ye fear then ye give unto them the disruption and desire that is achieved. Yes My son, I hear your concern, ‘Why cannot the Holy Power of Heaven control the space and stop this from happening?’ And I say unto thee, ‘Because of this very thing that ye are given opportunity upon opportunity to be of a buffeting. Because of the very scale of justice and judgment, the very scale of balance. For as ye have been taught of this, and here it is again in thy presence. For as ye are given much from the Heavens, ye are then allowed the same time or amount of energy for the opposition to be of a nature of justice. For as ye are in the developmental stage, ye are buffeted unto this very thing. And the minions of he who fights against Me have chosen to try thee in this disruption of fear. And I say unto thee, ‘Be of no fear, and be of a peace of the Heavens in this very thing. For as ye continually come unto Me ye then show thy power in their persistence, ye know the love of God. For as ye develop and grow in this ye will be of little concern. And give unto them little respect and in this they become as important as a buzzing fly, and unto them are their efforts forging their own damnation of everlasting darkness.
Oh My son, be of good cheer, even in this, for it shows thee of the efforts unto thee because of the very cause which is of thee. For are ye not chosen unto Me? And are ye not My son of the morning? So fear not in thy growth and know that this brings thee experience, and grows thee in the ways of power. And in this ye are made strong unto Me. For the very jaws of hell is calling for thee as ye are growing unto Me and beginning to understand the ways of balance and power. For why would My Father allow such, of he who fights against Me, as I was in My preparations of My sacrifice and shifting of power for the purposes to be achieved? Because of this very thing, the scale of balance, for a call of justice for a righteous judgment. Oh ye that are buffeted and know these things, know ye that ye are of Me and are given these very opportunities to be a fair and just judgment. So rejoice in this very thing, and in thy rejoicings and focus unto Me is the light of love shed upon thee in thy purpose of achievement. So be of good cheer and give no heed to the buzzing fly of nuisance. For as ye do this, the efforts desired are not achieved and ye have given thy power unto Me, and in this ye have won the struggle of energy and power. Therefore My son, be of peace and continually come unto Me, as ye did last night in thy buffetings. Blessed art thou son, even in this. Peace as ye grow and be in balance.”
December 4, 2015 Friday (4:52 am)
I just woke a couple of minuets ago, before my alarm, and as awoke I spoke out, “Father I desire Thee, but if I should sleep, let me sleep. I am worried for my body, but I always desire Thee.” And I heard a quick response, “I can heal your body in a minute.” I then relied, “Then let me write if it be thy desire.” Hearing, “Write.”
Pen in my hand as I breathe for the Spirit and clarity…
“My son, My son thou thinketh that the world of man is true form and I say unto thee, ‘the elements of all creation obey My word and it is even the same in thee. And I say unto thee, ‘Obey and desire is the key principle of this creation.’ So remember thy heart with the love of desire and in this ye will be given choice to obey My command. For if one is weak on desire, then let him obey. And if one is weak on obedience, then let him desire. For the desire is not without obedience, and obedience nor desire. For as ye ponder consider this and ye will soon realize it is the very turn key to the door of Heaven. And as ye discover this then ye will know freedom of this life lived. For if thou art desirous of true freedom, this is the very way unto salvation and beyond. For as ye know salvation cometh unto all who bend the knee of acceptance, but beyond this is the glory of all glory. The kingdom of My Father, which is even beyond all, even unto all righteousness, which is life eternal. So come unto Me and desire Me in thy heart and then obey My command and in this is the way made straight and the way illuminated for the heart that desires Me. Oh My son, art ye this? Ye write because of thy desire over sleep, and ye art blessed because ye desire Me over the world. Yes, I can hear your thinkings of perfection and your weakness, and it is because of even this that ye are humbled and ye know Me. Continue in your desire and the weakness of the world will fall away, and in time the glory of man revealed. For shrouded within each is the mystery of creation made perfect. And in this mystery is the key unto the renewal of the body and mind, unto even perfection. And in this is the key unto receiving the presence of the Father and unto the glory of all glory; the mighty change from the natural man unto the perfected man in progression. So be ye not worried of the many imperfections of the natural state, but be most concerned of the pure desire that abides in thee. And yes, I know that even this is of thy concern of the ebb and flow of thy focused desire, but worry not and remember Me. And it is in this that ye will be made perfect unto the mystery. Oh be ye therefore perfect in desire and ye will receive this gift of beyond salvation. Remember Me and be at peace, My son of desire.
Oh ye Israel of man, know ye not that ye are Mine? And I gather thee from the oceans and the seas, and the lands therein. Know ye not that the heart of God calls forth unto thee? To come forth from thy hiding places and let the world of man receive thee even as ye are in Me. For soon ye will behold this great glory which is soon upon the remnants of all peoples. Oh ye that know these truths ye now begin to see even as God. Blessed art the sons of man that believe and know even these truths that are upon them. And blessed art thou son to hear of such truths. For did not the truth ring true of this even in thy youth? Blessed art thou.”
Oh Father of all truth, thank you for these words…
“For how thou hath grown, for ye question not and receiveth without question of their correctness. Blessed is thine heart even as ye have faith that burneth brightly. Receive Me and know.”
December 9, 2015 Wednesday (1:02 am)
I just woke up and heard, “Son, write I would speak with thee.” I was still lingering in a half waking state, and my mind was skipping from one unconnected thought to another unconnected thought, as if being the observer. Then I heard again, “Son, I would speak with thee.” So here I am clearing my mind and calling on the Spirit as I breathe…
“Oh yes, My son, it is in the plain and the pure that ye desire My word, and be a channel of purity. For as ye desire to be pure so it is that the word is defined and in this desire doth the truth change and ye are given of this that ye ask and know. For as the world of man cometh to a closure, so doth the word shine evermore so bright against the darkness that is about thee. For as the darkness of he who fights against Me is embraced, so it is that My truth and knowledge is lost and it is in the simple understanding that the world cannot even comprehend. And as ye heard, the truth is weighed in a lightness of respect. For even in this is the world evermore embraced in a darkness of lack and understanding. Oh ye world of man awaken from thy slumber and know the truth of Christianity, that I am and surely cometh! For even in the heard statement is a mocking of My truth, and in this is My heart saddened unto a righteous anger. For in this attitude will My presence be as a knife in butter and will cut quick to the heart, and the lightness of mocking made to a trembling. Oh ye world of man, ye know not but soon, ye will be as a leaf in the tree of a breeze and will rustle and waiver. And as the wind is steady so ye will wave and shake until thy grip is made to even fall; so ye shall be humbled into submission.
So My son, hear this word of warning and know that the hand of God is upon thee to hear and know even these thinkings. Be ye therefore prepared in thy heart as well as in thy food, and materials of support. Be ye therefore prepared in all manner of goods, for the wind of change will surely quickly blow, and ye will be of a safeguard of preparedness. Sleep My son, for thy mind is weary and thy body doth desire slumber. Sleep and know the peace of preparedness and being in the hand/heart of God.”
Just a note, earlier today as I was on a set-up, at a private club, I overheard a couple of women critiquing some the the existing decorations in the club and when they got to the beautiful nativity, one woman said to the other, “And then there is that Jesus scene…I think they have some name for it…” It was spoken in a condescending tone, and I then heard what I have been reading in the Book of Mormon, of the people having a stiff neckedness and a hardness of heart. So this writing was in response to my heard conversation.
December 13, 2015 Sunday (5:43 am)
I just woke up to my alarm set for my early leadership meeting and as I woke I heard, “Write.” And without another thought started to breathe for clarity and my connection to Spirit, as I also try to clear the sleep and exhaustion…
“Oh My son, thou art chosen to hear and in this is the responsibility of knowing that which is for thee and upon thee. For as ye have chosen this path, thou art blessed, and in this blessing is the knowing of things to come and the wake of things to be. And in this thou art blessed to know the things of God. For hath not the very gates of Heaven been opened for thee? Hath not the crown been placed? And ye shall receive all that is before thee in My kingdom and the kingdom of the Father. For have ye not been blessed? And in this blessing is the ability and responsibility to know that which is soon upon thee, and in this ye must know and do. For ye will receive these things as an answer to the prayers of the many as they pray for My return, and in this is the coming to begin as it has been doing so. For some are watching for the signs, but do they not see the subtlety of the signs are being shown? And those signs that are of major importance are soon upon them and in this very thing some will be prepared, who have listened to My word. And some will suddenly wake up from a stupor of complacency, and these it will be as a tidal wave and the shock will be their warning.
Oh My children, waste not thy time in the idle and the feign, but take upon thee the urgency to prepare. Be ye ready physically and mentally and in these will ye be prepared spiritually. For ye know not these times that are soon upon thee, and ye must know Me, even as they come. For has not the call been heard? Have not My children of leadership been calling out for thee to be prepared? And are not these same now calling forth in subtle ways to refine thy will? So listen not with the ears of man, but listen with the ears of Spirit and it will surely open up unto thee; the messages of hope and to be a chosen people. Raise thy banners of hope for all to see and let them gather, for the Lord surely cometh. And in this will the world begin to shake and release her joy at My word spoken unto her. For the world of man thinketh that, “It’s just nature and the plates of movement.” But I say unto you, ‘It is upon My whisper of love that she responds.’ And it is upon My word of authority that she is given the course of such action. For knoweth this and ye will begin to see the beauty and the grace of such a wonder.
For hear Me and know the wisdom to prepare; know the truth that is surely upon thee. Know all of this and in it is the blessing of hope, the hope self and of others. For call out, ‘Prepare ye, prepare ye for the King of kings surely shall be crowned upon the leadership of this world.’ For He that came in modest birth surely cometh for all to see His glory. For He weareth the crown of glory, which is given of the Father. Which is a crown to be seen upon the whole face of this very world. So come unto Me and kneel thy will, and receive Me now so that ye might know Me then. Cry forth unto the people, ‘Prepare ye for, My Lord and King, surely cometh unto the children of men.’ Oh My world awaken and know My voice and ye shall be prepared for that which is soon upon thee. Even so, blessed art thou, My son, to hear and know these things. And blessed are those that have an ear to believe and follow, even in these calls to prepare. Rest thy mind and know the truth of these things and in it is the responsibility to speak with thy voice as a witness of hope. Blessed art thou son to be of this. Even so, amen.”
“Yes, I can hear thy concerns of how and acceptance. For thou hast been given this time to prepare thyself and now it is time to come forth with a loud voice of the warrior thou art. And in this some will spit upon thee and others will call thee blessed, but let not either be of influence as ye hear My voice that calls forth, ‘Son and blessed.’ Be ye therefore strong and lift thy voice as a witness of these very things.”
December 21, 2015 Monday (6:50 am)
I’ve been up for a couple of hours reading and pondering the scriptures, and as I was just getting up off my knees from my morning prayer to greet the cat and start getting ready for work I was prompted to write. In my prayer, I have been asking for deliverance, as instructed calling upon the name of Christ to help me. I can feel a slight ‘being off’ feeling, like a blanket of… not darkness that is too strong, but a negativity, and yet that isn’t quite it either. Kind of like a dampening, a fog or mist that is causing me to feel a slight separation… not a fullness of connection. It’s hard to explain more to be felt, and it being in the wake of a baptism, where the Spirit was felt strongly and even feeling the Sabbath Spirit. Maybe I am just exhausted, but I am told to write, even in my pleadings for help. I am concerned about the time, but wanting to obey and respond to His response. Breathing for the Spirit of clarity as I wait for the flow to begin…
“Oh My son of the morning, thou knowest Me and in this doeth the words of wisdom and influence come unto thee. And in this is the love given unto him who is being in a slight buffeting of the grace given at the cost of justice. For even as the Spirit was received and given, and so the justice of darkness is permitted that ye might be of Me and in this is the truth given for thee to know. For this is the path of My disciple and this is the price to be paid. For even as ye receive the Spirit of Glory, ye must also know its counter. For as ye know this ye begin to see the balance of all things. For if ye look even unto Joseph (Smith), was not his life given the very same scale of measure? Was he not buffeted to the degree of receiving? Oh ye that come unto Me and receive Me know that the weight is light, because the Heavens step in and guide thee even through these times of darkness. For even as the scale is brought into balance, ye still turn unto Me and it is in this that is given the glory of the scale and the judgment is made to be of a just and pure judgment. For even as ye feel these very mists about thee, turn unto Me and receive Me, and in this thou will find thy deliverance. For even as ye wanted to turn unto the television to hide in thy exhaustion and ye were of a numbing, because of these very mists that surrounded thee. Fight through and know the truth of which is before thee; know that thou art in the balance of God, and that the feelings about thee are still of the Refiner’s fire. And in this art the blessings to be given as ye walk through these very times. So press forward, My son, and know that the truth of such things are to be moved through and not relinquished to. For as ye recognize this then ye will know the truth that is before thee and ye may not flounder and be deceived in such a veil of darkness that is even so slight. So cast off the burden and be of a lightness of hope and knowing the truth of such a witness. For as ye cast off this veil that is upon thee know that I am just beyond and being the light to guide thee through these mists to even unto the light of day. Be ye therefore wise and come unto Me in mighty desire and prayer, and in this is the sun to burn the mists, to even surrender to the love of the relationship of Heaven, and ye shall know the truth before thee. Fear not My son, thou art beloved in Christ and in this art ye made perfect. Rejoice in this love and ye shall truly know peace. Peace be yours even in these times of the gathering mists. Be strong in thy heart and know the truth of these things. Come unto Me, even so. “
December 22, 2015 Tuesday (11:38 pm)
I was just kneeling in my bedtime prayer and giving thanks for the feeling of connection. As I was praying I visualized keeling at an altar, high in the Heavens. Kneeling at this altar and offering my love and gratitude. As I was offering up my heart, a huge jolt of energy shot through me and threw my physical hands apart. I was especially grateful for the feelings of connection after having been experiencing the mists of disconnection, spoken about in the previous writing. You know, as I ponder now, the connection over the last several weeks has been wonderful, even incredible. The Heavens have been so open, and maybe that is why the ‘mists’ were so contrasting in comparison. Over these last few weeks I have even felt spirit personages present while in church. On one occasion, while sitting next to a brother who has started sitting next to me on the back row, as I am the greeter and monitor the doors during the sacrament. This brother, who was just baptized nearly a year ago, has adopted the chair next to me, and shared with me a wonderful story about his deceased wife. I have fed on this story over the weeks since he shared it. His wife passed over a year ago, as her cancer progressed she went out of state to be with her sister who is a physician. He conveyed that as he is still cleaning out the house after her death he was drawn to her sewing basket. And as he went through her sewing basket he discovered a set of cd’s tucked discreetly on the inside of the basket. And as he examined them he was astonished because they were of the Book of Mormon! He never knew she was even interested in the LDS faith, and he didn’t share with her before her passing that he was even meeting with the missionaries and learning of the faith. He shared with me how he was overwhelmed and astonished at the synchronicity of her having and listening to these cd’s, his meeting with the missionaries, and his even being baptized. A wonderful story of the direction of Spirit and as I mentioned I have fed upon it for weeks since his sharing it with me. Well, it was this particular Sunday while sitting next to me, and as the sacrament was being passed the story popped into my mind. As it came into my mind, my body simultaneously began to charge up with energy of an awareness of spirit. As it does when spirit is present it began to jolt with energy in reaction to my sensing her presence, as I tried with all my might to clamp the energy down to avoid becoming a spectacle. I was grateful to be tucked away in the back corner, but he did confess later that he thought I had a form of epilepsy. So here I was feeling the overwhelming emotions of spirit present and I choked back my emotions and heard her say as a clear thought, “Let him know how proud I am of him.” As I was filled with pure joy of emotion, as it took everything in me to hold back the joy that wanted to be expressed in sobs, but I could not hold back the streaming tears. It was after the meeting that I went to his house and conveyed the experience in privacy and he was very grateful for my sharing this experience, and that he felt the desire to do her temple work, as he is now preparing to go through the temple for himself.
Also, just a couple of weeks back a High Councilmen, who is a member of our ward and married into the family of my childhood friend, came to our early ward council meeting on stake business. As he was relaying a request of our Stake President as a goal of encouragement to be active in doing temple work for at least one name of our family each month. As this High Councilmen was sharing a personal story about one of his deceased relatives he became very emotional as I soon followed as I began to charge up with energy and sensing his relative standing just behind his chair at his left shoulder. He was very apologetic for his emotions and it was after the meeting that I was able to catch him as we stepped outside into the crisp fall air. As we stood there in the chill I told him of my experience and his emotions were because of the very presence of spirit. He hugged me as tears streamed in both of our eyes and he rushed off to contain himself. It was later at church as his wife came up to me with tears in her eyes that she conveyed that as he came home, from the meeting, he was telling her of the experience as she was putting on her eye make-up and having a very hard time doing so with the tears. As she now hugged me and said, “I love you.”
And then this last Saturday… well I could go on with a couple more of my own experiences of feeling the Spirit, but let me just say that the Spirit has been close and has been witnessing of His presence. I will share though, just last night as I was alone and working late, because of the fast approaching holiday, I had the music turned up and listening to a Pandora station called, Hillsong, modern Christian worship music. My coworker, turned me on to it and I find it helps comfort me with all the crazy paranormal activity at the shop and feeds my soul as the singers give praise to God. So as I was listening, I got caught up in this one song and my heart opened in praise of God, and the most incredible sensation of the Holy Spirit went through me. It started with a warmth and built into a tingling and even stronger combination of both, a burning of unquestionable Spirit that slowly flowed down through my body, as I teared and flowed with a spiritual sense of pure joy.
Yes, the Spirit has been present and the mists have made it more of a noticeable difference. So endurance is asked as I become even more appreciative of Lehi’s dream, in the book of Mormon. Perhaps, it’s not as symbolic as I once thought? Perhaps, the mists are as real as the rod of truth? And we are to grip even tighter to the rod as the mists come upon us… as I experience these very mists, I pray that my knuckles might be white with my grip, to that holy rod.
December 25, 2015 Friday (9:19 am)
I have been in bed reading the book, ‘Jesus The Christ’ and within the book the story of Christ’s birth, and just as I was about to read of the signs given to the western world of His birth I heard, “Write My son, I would speak with thee.” As I questioned I then heard, “I have come to reclaim the hearts of men.”
I now breathe and my mind is wondering as I open my heart to the faith of the words…
“Yes My son, I hear the plea to be of a clarity and in this thou art blessed; for in these words are the truths of the world, and in these the praise of Heaven. For as ye have read of the signs and prophecies you are now given a witness of the truth of these great things/wisdoms. For as ye have received Me it is now that ye receive a witness of such wonders, for even in thy heart ye must know of a witness of such. For as the Lamb of Sacrifice offered His heart unto man, so is the sacrifice made pure. And it is because of this very offering that I came into the world, and it is of this that I return to claim that which is Mine. For in the glory of My return shall every knee bow unto that which was/is given. For as a man cometh unto Me it is then that his heart becomes My heart, and as he truly becomes Mine, I am in him as he is in Me. For unto this is the nature of the Heavens, and the world of man knoweth not. For as man kneeleth in offering then is the offering made pure. For as the purity of such is received unto Me then is My heart made ready to receive the only truth, in the oneness of Heaven. For in this oneness is the glory of all things and in this is the truth restored unto all that receive Me. For as a man cometh before Me, it is in this that he must choose the glory of his birth and it is in this that is his judgment made before the Father of All. Oh ye that receive Me, receive me in thine heart before ye receive Me in Mine presence. For as ye receive Me in thine heart then ye ready thyself for the great change that is upon thee. For as I have spoken it, cloaked and shrouded within is the mystery of all mystery, even the perfection and eternal life given unto each. And upon My command is the truth revealed and given unto all. For as ye hear these words ye wonder, why and how, and I say unto you, ‘Question not how, but question ye why?’ For have I not spoken into your hearts and ye have received Me not? Oh world of man, know that as ye receive Me ye then receive the Comforter of All Truth, and in this He is made perfect in thee. And as ye are made perfect in Him, ye are perfect in Me, and as ye are made perfect in Us then ye are made accountable unto the Father of All Creation, even My Father whom commands Me. Oh ye that know not these things, ye know nothing, and ye know not the truths of this world. For come unto Me and know Me even as I am and ye will know the wisdom even of this. Believe upon these words and open thy hearts and ye shall be blessed. And ye shall know the truth of all things, even the truth of all wisdoms. Oh ye blessed that are of Me, listen unto the wisdoms of the heart and in this ye are Mine, and ye shall receive Me even as I am.
Oh ye Israel of man, know ye not that ye are Mine? And I gather thee from the oceans and the seas, and the lands therein. Know ye not that the heart of God calls forth unto thee? To come forth from thy hiding places and let the world of man receive thee even as ye are in Me. For soon ye will behold this great glory which is soon upon the remnants of all peoples. Oh ye that know these truths ye now begin to see even as God. Blessed art the sons of man that believe and know even these truths that are upon them. And blessed art thou son to hear of such truths. For did not the truth ring true of this even in thy youth? Blessed art thou.”
Oh Father of all truth, thank you for these words…
“For how thou hath grown, for ye question not and receiveth without question of their correctness. Blessed is thine heart even as ye have faith that burneth brightly. Receive Me and know.”
December 29,2015 Tuesday (8:13 am)
I just woke up naturally, being off for the week, and as I awoke I woke with energy. After letting the cat out and starting a load of laundry I crawled back into bed to read the scriptures awhile before really starting my day. As I was crawling back into bed I had a glimmer of thought, to write. But just as soon as I had the thought I shied away from it, that quickly started an internal dialogue which ended with me expressing to the Lord, “Father, it’s not that I’m avoiding You or don’t want to write, but I don’t want the writings to be upon my thinking, being a given, automatic or assumed. But desiring it to be pure and from Thee.” And I immediately heard in response, “Even if the desire/thought came/initiated from thee, would I still not speak?” And then another round of my limited logic, wanting it to be pure and not from me. And another quick response mixed with a little sting of truth, “Do you think you could write such prose/verse? Write My son, I would speak with thee.” It is then that I relinquished my stance of authenticity and succumb to His will. As I am now breathing for Spirit, clarity and for the flow of words…
“Oh My son, thou question the source and the will, and I say unto thee, ‘Fear not the desire and the thought to write.’ For as ye come unto Me with a heart pure of the desire to serve, how could I not come unto thee? How could a heart of servitude be passed? Oh ye that are of the question/faith of wonder, wonder no more. For as ye come with this attitude ye shall surely be served. For the Heavens await thy hearts to turn unto Us, and in this then We can turn unto thee and serve thee with the desires of thy hearts. For as ye turn your thy hearts unto Me and serve Me in My name, then ye are blessed. Open thine eyes and thy hearts and see the force of service about thee. Open thy belief and know the will of God. For it is under such direction that ye will build My kingdom and prepare to receive Me, in the body. For the law of agency is a law strictly obeyed, and ye must open unto Us, for Us to open and serve thee from on High. Oh blessed man, know this truth and open thy doors and windows of belief and desire, and ye will be flooded with the blessings of Heaven. Blessed art the pure in heart, for they shall be of Me and in this will all blessings flow. And in this same purity of heart will I come and ye shall receive Me even before I come. Open thy minds and believe; believe in all desire. For as ye know this, then ye shall be made ready for the Holy Spirit to bless thee and prepare the way for Me. For as ye still limit thy understandings of belief, so then is thy way left unto your unbelief. Open thy minds of restrictions and know Me, even as I am.
Oh blessed son, blessed art thou because of thy heart of desire. Blessed art thou because ye sought Me even as ye sought death. For in this very act of desperation, your heart was to be free again to serve. And in this ye were of a heart that could be prepared for even all that ye have received. For can ye not see that all is predicated upon the heart. The heart of desire is made pure and receiveth the pureness of Spirit. For step upon step have We prepared thee, even as ye turned from Us, Our patience was great and Our knowledge pure in the desires of thy heart. For even as ye opened little by little, and light upon light was accepted, ye began to glow with belief. And in this belief ye were added upon and ye began to change and accept that which was given. And in that acceptance ye were given more, until ye talk with the very God that helped create thee. And in this My heart is drawn unto thee as ye desire Me and serve Me. Oh My son, ye cannot question this because ye know of its truth and the glory therein. So cast off thy desire, of doubt, and know the oneness of heart as ye continue to come unto Me and receive all that is given unto thee.
Oh ye blessed man, come unto Me and receive, even as he, all that the Heavens can give and in this ye shall receive Me, even as I am. Come unto Me, receive Me and be called friend, brother and son.”
(Sisters reading… I know there is no exclusion here as He calls out, ‘… friend, sister and daughter.’)